I was walking back to home from school , zoning out to what Jinyoung oppa said to me .

FLASHBACK

' ____ , i think this relationship is getting no where . My feelings for you have faded . Forget about me and those pleasant memories  we had shared so far . Im sorry , lets just break up '' .

' Oppa , wae ? Is there another girl behind this ? You promised me you will be the first and last boyfriend i'll ever have *cry* '' .

' ____ , stop with those acting . Im going , don't call or text me ever again ' .

' Oppa !!! *crys louder* ' .

 END OF FLASHBACK

I ended up shedding tears while looking at my phone's wallpaper . A picture of me and jinyoung oppa , kissing . Is this what it ended up to be ? Im speechless.  I've been giving him my love and yet his feelings for me have faded . This is not reality , this is not real .. 

I sat at a bence , waiting like an idiot .. sobbing at those words he said to me . It keep repeating inside my head , i can't take it anymore . I ran and ran , not looking anywhere . Suddenly i bumped into a person . My eyes were swollen from crying and tears had dried .

I said sorry umpteen time and was going to run then suddenly , the person grabbed my wrist and wiped my tears . i looked up . Jinyoung oppa . I yanked back my wrist and started running . I could hear Jinyoung oppa calling me , but i ignored it . I kept running and running till i saw darkness . Was i hit by a car ? Am i dead ? Stupid thoughts keep going through me .