Chapter 1
The Most HandsomestHello everyone, since its my first time, please point out my mistakes and give me suggestions. i'm sorry in advance, if you find it good, then i'm really really thankful to you. please enjoy the story :-)
*EDITED*
p.s. I don't own the photo. Thanks to who posted it online.
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Everyone was happy that day. Because its really rare to see all the suju members at one place. so, whenever they gather together, even if it is for their album promotions, they'll be really happy about it. Since they have each other. This time they were all in Shimshimtapa, to promote their 5jib, Mr.Simple. They were having the time of their lives. They always do whenever they are together, nothing can stop them from having fun when they have their hands around each other with their brotherly love for one another. They all laughed that day,..... except for one. But they failed to notice his fake smile. Since he's always smiling, they never thought he would feel insecure too.
Here we go again Eunhyuk thought, as Ryeowook once again made fun of his look that day.
It's ok Hyukkie, he's your dongsaeng. Show him how strong you are by acting cool. Eunhyuk cheered himself.
Hold it in Hyuk, just for a few hours. Eunhyuk kept reminding his brain and heart while continue to laugh at all the joke about his looks that his brothers threw at him.
Eunhyuk was really hurt that day, when Ryeowook once again called him ugly and others instantly joined the fun. Even though he wants to stop this feeling, he coudln't. He kept on feeling insecure, insecure about his face. He knows he's not that good looking, he knows no one would consider him as handsome, but that doesn't mean that, he wants these rude things to be thrown at his face either. But he still kept it in everytime they made fun of him. He gave them his famous gummy smile, which even fooled his own brothers. I'm so good at making myself smile when i'm about to cry. Am so good in acting, why am i not being casted in a drama yet? he thought and laughed at his own joke. yeah right, who would want this face to have in their drama? his insecurity spoke to him harshly, which he immediately shushed off when they began the question session.
To be honest, he was not hurt the first time, he even had fun the first time he was called ugly, becuase it was his brothers whom he really loves no matter what. But he started to get hurt when this little joke, became a huge joke, mocking him each day from that day onwards. At the centre of the joke he stood, while everyone surrounds him, pointing at him, mocking him, made him cringe at his own self. He's not angry at his brothers for calling him so, he definetly can't get angry at his brothers. Instead he became conscious of his appereance. He started to always compare himself with others. Even though he knows his brothers didn't really mean it, he couldn't help but think whether they really maent what they said.
He was brought back from his trance when his Shindong hyung asked him to say a few words since they are going to end the show now. May he thought too much about his look, that he just like that suggested that he's going to sing against Shindong to redeem himself. But could this day get any worse? He got
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