Because Forever doesn't exist...

 

To

 

The lovliest person i ever knew.

 

Because Forever doesn't exist...

 

That is the fact that everyone knows or i thought so.

 

And that was you said so.

 

But i never could bring my heart to accept that.

 

I knows that forever doesn't exist

 

I didn't wish for us to be together forever

 

because it will never happened.

 

but i wished that we would be together as long as we can

 

and as long as we can was too short than i had imagined.

 

Fate could be so cruel sometime.

 

Maybe God just want to tested something.

 

That's why you had left me.

 

In the way

 

That i don't even dare to wish for you to come back

 

because it is impossible.

 

These days,

 

It seem like you are everywhere.

 

Those images of your lovely face,

 

never seem to leave my mind,

 

not even for a second.

 

'I love you'

 

you would said that whenever it came up in your mind.

 

Sometime when we just woke up with our smelly breaths.

 

Sometime when we cuddled on the swing in our backyard.

 

Sometime when i just come home after a long day at work and stumbled to the sofa, after i laid down you will sat beside me and helpd me undressed

 

and out of blue

 

you would say those simple words

 

that always stirred butterflies in my stomach

 

and i do adores the way you were

 

'I love you too'

 

I want to say it back to you ,

 

like a million times more,

 

like i was always do,

 

only if i can.

 

Love,always, and forever if it does exist.

The person who loves you with his all.

 

 

 

 

 

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