"O-oppa ," i stuttered "s-sarangh-hae ." my heart felt like its gonna jump out any time now . i breathed in -a bid at trying to calm the doki-doki . "P-please go out with me !" i said with what little confidence i could muster at this time .

Unconciously , i pulled my padded fur jacket tighter around my hourglass-figure . Its cold standing outside during mid-winter . I knew it i should have worn my jeans instead of trying to appear y infront of him with my tights . Dang . But , this is worth it . I think . He will accept , right ? I mean , we're friends since i-dont-know-long ago . 

"Sorry I can't ." he said while looking straight into my eyes , his own filled with pure confusion . 

My smile dissolved slowly . It caught me off guard for a second and i could actually feel my life being out of my body . Like being in a vacuum . I was so , so , sure he'd say 'Yes , of course !' This means that i'm ...rejected ? I've never been rejected before...

"well , this is your first then ," i told myself . 

"Ne ," i finally said after a lifetime of silence , "Mianhe for being a nuisance to you just now ." and turned away before he says anything else to trigger my going-to-overflow-any-second-now dam . But before i could even take one step away , he spoke up . 

"You dont mind ?" he asks with so much care in his tone of voice that i couldnt bring myself to paste any hate on him like stickers . 

i sighed .

of course i mind , my dearest jjonggie . 

"aniyo , ...its alright !" i said , my back still facing him , trying to appear somewhat cheerful when i'm the pretty much the opposite inside . 

enjoy some teasers while i go write the rest ! keke <3 love you people .