It has been 2 years since i confessed to ji-hyo and left everybody i frown when memories start coming back to me...

FLASHBACK

We had just finshed filming for running man and everybody was about to go home but i needed to get these feelings off my chest so i asked ji-hyo if she would like to go to the park around the corner for a chat, she gave me a questioning look but i told her it was really important so she agreed.we both drove our own cars

We made our way to the park and sat on the ground ji-hyo was looking around and then looked me in the eyes

"oppa what did you want to talk about you're making me nervous." ji-hyo said looking at me with worried eyes

i take a deep breath before i start "ji-hyo ah i know its wrong for me to feel this way but i can't help it."i say taking her hand i could see she was confused with my sudden skinship but i continued

"we have been best friends since we started working together on running man, but day by day my feelings for you started to change, whenever you smiled my heart would beat like crazy whenevr you called me oppa i felt like the happiest guy in the world, thats when i knew i had fallen in love with you ji-hyo, so will you be willing to let me take care of you as my girlfriend."i said looking down i waiting for any sort of reaction

"I i im sorry oppa but i like someone else". she said stuttering

my heart broke and i could feel tears welling up in my eyes but i tried my best not to show it so i gently ruffled her hair when i noticed she was crying

"Im...im *sob* sorry *sob* oppa." she said looking down hands cupping her face

"ji-hyo ah its ok i just had to tell you my feelings so stop crying ok" i said cheerfully trying my best to show her im not hurting

"We should go now its getting late" i said trying to hold back the tears

Ne she said before she hugged me and said good bye

We both stood up and started heading towards our cars, i went straight home. as soon as i got in my home tears finally fell from my eyes.

Six Days had passed since then and i always called but she never answered, i sent her messages but she never replied. I felt hurt that she was ignoring me i knew we would have to talk since we will be filming for RM tommorow

Day of filming finally came and everyone was chatting to each other i.thought id talk to jae suk hyung

jae suk hyung what are you guys talking about? i asked

Were just talking about the latest news.jae suk said smiling

"Huh what news?"

"The news about ji-hyo"jae suk said

Wha what happend is she alright i asked worried about her just then she walked on the set

"Ji-hyo ah i how come you didnt tell us you had a boyfriend, we had to hear it on the news." jae suk said and i froze trying my hardest not to breakdown i looked at her,i was about to ask who but she turned away.

The whole day i tried to talk to her but she would just ignore me when the filming ended i followed her to the car park to ask if it was true, but stopped when she got in a car with some guy and kissed him i quickly ran away while tears streamed down my face i was feeling stupid,angry and hurt i spotted the other running man members walking towards me so i quickly wiped my tears

"Jong kook hyung we where looking for you."kwang soo said

"Yeah we wanna know if you wanna join us for a drink."haha said they know he wont drink but they still ask anyway

"...OK "i said hoping that it would take my mind off ji-hyo

BWOH!! they both said in unison its the first time that their hyung would say ok to a drink

jong kook hyung where going to a B.A.R to have a DRINK a DRINK you know alcahol said kwang soo not sure if jong kook understood when they said drink

YAH IM NOT STUPID YOU FREAKING GIRAFFE, I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN BY DRINK..i shouted angrily and slapped the back of his head

"ARGGH!" kwang soo groaned in pain rubbing his head. "aish i was just making sure hyung jeez, violent tiger".he said before he ran

haha on the other hand just laughed at kwang soo running away so he fetched the car and told them to hurry up so they could get started on drinking......

At the bar (NO ONES POV)

"YAH! thats too much kwang soo ah" jong kook said looking at his glass

"Ayyy~ its only filled half way hyung" he said laughing

"Are you laughing at me" jong kook said raising an eyebrow

"N..no hyung of..of course not" he said looking away from jong kooks piercing gaze

"stop looking away then" jong kook said before he smacked kwang soo on the head

"Wae wae!!? you always hit me"kwang soo said rubbing his head

jong kook just shrugged his shoulder and said "i thought it was the right thing to do" making haha laugh while kwang soo was cursing him in his head

"Alright lets just drink!! CHEEERRSSS" .haha shouted holding up his glass while jong kook and kwang soo did the same and hit the rim of their glass with his

A few hours passed with them laughing and bickering with each other, before haha and kwang soo decided to call it a night.Jong kook on the other hand decided to stay and have a few more drinks to ease his broken heart. haha and kwang soo were looking at him with a are-you-serious look, this is the first time they had seen him so eager to drink but they were to tired to stay so they bid their farewell to jong kook, they decided to call and share taxi while waiting outside they started to talk

"kwang soo what do you think happend to jong kook hyung" haha said

"i dont know but im worried about him" he said

"me too, he was acting weird like he was trying to distract him self" haha said

"Yeah and when we started talking about ji-hyo he didnt say anything just stared at his glass the whole time"kwang soo said

"Its a weird day today" haha said laughing

"i know right!!, two things i thought were impossible happend...first ji-hyo noona got a boyfriend hahahaha...and second jong kook hyung actually drank with us and its not his birthday " kwang soo said

"Yah shush ji-hyo would kill you if she heard you" haha said looking around like he was afraid

"Hahahaha hyung what are you scared of there is no waaaayyyy!! she would be around here besides im not scared of that witch." kwang soo said while looking up with his chest out,as he looked down he noticed haha running away, yelling back to him RUN YOU !!!

WWHHAATT!!!!kwang soo shouted but haha was already gone he froze when he felt a hand on his shoulder he turned around and screamed so loud that, jong kook came out thinking a girl was being attacked and froze as well looking at who was infront of him.

i just got bored and decided to write something random lol

Hmmm heres a preview of chapter 3 yes i said chapter 3 keke

Its been two years since i last saw any of the running man members this is gonna be a long day i thought

as i enter the building i hear the speaker

SPAARRRTTTAAA!!!
was played followed by

KIM JONG KOOK HAS ENTERED!!!

KIM JONG KOOK HAS ENTERED!!!

I smiled remembering my nick name, i never would have thought the next time i see them i would be a special guest

"it feels good to be back" i said smiling

the pds where all sitting down near the entrance i walked over and they handed me my mission card which just said "NAME TAG RIPPING" i looked at them with a huge grin and they did the same

Suddenly i hear running and my instincts kicked in. so i ran and hid behind a wall not to far from where i entered, i hear people yelling and getting closer so i try to listen in

"It cant be real right the pds must be trying to trick us jong kook hyung would'nt be here right." haha said

"Yah this aint funny dont get our hopes up" jae suk yelled at the pd

"Are you serious? you aint trying to trick us right". kwang soo said with tears in his eyes the pd did not answer

"say something to us or i will pull you're hair and beat you to death." ji-hyo said trying to fight back the tears

They had all missed jong kook and regretted letting him go

i wonder what there talking about and why do they look sad i thought as i looked at them, slowly i started walking towards them and made my way behind them all, i missed them so much but im here to win, we can talk later, I guess i should start the game then keke i thought

as i slowly crept behind ji suk-jin i quickly ripped his tag off

"sorry hyung your the game starter right" i said and started laughing

Everyone just stood in their spots frozen and looked at me with there eyes wide open

"J.j..jong k.kook h..hyung" kwang soo said

"Ne" i said

"Jong kook hyung your back " kwang soo said again with tears in his eyes walking towards me

"ne kwang soo im b..."kwang soo cut me off by hugging me while crying

"I missed *sob* you hyung" he said still crying

"Aish its alri..."this time i was cut off by haha hugging me

"Hyung your *sob* back your *sob* finally back" he said crying as well

"Aish not you too" i looked at the rest for help but they were busy crying as well

i had to write this on my phone soooo sorry for the grammar mistakes and all i pretty much just thought of this on the spot and wrote it lol like i said before im bored hahaha