Son Naeun sat at a bench. She can’t help but being sad. Her feeling was mixed –between hurt, happy, and sad. She began to cry as soon as she remembered what happen. That man –the one she still loves, came again. She wasn’t able to control her feeling, she just cant. Son Naeun tried to wipe her tears away, but her tears didn’t seemed to cooperate. She hated herself for crying over the man, and she hated herself more because she couldn’t stop from crying.

Kim Myungsoo sighed, seeing Naeun’s condition. He couldn’t help but feeling broken. That girl –the one who own his heart, was crying over another man. Kim Myungsoo didn’t want to made her cry, but he felt somekind of jealousy toward the man –at least Naeun has feeling for that man. Her sob turned into a loud cry, and he decided to just comfort her.

Son Naeun knew this was wrong. Not only for her crying over a guy –who broke her heart, but for showing Myungsoo her condition. She couldn’t help but feeling selfish for turning Myungsoo into her shoulder to cry on. Myungsoo probably didn’t care, but she care. She knew his feeling, yet she still didn’t care for his feeling. She felt a pair of hand hugging her, rubbing her back, calming her. And she felt relieved, once again.

What are you doing, Kim Myungsoo?  He questioned himself for doing such impulsive act. Now, he couldn’t do anything, so he tapped her back, whispering her comforting word. His heart broke into shattered pieces, and he couldn’t even care. He wanted to pulled himself from her, didn’t want to be hurt. Before he can do it, Son Naeun already hugged him back, whispering something.

“What, Naeun-ah?” he asked –half curious.

“I love you… So much.” Her answer came out, almost like a whisper. Myungsoo froze.

“What… What do you mean by that?”

“I love you… Taemin Oppa.”

There she goes again. She knew it, her heart couldn’t lie. She felt Myungsoo’s body became relaxed again. She wanted to hit herself for being such a selfish girl, but pair of hand still hugging her. She cried louder, Son Naeun didn’t really now what to do.

Kim Myungsoo smiled bitterly. He knew it. He knew it, and he scolded himself for hoping something. He felt like a fool, he couldn’t deny his heart broke again. He sighed. Became a fool wasn’t what he want when he choose to love Son Naeun. He tried to move his hand, and he couldn’t. He smiled awkwardly, maybe this time he could be a fool again –just like the day he choose to love her.  He rubbed her back, calming her.

Myungsoo Oppa, I’m so sorry, I couldn’t help it, I became this selfish when it came to you.

Naeun-ah, for you I choose to be a fool. So that I could love you. Just like this. 

First fic is here! So at the end of the part is Naeun and Myungsoo's mind, hope you understand it hehe :-)