Delirium

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She thought he was real. She thought he was alive. But he disappeared as fast as he came. 

 

 

Foreword

Prologue 

The blaring lights of a truck rushing towards blinded her widened chocolate brown eyes. She gasped, looking straight past her boyfriend – Mark Tuan – in utter panic and despair at the truck rushing right towards. There was no way of avoiding death in such a situation. Death right now was inevitable.

Mark.

 A new wave of emotions suddenly rushed through her veins as she finally shifted her frantic eyes towards him. She felt fear and anxiety eating away her insides. Sweat began to produce on her forehead and palms. Her chest was tightening to the point where she could barely breathe properly. A lump was forming in , making it impossible to utter anything. The tears she kept holding in slowly began to fall down her pale cheeks, and with Mark reaching out to console her during their last moments, they only came down harder.

She looked up as he whispered her name. “Ara, we’re going to be okay because we’re together, okay?” He assured, interlacing their fingers together. He brought their intertwined hands towards his lips to kiss her knuckles softly. Another wave of sobs began to take over. But she bit her lower lip as she covered with a tightened fist, and nodded as though she believed in such a ridiculous promise.

Liar.

He smiled, his eyes brightening and his whole two rows of pearly whites showcasing themselves perfectly. She tried to smile back. She didn’t want his last memory to be tragic and sorrowful. She wanted his last memory to be sweet, loving and memorable. But only a fake smile for now could suffice. Anything else was not possible due to the given circumstances.

“Thank you for loving me, Choi Ara. I love you.”

Then everything suddenly turned into an inky color of pitch black nothingness.

 

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Delirium Mixtape. 
. fix you - coldplay
. human - christina perri 
. not about angels - birdy
. sleeping at last - turning page
. chasing cars - snow patrol 
. youth - daughter
. how to save a life - the fray
. somewhere only we know - keane 
. latch (acoustic) - sam smith
. lost stars (acoustic) - adam levine
 

Come back. Even as a shadow,
even as a dream.

 

previous poster creds to the lovely frosette @ petite cafe. current poster creds to lizryan at poster paradise

 

author's note: i've actually been on aff for quite some time, but never really had the heart to post anything. and originally, this was going to be an exo fic. but seeing as there are already a billion of them out there, i decided to move onto got7, specifically mark. and i know fanfics about new artists are usually fluffy and happy and cute, but damn. i was itching to write this one and have thought about this idea for a long time. i just couldn't help myself. but do me a favor and subscribe, upvote and comment? ok. bye. 

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Ulzzang15
#1
Chapter 6: ........... Sometimes I really feel like authors like to write stories just to their readers up. I'm gonna go cry in the shower now, but I really enjoyed crying with the posted chapters. Keep up the awesome work, you know emotionally ing up your readers.
ohshytsitzmarina #2
Chapter 5: Such a great yet heart breaking story. I love it. Can't wait for more!
YYSdyno #3
Chapter 4: Please update.. let me tell you, I would have been balling my eyes out now if I werent in school reading this. I had to bite my lip and hold my tears in... /sigh.. im so sad now. Lolol
Haeysoo #4
Chapter 4: Updte please
beeann
#5
Chapter 3: Heart wrenching. Is there going to be like reincarnation? Huhu I want Mark to be back. This is like reading If I Stay. Such a good fanfic!

Anyway, did you intentionally make BamBam as the youngest? And not Yugyeom the real one? Just curious :)
Foreverhis #6
Chapter 3: He has to relive !!!!!
StarTravelMallow #7
Chapter 3: MARK MUST BE ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He must... *breaks down into tears*
Foreverhis #8
Chapter 2: T.T cries* <\3 mark