You saw him in an interview on tv.
Still handsome, still perfect but you noticed those few seconds where his eyes gave away...the pain...
Then you remembered that day...
"I just can't do this anymore" you said
"Why?!"
"It's hard being with you"
"Please..please don't leave me.."
Trying your best not to show that what you're saying is contradicting to what you really feel
You left without looking back...tear

He tries his best to forget..the pain...
He immerse himself with his schedules and performances
But he was never the same again
He still performs his best yet feels nothing
He smiles and waves almost mechanically to the fans 
And sometimes he stares into nothingness..just like today
Then a kick on his leg under the table made him wake up from his daze.
He is at an interview.
"Thanks, Chan" he muttered under his breath
The other just smiled encouragingly.

Sorry for this...just feeling a bit unwell..empty is a much appropriate word..

but I do like Junho looking a bit dazed