Please Be Happy , And I'll Be Alright
Letter For IdolsName : Niken Santoso.
Gender : Female.
AFF account link : https://www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/509865
Country : Indonesia.
Age : 25 years old, Birth Date : 9th November 1988.
To : Apink's Son Naeun and SHINee's Lee Taemin, TaEun (We Got Married couple)
Dear Apink Son Naeun and SHINee Lee Taemin , Hello Son Naeun, how are you? ^^ I really hope that everything is okay for you, your life, your health, your happiness, I really pray for you, always. Oh and happy belated birthday too ^^ (although it’s really too late >.<) I want to say thank you so much to you, you may never know about me, but you already help me a lot. I can see you become a better person, and with that way, you make me want to be a better person too. Something terrible happened in my past, and after that I become a person who doesn’t believe in love. For a really long time, my heart closed , but then , it was you and Taemin who entered in my heart slowly. I don’t know when but you melted my heart , and without realizing it I already become Taeunians. I never have any bias or shipper in kpop world, I simply love the music, but then you and Taemin came, and everything has changed. We never met in real life. I don’t know you in your real life, and you don’t know me in my real life, but is it wrong if I pray your happiness since you already give me so much happiness by watching you and Taemin? Is it wrong if I pray you will be happy with Taemin too? When I watched you in We Got Married, I can’t wait for Saturday and I want the day come sooner, I even wait in front of my laptop, I can laugh and smile by seeing both of you. Seeing you and Taemin smiling to each other, slowly cure my heart. .. Become a Taeunians is a new world and a new thing for me, because I’m never be a fans of any kpop idols. But of course, there is sometimes I’m questioning about my sanity, am I delusional about you and Taemin ? After you leaving wgm, once again, there’s a hole in my heart. I cry when i got the news that you two will leaving wgm. And I cry again in your last episode. And until now, I still cry silently. I’m a loyal person, but that become both gift and curse to me. Because no matter I’m trying to leave you and Taemin, I can’t. I just can’t. But then, I realize, it is a choice and also the process of learn something. I choose, to support and love both of you, yes, you, Naeun-sshi and Taemin-sshi. And I learn, to be a better person and a better fans. A better fans means, I become a Taeunian who wishing your happiness sincerely. It means, no matter how I wish you to be with Taemin, in the end it’s still your choice. Eventhought ur not with him, I will keep smiling and accept any man that you love, only with one condition, that he really love you and he will treasure you more than anything. I don’t believe in happy ending and fairytales, Naeun-sshi, but you just changed me. The first love that you feel, is the same love that open and cure my heart slowly, and I can’t be more grateful than this. I pray to God, that every little things happiness that you gave to me, I pray that God will return it back to you a thousand more. Life won’t be easy Naeun-sshi, but please, stay strong and don’t give up. You may never know about me, but I will always here, I’m not going anywhere, and I will always support you. Both you and Taemin-sshi is a good person and I pray that God will protect both of you, always. Please be happy, Naeun-sshi, and I know I’ll be alright. With Love, Leenaeun
Author's Note : Auww your feeling for TaeEun was really wonderful. Let's pray for their happiness and healthy. We really hope TaeEun is real hehe pray for it :)
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