SUNGGYU'S POV

If you truly didn't know..No one likes a phoney, faker, poser or whatever they call it these days. Pretending to be who you want to be in person. Makes you, a person who truly doesn't exist. Get lost, and be who you really are. If not, what's the point? I'm lost as well. For I don't know whether to cry because you're lost, or whether to laugh because you don't look and you aren't as smart as you think you are. 

I feel sad I couldn't stop you from becoming who you are right now. 

I'm sorry for not being a good friend bacause I didn't pay much attention to you. I'm sorry for letting you become a monster.

I'm sorry, for you,me, and everyone else.

It's truly the best decision for everyone for you to turn back into who you should be. We loved you when you were still innocent, carefree, and something far from what you are now. 

If I had a wish, I'd turn back time. To save you from the future, the future which you will not have. It hurts doesn't it? 

I should have been there for you, but I was stuborn and ignorant to think about your feelings. 

I'm sorry I left you behind because of my foolishness. My desire to become what I wanted to be took over and didn't subside. It was like a disease or something, it just wouldn't cure. 

But.

I promised I'd come back for you. I promised that when I am who I am and I happen to be vacationing/resting or promoting near home, I'd come for you. And show you the happiness I want you to feel and have. The happiness, I unvoluntarily and accidentally, stole from you.

I'm sorry. 

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Kim Sunggyu is the leader of the rising boy group Infinite. They've blasted off in the K-pop insudtry, and no one knows when they'll run out of fuel. 

In order to become famous like he wanted to be, he had to make a few changes at his hometown. Really big ones. Will he be able to fix the monster he's caused to come alive?