I went on many dates with Kevin. I enjoyed every one of them, because I was with him. To this day, I still remember what we did on those days together. He cooked for me, took me to the beach, saw a movie with me; he spent a lot of time with me. I don’t regret spending so much time with him because he made me happy. We never dated; since he was a new idol it was allowed. I remember all the happiness he gave me and all the memories we shared. I loved Kevin to the point it hurt when we walked away. I always missed his touch, his kiss, and his love. I never regret meeting him and I never will. Even if we don’t talk now, I still have feelings for him while he probably moved on from me. It was sad, really. It’s been months since he last contacted with me. In the beginning I was in pieces but now I treat it like it’s nothing although I knew inside that it was something.