{ 001 }

On the icy cold chair that he was leaning towards on; darkness filled his world, he walked along a dark path – barely any light was shining on him but still he kept walking. After walking for a distance he came around realizing that it was the spot; where she died. Shadows surrounded him, he tried to grab them but it was just beyond his touches.

He screamed out

‘ Lee Chaemin is that you ? ‘

But there was no respond, he kept walking; running with his bare legs and there – he saw her and he ran over using all his last energy, but it seems like there was something blocking in front of him, a transparent door. He tries to break open the doors but it was just unbreakable, just then he saw himself beyond that transparent door.

He was wearing a suit, and he saw a child crossing the road without looking for any cars that were on the streets just to pick up the ball. Before he could warn the child, the car was driving at a fast speed towards them and without second thoughts he rushed out; thinking to save the child but the car was so near to him and Chaemin rushed out and pushed him away.

Before he could even respond, her body flew upwards and all he could do was to scream.

‘ Chaemin ah! ‘  

And then her body landed onto the road and blood dripped out of her body, he rushed over to her and used his hands to hold onto Chaemin’s head and gently put it towards his thighs and his tears dripped onto her face and all he could say was

‘ Chaemin please, Chaemin don’t leave me…  Please …. I ... am begging you “

‘ Jiyong…ah... I can’t walk any further with you… my time is up...p..promise me... that you... will...take...good care...of... yourself. ' ‘

And she closed her eyes and died within his arm and as this repeated right in front of him through the transparent door he kept slamming onto the door and shouted out

‘ Lee Chaemin you are not allowed to leave me, you aren’t allowed! ‘

And as he was about to break through the transparent door, he was slapped by someone and there he goes – back into his reality world. Seungri was slapping onto his face and Jiyong looked at him and tears flow down his cheeks

‘ I saw her… she… was just right in front of me, I could have grabbed her back. ‘  

‘ Hyung, she is dead, 5 years ago! You have to let her go, you are going to torture yourself.. ‘

‘  No, she was there! Right in front of me, she isn’t dead. ‘

‘ She was gone 5 years ago! ‘

And Jiyong ignored him and turn on his earphone and they finally arrived back in Korea, as he was about to leave his seat, Youngbae tapped onto his shoulder and smiled towards him

‘ Jiyong, feeling better? ‘

And he simply ignored everyone and walked off the airplane towards the entrance and fans were crowding around him, big bang and he walked off towards their van. He sat onto the seat and his phone and he saw Chaerin’s messages.

Text Messages;

‘ Glad that you are back in Korea. How was London?  ‘

‘ Thanks for this welcoming messages, not that bad. ‘

 ‘ Tomorrow is Chaemin unnie death anniversary…  ‘

‘ I will be coming… ‘

‘ I knew you would say that, I want you stay at your place tomorrow and don’t go anywhere. I don’t want you to come back home trying to kill yourself like how you did last year. ‘

He sighed and said to himself

‘ She doesn’t even wants me there. ‘

He simply threw his phone right onto the van’s door and as he threw them, Youngbae opened up the car door and picked up his phone along with the other members entering the van while they closed up the doors.

Youngbae handed him his phone and looked at him and say

‘ Bro, this is definitely not a good way to – distress ‘

He laughed out and tapped on Youngbae’s shoulder and say

‘ Distress? I might take on drugs, that will totally help instead of just throwing this damn phone. ‘

Right after speaking, he leans down on his car seat and looked out at the window as the car started moving back to YG. During the car ride it was completely silence; probably if a pin were to drop during that moment, they could possibly hear it. The car stopped right in front of YG and once again fans were crowding right outside the company and Jiyong was the first to step out of the van and definitely the first to enter the company.

To fans he was definitely in a bad mood today because he didn’t even bother to smile nor wave to any fans; which he would normally do. As he enter the company, Chaerin walked out and smiled to him while he just walk pass her and Chaerin grabbed onto his hand.

His hands turned into a fist; not wanting to punch her but wanting her to let go and just shove it off him. She tapped on his shoulder and say

‘ Don’t tell me, you are mad at what I said on the text just now ‘

‘ Angry? Was I ever in this position? ‘

He shoved off his hands right after the moment he replies her and walked back to his studio, he tried to calm himself down but yet he failed – reason was because Chaerin was looking exactly like Chaemin; they were twins.

As he entered his studio there was a letter at his desk, he walked over it and saw the envelope and it states

We got married - Big bang special | 2 and a half year special

Dedicated to ; G-Dragon

As stated below are the following details on the date and time of your meeting;

- Day ; 20 August

- Location ; Myeongdong cafe

- Time ; 1pm

- Virtual Wife ; unknown (?)

Side note ; Bring along a red rose and wait inside of Myeongdong cafe

Hints of Virtual Wife ; Books | Cappuccion | Piano

[A/n : The edited first chapter is up! Do stay tune for the next few edited chapters to be re-published! and also, the notice will be there all the way till I decided to bring it down!]