Suffocating

Description

If you want to have a relationship, I will tell you to not having a relationship based on texts or chats. Because a relationship based on texts or chats will only hurt you eventually. No matter how hard you try to stabilize your relationship, it will always get shaken. It happened to me once and I don’t even want to remember it anymore. That was one of the worst relationships I ever had. There were a lot of uncertainties and hesitations happened in my relationship. It ended just right before I went crazy because what happened between us.

 

Here’s my story…..

Foreword

Prologue

 

It supposed to be a lovely day. It was Sunday and I was dreaming for a picnic or a date or any outdoor activities. It would be a wonderful day to wonder around with your boyfriend. And the idea of having a date with Junhyung outside on the daylight excited me.

I was in a café near my dorm, gazing silently outside the window. The image of me and Junhyung walking side by side and holding hands on the sidewalk was just too beautiful for me. So I grabbed my handbag in a fast move and within a second I already held my cell phone.

 

Hyosung~Jeon :

Hey, are you free? (09.45 am)

 

Yong Junhyung:

I don’t know yet. Why? (09.47 am)

 

Hyosung~Jeon :

Can we have a date? It’s sunny outside. (09.47 am)

 

Yong Junhyung:

I’ll just see later whether we can go or not. (09.50 am)

 

Hyosung~Jeon :

You don’t want to go? (09.55 am)

 

Hyosung~Jeon :

Forget it. We’re not going anywhere. (09.55 am)

 

I sighed. It had been like this lately. He would always take a long time to reply my texts before and I could accept it but what frustrated me lately was how he short his texts were. Sometimes I even wondered if he was always tired or that he just wanted to get rid of me.

The chats made my mood to drop to the lowest level that morning. It bothered me how he easily told me that he would think of my invitation and not just accepted it right away.

“What’s wrong with us?” I mumbled, massaging my temple as I let out a desperate sigh.

 

Yong Junhyung:

I’m sorry, Hyosungie. We can always go next time okay? (10.01 am)

 

I didn’t even bother to read his chat and stormed out from the café. I somehow felt uneasy about out relationship. Was I wrong when I decided that we should date each other?

I cursed under breath as I hurriedly went back to my dorm. I couldn’t even think why we dated in the first place. Maybe it was wrong for me to like him; maybe I should just run away when I started having feelings toward him; maybe I needed to think about my feelings more before I took the decision.

I looked up to my dorm, my mind was blank. I just didn’t want to get inside. I wanted to spend the day outside, enjoying the sunlight all day. I tried to remember if I had any schedules and when I couldn’t think of any, I grinned widely and turned my heels to the other direction.

It was alright to enjoy to the day alone, right? Maybe I should just do this since the beginning.

 


 

I actually have been trying to make a sequel for Text Me Tonight and I think I'll make it now since I'm saving a lot of ideas these days.

Just to give you a hint, don't expect too much from their relationship.

And I'm going to write this from first person's perspective.

Enjoy!~

Poster and Background from : B e a u t i f u l K i l l e r Graphic Shop

 

 

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Kkberry
#1
Chapter 1: Arrrggh so good
I hope junhyung and hyosung are not like that in real life
Aish love all the hyosung stories that you have made seriously
Eeeekkk junsung
bella_shi #2
Chapter 1: your fic is like a wake up call for me i just T__T *brb re-checking my /love/ life*

anyway, thanks for the nice story author-nim <3
imperfect22
#3
Chapter 1: nice ^^ /thumbs up/
Kkberry
#4
can't wait for an update
ilikebagel
#5
Is this going to be angst??
kimeunsoo
#6
Gonna wait for this. HyosungxJunhyung stories are really like fresh air on aff these days-,-
But wait, the description thing. Are you talking about Hyosung or yourself? :p