"You don't remember this place either, do you?"Jongin ruffled his hair in great frustration. He had brought you to every place that meant so much for the both of you, he brought you to every place you two used to visit 8 years ago. It had been a month and so he decided to bring you to the last place that happened to be the most meaningful place, it was the place where both of you met, Han river. You shook your head and successfully made Jongin felt like he would rather die.

"Please.. Please...Try to remember this one..."His voice was like a whisper. He didn't know how to make you remember again. He had tried his best and he did everything he could do. Yet, you still hadn't remembered even a little thing about him and that frustrated him. He didn't want to lose you again, not after he was given a second chance. But he also started to doubt it. 

His body and mind wanted to give up.

But his heart did not let him to.

Let out a huge sigh, Kai punched some numbers on his phone, he spoke with a person across the line with a very low voice, so you could not listen to what he said. Kai had decided. He would do the last try, if he still failed, he could do nothing again. After all, it had been a month and you still hadn't had a glimpse of him.

After finished talking, Kai put his phone back to his pocket and held your hand. He smiled to you.

"__________-ah.."He called you and you looked at him, "Yes?"

He bent down to your eye level, and he muttered softly, "Can you go with me to somewhere tomorrow? I will pick you up at 6.p.m."

"I have nothing to do tomorrow. So I guess, I can." You smiled to him and that was enough to make his heart fluttered.

"Good."He smiled widely to you and led you to the car. Like a gentleman always do, he opened the door for you and you smiled to him. You might not have remembered him, but one thing you knew, he was seriously in love with you. You could tell it from the first time he met you. His eyes stared and looked at you lovingly. The way he acted to you, his expressions, all were real, all were from his heart. You wished you could remember those memories.

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*Next day, 6.p.m*

"Where are you going to take me and why do you tie blinkers to my eyes?" You asked. Right after you got into the car, Kai tied blinkers to close your eyes.

"It's a surprise, so you can't know."Kai said and chuckled lightly when he saw your pouting lips.

Along the way, Kai played all the songs that used to be your and his favorite songs, hoped that those songs might remind you of something,.....or someone.

"Do you remember and recognize any of these songs?"Kai asked and you shook your head. Kai sighed, but he remained silent.

Then, it finally reached the destination. You could feel Kai got out of the car, and opened the door for you. 

"You may take off the blindfold." A voice said. And to your surprise, it wasn't Kai's.

When you opened your blindfold, you saw a very tall and handsome guy smiling widely.

"Hmm...Do I know you? And did you see a guy who is supposed to be with me?" You asked casually.

"You used to know me. I am Chanyeol.And the guy you was with is my friend, now Ms, let's go inside." He said and led you inside. It was not an ordinary dinner. It took place in a look-like-garden place.

There was a lake and at there, "I Love You" appeared and it amazed you. You barely could take your eyes of it and snapped back to reality when Chanyeol tapped on your shoulder. You followed him, or you thought you did after you realized that he had left you . You just walked around and admired the beautiful view.

Then you saw a petal. Rose petal to be exact. It wasn't only one, there was a lot like that, and there was a letter. 

You picked it up and read : 'Follow this petal'. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. You wanted to ask what it meant, but there was nobody, so you got no choice but to follow the petal. There you saw a man standing with a beautiful rose and he handed you it. You read his nametag: Baekhyun. Then he sang a song for you, or actually a part of a song:

'If there were no words

No way to speak.

I would still hear you

If there were no tears

No way to feel inside

I'd still feel for you..'

You continued walking, until you found another guy with rose and handed it to you as well. His nametag showed : Suho

'And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my valentine....'

Then, you continued walking. You could tell it was a very beautiful song and it sounded familiar.

When you crooked to the left sight, you found another guy with a nametag : Sehun and he was holding a rose as well. As the other did, he gave you the rose and continued the song,

'All of my life

I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes

And shown me how to love unselfishly...'

You continued walking, still with confusion.

Until you spotted another guy with a nametag : D.O

The same went on. He handed you a rose and continued the song,

'I've dreamt about this 

Thousand times before

In my dreams 

I couldn't love you more

I will give you my heart 

until the end of time

You are all I need, my love my valentine....'

You followed the petal, and this time, it was quite far.

Finally, you reached it. You didn't realize that, the place was in the middle of the lake already. You unconsciously followed the petal and led there. And there he was...

Kai.

With a bouquet of roses, singing the last part of the song..

'And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time..

Cause all I need..Is you, my valentine....'

He smiled to you and bent down, he gave you the bouquet.

And he finshed the last words,

'You're all I need, my love, my valentine.......'

You didn't notice that you were so touched by his act. You were already in tears, tears of joy.

You took the bouquet and said, "Thank you Kai, thank you..."

"You don't have to thank me, now..Have you remembered anything? A simple thing?" He asked with hope.

"About that, I have something to tell you about, but I hope you don't get mad at me, but if you do so, I perfectly understand it." You said.

"What are you talking about? I won't be mad at you. So..You remember a thing??"He said.

"I remember EVERYTHING Kai. From the first time we met after those 8 years, I...I- I ugh...I'm just afraid to love again. But..But my heart.. My heart doesn't know the word of 'stop beating faster for him'. It beats so fast everytime I see you.My mind doesn't understand the words 'don't think about him' and my heart doesn't follow the words 'Stop loving him'.  I came back to here to see if you have changed, and I saw you did, but I didn't expect you would see me. And so I came up with all these ideas." You stopped to catch a breath.

"I saw you bring me to all our memorable places, played all our favorite songs, fed me with all our favorite food. And I really just wanted to break down, to confess everything. I just want to run to your embrace, but I can't. I have to make sure. I saw your determination, I saw your love to me..And this night, I can't lie again. I-I..." You almost fell on you knees while still sobbing if Kai didn't catch you in time. He placed his forefinger to your lips.

"Sttt....I will never get mad to you. I understand perfectly."He whispered softly to you, making you even burst more into tears.

He wiped the tears in your face and kissed you gently, iving you the sweetest kiss ever.

"I love you, ________." Kai whispered right into your ears.

"I love you too, oppa... I will always love you." You said thsoe words from the bottom of your heart. 

The dinner was completely forgotten, but none of you cared. Meanwhile, 5 pairs of eyes were peeking through the bush.

"Get there, I want to see.."Baekhyun nudged Sehun.

"Oh the kiss..."D.O said.

"Wait-I want to see too.."Chanyeol beamed.

"Take other spots, this is mine." Sehun annoyedly pushed Baekhyun back.

"Yah, you get there.." Chanyeol pushed baekhyun as well.

"Can you please move to the right? I can't see anything from here." Suho said.

"Ugh...This is so narrow.." D.O said, but he could see a better view.

"D.O, get out, I want to see.." Baekhyun whined.

Feeling annoyed because of the noises coming from the bush, Kai and you headed there.

"Why are you all hiding here?" Kai's voice made all of them froze.

One by one of them stood up, cleaned their suits, and grinned. Right after Kai blinked, all of them ran away.

"Oppa...They are still the same." You said and placed your head at his shoulder.

"Indeed. And you are still the same girl I love." Kai said and leaned in.

"And you are a different guy that I loved, love, and will always love." You said and when you turned, your lips met his.

You both kissed sweetly, and right after that, there was a firework.

'I love you,_____________' Was the words that made through the firework.

"That is my last surprise that was supposed to be shown at the gazebo, those boys were so busy peeking at us, and they forgot this." Kai said.

"Hey oppa...."You called him.

"Yes?"He turned to you.

You immediately hugged him tightly as you didn't want to let Kim go.

And Kai seemed a little bit taken back by your action, but soon he realized, he hugged you back.

"I will never let you go,_____ah..Not again."He said. He broke the hug and bent down.

He took something out and he said,"__________, will you marry me?"

With tears of joy, and a mouth hang opened, you nodded a lot of times.

"Yes, yes,yes oppa..." You said. Kai brought you to his embrace.

"Let's stay like this for a moment." He said and you were willing to do it.

"Oppa..."You called him again.

"What?"He turned to you.

"Do you really love me? I mean.. Ugh.."

"Didn't you hear the song? 'You would still have my heart until the end of time, cause all I need is you, my valentine... You'are all I need, my love my valentine...'. The lyric is so clear to paint my feeling to you." He said clearly.

"You always know how to make me blush huh? And you always know how to make my heart beats so fast? And you also know how to make me feel weak, right? You always know how to make me even fall deeper for you,oppa....Ugh, I hate you." You said and hit his chest lightly.

"Nah, I love you too..." He said, and made you ran childishly. He chased you. You kept on running, while giggling, and you didn't see the road, you looked backwards.

Kai's eyes widen.

CIITTTTTT. Too late..

The next second, you were already on the asphalt with blood coming out.

The car ran away.

Kai ran as fast as he could to you.

"_______! ___________!" He called you. You struggled to open your eyes. If it was the last time you could see things, you want Kai to be the last thing you saw.

"Oppa..." Your voice sounded so weak.

"Yes, ____. Yes, I am here."He said and held your hand tightly.

"Thank you for tonight and for everything you have given to me. For your determination to have me back, for loving me, for still and for always loving me. Thank you." You said and a tear escaped your eyes.

"Don't leave me..Don't leave me...You promised me, you won't leave me again." He cried.

"Says who I am leaving you? I am there, right in your heart. And you have to promise me that you will get your dreams, you will make them come true. Do you promise me?" You said and wiped his tears.

Kai couldn't say a thing, but he still nodded. If that was the only thing that could make you go peacefully, he would do it for you.

"Good."You said. You forced a smile with the last energy you had. Slowly, you closed your eyes in peace.

Jongin could not help but to cry as loud as he could. He broke down.

"______________!!!!!!!!!!Why should fate be this CRUEL?! The moment I met you, the moment I got the second chance, why must this this happen??" He cried, but there was no answer.

It was a question with no answer.

He carried you bridal style and kissed you for the last time.

'Remember this, I will always love you..' He said in his heart and walked away. He had one last promise that he must fulfil. And that  promise was the only thing that made him still alive.

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edited: May 5, 2014