Author's Note

 My first One Shot, will be a success only because it will end!  Yes the first fic to finish hehehe (* ^ ^ *)

 Chapter 1 - Hello, Goodbye

 Before starting the fic actually, I need to clarify some things about it, do not put in the notes because not everyone reading ... In category there are many bands.  Why?  Because it does not I will quote character names, nor will you will need to understand when read.  I want you to imagine as their own bias or someone who loves.  Maybe not the best story, might not even be a story.  Because it is something real, I lived it, I'm actually living, is a confession of love and fits the k-idols because I can imagine myself in the same way by them, though the character of fiction is someone unknown, let the imagination of you free to live my story.  And this story fits perfectly in the song Hello / Goodbye's Hyorin, disponibilizarei link to the track in the endnotes.  I suggest you listen to music while reading.  And good read! 

 Exactly one year and one month I was with my mother in front of the mall, waited for the bus that took forever to arrive.  We talked for a long time and my attention was just her.  But the silence was restored when she turned to talk to a known circular hoped the same as us.  I was immersed in my thoughts looking everywhere for something that caught my attention.  And it did not take my eyes hovered in the same look as that of a stranger.  Not a stranger ... It was a pretty weird, strange and beautiful do not fix the look you anywhere or ever, at least not with me!

 Keep your looks at me and his eyes are the windows that bring light to my dark heart and now only open when I see it.  Why it caught my attention first?  Do not know, do not believe in love at first sight, but it is my exception.  I am truly hard to love someone, just for me I attract guys who are distant, expensive and famous who live in another state or country ... It's hard to find guys that have the possibility of something serious if it exists.  And although the percentage count against a close encounter, my heart says not impossible to fall in love for real.  But Plato insists even after death that my love is not true.  I'll forget this thinker and believe in what I feel, and there's no telling that this is fake!

 우연히 내게 다가와

 Uyeonhi naege dagawa

 You came to me by chance

 감싸 안아 주고

 anajugo gamssa

 And hugged me.

 서로 멍하니 바라 보다

 Seoro baraboda meon'hani

 And as we watched us intently

 건낸 말 안녕

 Geonnen maranyeong

 You said goodbye

 My embarrassment to face him made me turn your eyes to the other side.  But the desire to see him again made me constantly targeting it again.  I do not know how exchanged glances, even after he found some friends there, still staring at us.  Seemed like a dream, the game looks, shame, desire to talk ... I felt embarking on an old book, where these simple gestures were the culmination of flirting.  That same day my mother told me it was for a young master, also said that I was growing up, ridiculous to hear that the mother herself, but better her than a stranger ... I felt important for males because then seduction works, even when we try not to use it.  And I'm not one o'clock ET who lives in this world alone, because someone was interested in me.  Was thinking the moment I saw her pick up the bus and go home, leaving me there alone because my mother was still talking to her name.  And our bus ... Although nothing appears to have seen the man who softened my heart from without even exchanging a word with me, do not even know your name.  Just know I'll never see him again that night did not look bad!

 어디 있는지.

 Eodi inneunji.

 Where are you?

 내 맘 아는지

 Nae mam aneunji

 Did you know what I feel?

 보고 싶은데

 Shipeunde Bogo

 I miss you.

 Days after this episode I still surprised me that night.  I went back to the same mall where I waited for the bus that night, this time with my cousins.  We entered a store of technological products.  Turning to view the place I saw that strange meeting a client, so close to me.  My heart nearly jumped in fright, surprise and happiness, that I had gotten used to the idea that would never see him again, found out where he worked.  Had not the courage to introduce myself, not even to ask for help as a seller.  Deep down I knew that night was just a dream, in my head it was several confusing thoughts as it might not recognize me, maybe find someone like me, maybe he was looking at me because I was seeing if the bus was coming.  Maybe he recognized me and found me ugly now that the light is very clear on my face. I missed all this and when we left the store I told my cousins ​​about it and they made ​​me go back to the front of the store just to show me who he was .  They find it cute and wanted me to talk to him, but I would not.  One of them even said it was something the destination. 

 꿈속 에서만 스쳐 갔던

 kkum seuchyeogatteon sogeseoman

 You just went in my dreams

 지금 넌 내 앞에

 Jigeum neon nae ape

 But now you are in front of me

 I constantly returned to the floor of the store in the mall just to see him.  Seemed child's play for several days and had already spent two months in this game.  I just sat in front of the bank of the store to observe him in his work.  Yes, I was becoming a visual stalker, if that exists.  Knew nothing about it, but I could see him whenever she could.  That was a comfort.  When school started I stopped going to the mall just to see it.  But just telling a friend after a few months on this kid, almost four months to the day I saw him and had not yet forgotten, my heart refuses to forget.  She found it necessary to go to the store and ask for his number.

 - You will not do that do you?  - I said already desperate, thinking about the ridiculous drawn out and we'd take it.

 - But of course we will!  Friend at least one of us needs to refloat, will you be surprised?

 - I will not!  I'm ugly today, I mean he's too cute for me, and besides just leave class I'm dirty and sweaty, there's nothing attractive in me.  We can not go another day?  Stowed?  And smelling?

 - Nothing like that, we today, if I leave for another day you'll never appears!  - It seems like just yesterday she said that, I never forgot and I do not forget.

 When we got to the mall she made me enter the bathroom to wash his face and neck, touch up your makeup, fix your hair.  For her this was my only chance, even blackmailed her but failed.  We walked toward the store and I even tried to run, but to no avail she pulled me and I gave up convinces her.  No, of course it did not work!  When we entered the store he was not meeting anyone, and also made no effort to get out of where I was to meet us.  We were walking through the store as alleged clients and saying things like that, or buy one, but he did not look at us.  We left defeated, to say she came out because I knew it would not work.

 - He did not pick us because we are students, and he knows that student has no money!  - That was her theory for the failure of the plan.

 Definitely forced myself to forget it, I tried as best as possible.  Not tried more.  I thought back to my true platonic love that were far and never reject me in my dreams.  But if you went to the floor of the store was automatic seek my eyes, when she saw I was just smiling unintentionally.  Although something strange happened after that.  He disappeared from the store, I decided to come back more often to see if he was still working there.  And nothing!  He had gone away, and I never see him again.  For the first time my heart was grieved, just imagine never being able to see it.  I know it's a strange love, I'd rather be able to be the girlfriend of that strange, but I felt good just to be able to see it there in the store, and see his smile even distantly.  But I cried when he left, and I often asked God why I felt that.

 사랑 이 왔는데

 Sarangi wanneunde

 Love arrived

 그댄 떠난 대 

 Geudaen tteonandae

 But you're leaving

 기다렸 는데

 Gidaryeonneunde

 I've waited for you

 더 볼 수가 없대

 Deo bol eopdae

 I can not see you anymore.

 늘 바보 처럼

 Neul babo cheoreom

 Always like a fool

 흐르는 눈물 이 말해

 Heureuneun nunmuri marae

 Tears falling tell me

 안녕 이젠 Good bye

 Annyeong Ijen.  Good Bye.

 What is now goodbye.  Goodbye.

 I thought my heart had calmed down, until I became interested in other boys, but it did not work because it never works with me.  And when I say it did not work is because I never even stay with them.  I can never get anyone, it seems that God removes all the boys to me that I remain intact.  And so it was for so many months.  For a long time my heart calm.  Even still looking into the store where my odd working and always failing in anticipation of seeing him.

 다시 만날 땐 내가 먼저 괜찮아 안녕

Dashi mannal ttaen naega meonjeo kwaenchana annyeong

 When we meet again, I will be

 the first to say 'Hello, okay?'

 꿈 에서라도 마주 칠까

 kkumeseorado majuchilkka?

 Did I meet you,

 even if only in dreams?

 두 눈 을 감아 요

 Du nuneul gamayo

 I'll close my eyes.

 So this little flash back reminds me of yesterday.  My surprise and all I felt while percussion over a maximum of 20 minutes.  I waited for the bus to climb more vague, wanted peace and a partially quiet place to rest my mind walking too bumpy because of classes.  I'm afraid to take another bomb in college.  And this time if I up I'm gonna with my life once.

 I settled comfortably as far as possible that I chose to sit in the chair.  I closed my eyes the moment we sat down until you reach the next bus stop, I looked around and saw that he was not far from where I had climbed the circular, so were a few long seconds when I closed my eyes to where he was now .

 Many people have started to rise and I sat better to make room for someone else.  I avoid sitting in the window to get out soon, I'm not a fan of bus where I was and there was no more place to sit, people continued to rise were already settling standing in the corridor.  I watched the faces of the people that came up, not judging the appearance or something, just wanted to watch the expression on their faces carrying.  And that was my expression changed suddenly when he emerged from the beginning of the corridor and came towards me.  It was strange, I confess I was hoping for him to be very close to me, and he was.  If I had a backpack I would offer me to handle, but it was nothing.  And wore the uniform of the store where he worked.  I began thinking because never had seen him after so many months looking for it.  We were close to the mall, so he was coming there for sure.

 I started to get nervous with him there next to me, to the point of deep and heavy sigh to control breathing.  My hands in his mouth, trying to nail biting and this is something that I do.  It seemed like I would pass out on the bus.  Tried to continue looking at him but he needed to disguise it if not find me in a weird situation.  Full bus and a delayed trying to contain the abestalhado heart.

 Automatically I asked God why I was acting like a silly little girl.  That disease was not cured and I am here again after a year suffering that weird guy to me and at the same time so intimate.  Not sure if already have a girlfriend, what is your name, age, what they like to do when you have time off from work, favorite songs.  Oh my God if he knew inches away was a girl in love with him more than a year.  How would you react if one day know about my love?  Treat me the same as not feeling the same for me?  Will we one day I will have at least their friendship?  Why had God allowed so many mismatched meetings?  Not reported every time I saw him, were many and never had the opportunity to address a word to him.  And when a girl approached him on a hellish bus jealousy dominated my heart and I wanted to say because you're rubbing her in the face of the man I love?  Get away from him!

 At that moment he was sitting in the front seat of my, I spent minutes intoxicated by the vision of its coast.  Everything about it appeals to me in this period had a chance to analyze every part of your body that I could see.  He is from another world.  Simply because you can leave me like the other girls, completely silly!  I tried once again to disguise the others do not realize that I was drying the boy.  When I looked at the window I saw it was possible to see his profile clearly, and my last few minutes on the bus were devoted to admire it by the reflection of the glass window.

 When I got off the bus and let you go away from me again, I spoke softly so only I hear: bye love!  A child, I know I'm a silly girl.  But I can not get it out of me so I just let him live healthily.

 시간 이 서둘러

 Shigani seodulleo

 Time pass quickly

 널 내게 로 데려 와주길

Neol naegero deryeowajugil

 And bring you to me

 단 한번만 말 해주길

 Dan hanbeonman maraejugil

 You tell me at least once

 믿어 지지 않는 이야기 를

Mideojiji aneun iyagireul

 Unbelievable stories.

 That same night my friends (guys) told me that I felt was fresh, they said I needed a new love.  How will I forget him saying goodbye to that love I could not even say hello

 (다신 볼 수 없는 곳에)

 Dashin bol su eomneun gose

 In a place where I can not see you again

 밤 하늘 에 소리 쳐 안녕

Bam haneure sorichyeo annyeong

 In this night sky I shout 'Hello'

Endnotes

 Sorry if it was not a happy ending, but I was extremely faithful to what actually happened.  It was my confession before a fic, but I realized that would resemble the love we feel for our bias, an almost impossible task.  But as there is no end in fact, I can not say it's impossible.  We are unaware of our future and God's plan for our lives, we do not understand His ways or why choose such people to approach.  But it behooves us to brighten as best as possible, so I wrote about my kid who came from the stars, that shook everything inside me and left.  Do not consider me a fool to feel it, but the situation turns out to be interesting for the many times I saw him.  And this actually happened yesterday, on the way to college!  Thank you all for reading!  If you feel that Deserve a continuing story with a happy ending that I can write a fanfic without problems.

 Guys, for those who follow my other fics, I really do not know when I'll get to write them, for as will be just one shot so if I write other, depends on the order, but thank you for following * ^ ^ *

 Link to the track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkqY5Og8Aaw

Credits: Dry Lyrics (. http://dryklyrics.blogspot.com.br/2014/01/hyorin-hello.html # UwzmGfldVSg) for translating the song Hello / Goodbye's Hyorin

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