The members gotta stop pestering me about why I don't cry that often.

Like geez, is it weird if I don't like to cry ?!

Nevermind, that kinda really is weird. . .

But anyways, look, don't tell anyone this. Promise ? Good !

I only cry, when I'm by myself. It's not like I don't ever cry. That's just strange and that means I have a disease or something, but no. . I DO CRY.

Most of the times when the rest of the members are like bawling their eyeliners off, I'm just there eating and enjoying my member's pain, derping off.

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Great.

Just great.

Kim Kwang ing Soo gave me only 2 lines on our new song.

That old fart seriously needs to recognize my actual vocal skills. He don't know nothing bout this gorgeous, extremely hot, beautiful, vocalist, over here. He has got to stop underestimating me ! I'm the next big thing in this group.

Hmm, but maybe I should be more happy that I got more than 1 line this time. Meh, whatever.

I'm the freakin' Queen of T-ara now.

That's right ! The mothering Queen !

Less work for me. More work for the peasants members ~

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I was on this kpop blog site earlier today. Don't ask why.

I found a post about which female kpop star had the best .

I was one of the choices.

And damn, I had a decent amount of people that liked my .

I don't know if I should be flattered or not.

Leader don't care.

Leader KNOWS she has the best in T-ara.

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