"are you ready?" he ask

 

his breathing is far from normal..

 

I nod and he grabs my back by his left hand and his right hand cupping my face.

 

he kisses me deeply and far from the way he use to kiss me.

 

he slips his tongue into my mouth.

 

invading my mouth.

 

I moan and he put his weight on me..

 

his hand roaming around my body.

 

I think I knew this move.

 

I think he is doing the same thing as what the video we just watched is doing.

 

"lets do this" he said and removed his pants

 

He lifted my dress and ripped my undies..

 

I spread my legs, making a way for him.

 

he slowly come inside me

 

filling me in and out

 

I can feel that there is something happening to me.

 

"faster" I moan

 

he kisses me and he moved faster.

 

and I can feel it.

 

I am almost there.

 

almost finished..

 

and BLAST!

 

I released.

 

and yesung joined me and we both reached the .

 

 

Someone knocks at the door.

 

I rushed to open it and

 

"ahm are you sleeping? I just want to remind you about the thing tomorrow" min so said

 

"wait? you looked tired" she added

 

"I exercise" I said

 

as soon as min so close the door I signed yesung to go and I kissed him before I close my window.

 

 

the next morning, i woke up and noticed that the bleeding was gone.

 

I prepare for min so's check up.

 

*

 

"the baby is healthy but you still need to be careful. Remember, no alcohol, and no smoking" the doctor said.

 

min so nods and went to the ultrasound room.

 

*

 

"he's cute" I said while looking at the picture of the ultrasound.

 

Min so gave me a sarcastic look and

 

"yeah he is cute. Really cute" she said.

 

as we got home. I saw heechul and min so gave me the picture and said

 

"keep this, dont let him see this"

 

i went to my room and place the picture in a safe place.

 

we i look for min so i saw she was talking with heechul and he is smoking.

 

i drag min so away from heechul and

 

"hey what are you doing?" he asks

 

"min so is allergic to smoke" i said

 

"y-yeah that's true" min so agreed

 

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i went t the suju's dorm to look for something good to eat.

but there is nothing.

 

i decided to go to the supermarket.

 

as i was about to close the door.

 

"hey! ni neul what are you doing?" henry asked

 

i didnt mind him and walked outside.

 

"wait!" he shouted

 

"why?" i asked

 

"where are you going?"

 

"supermarket"

 

"can i come with you?"

 

as we went to the supermarket

 

i bought every strawberry things i want and when we go back

 

"what was that?" eunhyuk asks pointing out the plastic bag i was holding.

 

"nothing just snack i want to eat" i said

 

i went to their fridge and saw a strawberry jam and a loaf of bread and some fresh strawberries.

 

"uhm ni neul arent you on a diet?" kyuhyun asks

 

"no, and by the way thanks for the strawberry jam its delicious"