You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.

My parents had told me this when I was 10, then I didn’t really know what it meant. I never really thought about it much.

When I was 11, my parents decided to make a big decision we picked up, sold all of our things and moved to Seoul.

Moving to a new school was never the easiest thing to do, sure I was a Korean girl but yet I had never learnt to speak Korean. Which in my case wasn’t the easiest thing to do. I was a small girl, my hair feel just below my shoulders, with dark brown eyes.

I didn’t fit in quite well with the others kids I was the ‘outsider’ I had become friends with the other ‘outsiders’. Some Korean, some white, it didn’t matter to me friends were friends. That’s how I had met my two best friends, Jiho – I always called him that- which others called him Zico, and Kyung. They were both taller than me and slender.

But they never stayed that way for long when puberty hit, they bulked up and started to rap at underground places, soon they had girls fighting for their attention. There other friends, who happened to be part of their group Block B, were also play boys, who puberty just happened to be nice to them as well.  

Thankfully puberty wasn’t too bad on me either, I was blessed with a good figure, clear skin, good s. No matter how you look at it Kyung and Zico still saw me as there small, clumsy, geeky girl that’s never been kissed!

Though even through that Zico and Kyung, had never left my side. Were we inseparable, the three stooges. We told each other everything, we were there for each other when we needed it, up’s and down’s. We were all here to laugh together and be sad together.

But there was one secret that I was hiding, my secret alone. No one knew of this not even my best girlfriend, Talia. I was in love, yes me in love hard to believe. I had been in love with him for 5 years.

 His name is…….  

This is my first Fan Fic, so please be nice but do give me some criticism so i can improve! I would like to thank Kathleen Marie for the amazing poster :D

thanks again & enjoy

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