Minho walked dazedly to the cemetery trying to register in his mind that it wasn't today that HE had died.Hey Lucy, I remember your name

I left a dozen roses on your grave today

The thorns from the rose bit into the skin on his hands but he didn't pay any attention to it as the cried silently in front of the tombstone, 'Lee Taemin' gently carved on the front.

I'm in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away I just came to talk for a while
I got some things I need to say

He explained all his mistakes. How he should've been there for him and how he should've known that Taemin was hurting.  

Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see
That little piece of heaven looking back at me

Minho took the liberty of bringing the photo album that Key put together shortly after Taemin was buried. It held hundreds of pictures of the sweet couple, holding each other and smiling wildly. 

Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today

Minho closed the book slowly and punched the ground harshly as he let put a scream of anguish. He wanted to rip himself open and demolish the heart that resided in his chest, not wanting to live a day longer without his Taeminnie in his arms.

Hey Lucy, I remembered your birthday
They said it'd bring some closure to say your name 

He remembered how when Taemins birthday had come around and all he could do was sulk pathetically in his room. Jonghyun had tried to cheer him up by trying to drag him to a club - unsuccessful - while Onew tried to lure him outside with a bucket of chicken - also unsuccessful -. Eventually they gave up and left him to sulk over his lovers death. 

I know I'd do it all different if I had the chance
But all I got are these roses to give
And they can't help me make amends

He sat in a more comfortable position, not ever wanting to leave from this spot. Minho thought about what he could've done to make it better, but the thinking just gave him a headache so he gave up.

Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see
That little piece of heaven looking back at me

Minho looked towards the sky, seeing the first signs of winter fall from the sky. Winter... Taemins favorite season...

Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today

He contemplated on leaving but deciding that it was better to see the first snow with his lover was good enough.

Here we are, now you're in my arms
I never wanted anything so bad

The first time they made love he made Taemin cry. He had tried so hard to cheer him up but instead all it took was a gentle kiss on his ticklish spot.

Here we are, for a brand new start
Living the life that we could've had

It was a few days before the accident that Minho had asked Taemin. They were all so happy and they went out to celebrate, not knowing what would happen next.

Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end

The car came to fast for Minhos liking, but he kept his eyes on Taemin who was laughing and holding hand but then Taemin had dropped something and went to pick it up...

"TAEMIN!!"

Just another moment in your eyes
I'll see you in another life
In heaven where we never say goodbye

Taemin smiled sadly up at him. Blood pouring from an injury beneath his silky hair, he lifted a hand and wiped the tears from Minhos face giving him one last kiss before he closed his eyes.

Here we are, now you're in my arms
Here we are for a brand new start
Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today

Minho collapsed on the ground in front of Taemins grave, crying uncontrollably, wanting it all to end before he ended it himself. 

Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end

He felt a hand on his shoulder and looked into the caring eyes of Onew, Jonghyun and Key. Minho wiped away his tears and assured them that he'd get back to their dorm straight away, they understood and left him to his last goodbye for Taemin.

Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today

He gently placed down the jewelry box, filled with a small cushion and and Taemins engagement ring. The diamond gently glistening.

Hey Lucy, I remember your name