My SHINing Star
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His thoughts:
Love…
Love was the last thing that I could think of. Having someone that I like more than myself, care about and protect… no, I can’t do that. I have no confident for that…
The other SHINee members… they are my family, the family that I never had... Jinki hyung, Kibum, Minho and our cute maknae Taemin… I care about them and I love them just like my real brothers.
Minji…
Minji was always in my eyes, important that my own life. I love her too; I really love her so much…
Pyul… I don’t know exactly how I should describe my relationship with Pyul, friendship maybe? No, not enough…
Special deep class-A friendship! Yeah, that would work. I don’t know the reason but that friend was always special to me… Maybe because she know almost all of my secrets. All of them, except for one…
And emm… I guess that I… I love her too, as a friend nothing more so don’t misunderstand…
But I was not talking about that kind of love. Even that I made mistakes sometimes and I may be lacking in my way of loving those people. But in the end, their life is not all about me. They all can find their way in a life Kim Jonghyun is not part of…
But… as for a lover, a girlfriend… I just have zero confident.
To love her, to protect her and to tell her THAT secret…
The secret that I am keeping deep inside me, the one that could turn my life upside down and destroy all my relations… I don’t blame the other members if they turn their backs at me. I have no right to accuse them or be angry with them for any mistake they made. In the end, I was the one that had been lying all those years…
I know…
I know so well that the moment this secret will be revealed, lots of people will be interested to be part of my life. But I like things this way… having this small family around me is better than any other thing. My four favorite brothers, the cute little Minji and Pyul –Our Group’s SHINing Star– Han Pyul…
Her thoughts:
Every fangirl dream is to spend even a single hour with her favorite group. Some of them wish to meet them at least. That’s why I always get the hate from the Shawols, and most of them envy me so much.
Why?
Because I spend all day long with SHINee, from the moment they open their eyes till they go to sleep. I know every single detail about their daily life and schedule, we eat in front of the same table and we sleep under the same roof. You can say that I maybe know about them things, that even their mothers don’t…
So,
As a senior in life who experienced a life with SHINee, let me tell you one thing, you should give up that crazy dream.
Why again?
Because the handsome and charismatic SHINee on stage are completely different than the real life’s annoying boys…
And that’s exactly why my life is far away from being a fairy tale…
I have no choice but stay 24h/7D with five immature, childish, harsh and insensitive boys who have absolutely nothing to do in their free time but bringing me trouble. Especially that jerk that called Kim Jonghyun…
Yeah, the one that dedicated the past 9 years of his life to make me suffer everyday…
The heartless bastard who made me fell deeply in love with him…
Live this tiring and throbbing one-sided love…
But, still, I like my life now… even that it is difficult to deal with the craziness of those boys, with my pathetic and unrequited feelings. I like being one of them, being beside them, beside him…
A no one, a foolish girl, a simple and unnoticed manager, let me now start telling you her story…
Han Pyul story…
*90° bow* “annyonhaseyo~”
Hi for everyone who is reading this!! It’s momimim and as you can see I am a new writer here. This story is starring SHINee’s main vocalist Kim Jonghyun and an OC (Pyul) who will be playing the role of SHINee’s Manager. But, because I am a K-Drama addict, and you know how crazy the plot can be sometimes, My SHINing Girl love Lines will be so complicated! And yes I meant saying love lines because I am not giving the Bling Bling Dino all the romance. So you may look forward for it. I hope that you would enjoy reading this fic as much as I am enjoying writing it.
Foreword
The Characters:
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Kim Jonghyun:
SHINee’s main vocalist, a 24 years old boy who got hurt so much in his life. Jonghyhun is carrying a big secret. A secret that made him a liar in front if his friend. One professional liar…
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Han Pyul:
Pyul was the name her father gave her which mean a star… so Han Pyul would be always her father’s Han( = one) shining Pyul ( = Star). She is 22 years old friendly, kind and caring smart girl. And after the death of her father, the girl didn’t have any choice but being SHINee’s manager, as SM entertainment had been always her second home. So at least she could be beside her friends who cared and loved her even before the group debut. She always loved him, her childhood friend, her teenager years crush and the idol that she must now take care of, Kim Jonghyun who never knew her feelings…
- Shin Joon:
The hardworking idol who never gives up. A 24 years old boy and Kim Jonghyun’s first rival. He is also the leader of a group called SKY. He always hated Jonghyun, that bastard who gets everything he wants, the one that stole from him everything he wished for…
- Lee Minji:
The cute gorgeous girl with the brightest personality ever. She is the kind of girls that can be slow, even dump sometime and fell in love so easily. But under that happy and cheerful face, she is caring an unbearable pain which no one ever noticed…
- Shin Sekyung:
The little spoiled daughter of the owner of the ‘SHIN Group’ one of the biggest companies in Korea. An excellent actress, loved by mostly everyone, a true beauty but only from the outside… Sekyung was selfish, heartless and so full of herself. Maybe it wasn’t her fault that she was raised that way but her principle in life was: if I don’t get what I want, no one will.
- Onew (Lee Jinki):
SHINee’s leader and the older boy in the group. Jinki’s first and current love had always be the chickens, he is so shy in front of girls. Even that he can be somehow blur sometimes and make so much mistakes, he had been always the caring hyung who took good care of the group and always did his best for the others.
- Kim Kibum:
The almighty Key and the most confident person in SHINee. No one could ever win a talk buddle against him. He can be nagging and over reacted but always cared a sweet heart to the other members.
- Choi Minho:
The flaming charisma and the face of the group. Minho is the friendly famous boy among girl groups but doesn’t know how to express his feelings.
- Lee Taemin:
SHINee’s cute Maknae. Tae was never taken seriously and every one treated him like a baby. He always hated that, wanted to proof that he is a man, that he is old enough to take care of himself and he wanted to show them that even if he has to change his nice personality if it takes him to.
Other Characters:
- Lee Soo Man: SM entertainment President.
- Yoon Hoo: Soo Man’s secretary.
- Nam Myuri: Soo Man’s wife.
Of course the characters are much more than those, but some of them must be hidden for future chapters. Hope that the fic got your attention so far. I will try my best to make it interesting and give everyone a story of his own.
But, will all the characters gets the happy ending he or she longed for? Well… that’s for you to know...
*wink*
~momimim~
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