Minho spent his half day by collapse on the bed,he covered his face with a thick book which he didn’t read at all,he just blank about what will he explain to taemin,everything just passed so fast,how can he tell about more than ten years has had been passed into one short described you can understand and forgive it in a split second?”its gonna be hard”

As jinki asked him before he left,minho have to prepare the gril and also burn the carbon in back yard while waiting his appa picked taemin up,it just a little barbeque party but somehow,jinki made it so hard by himself like they would prepared something for royal wedding,he had decorated the table with white table eloth,putted a bouquet of flower and busied searched for candle which is suit for their barbeque night,that made minho took of the job and let jinki prepared himself,or else jinki would asked him to buy colorfull ballon or call some nearest birthday clown,because this is the first time jinki invited taemin to house,you have no idea how jinki freak out about it

Its cold already,but warm around the gril which is burning the meat,the smoke causes him to take a few back step and rubbing his big teary eyes,as the smoke become tinner,minho just realized there is someone hindered,standing straighly and not move,he must be hallucinating taemin,he rubbing again his eyes

“minho are you ok?”jinki finally came to check his son,with half red eyes,minho nodded and distanced himself from the gril

“here,let me take the meat,you can help taemin in the kitchen to prepare the rice and vegetable”minho nodded his head awkwardly and stepped to the said place and found someone who was washing the vegetable,minho walking closer to the washer quietly as the sound of running water getting higher,before he could prepared himself,taemin has faced him coldly

“sorry..”with a deeply sadness voice minho lowered his head a little

“sorry?”replied taemin innocently

“I know its confusing but..iam sorry,for the day I promised you to send the letter,and I didn’t..”a silent moment for a while

“pardon?”

“don’t pretend to know nothing about it..iam sorry I didn’t write a letter for you,I was in some trouble and its hard to explain right now..”said minho sadly

“well,me too..i think iam not interesting to listen it..can you move?you block my way”said him as flat as he can but minho’s right hand make it harder as he block up the both of taemin’s arm

“but I want to listen about you!did you angry to me,who was parents had adopt you..anything!!what had happened during this ten years,I want to know!!”said minho almost look like screaming as taemin struggling for free,”DON’T IGNORE ME!”this time,taemin stopping his effort and looking straight into big brown eyes,makes minho regret for his action as he feel hard painful in taemin’s eyes,”iam sorry..i didn’t mean to,you know how I feel like a bad person ever..you were always told me everything whenever you feel hurt or sad,and I would make you relieved,remember?so please…tell me,everything”

“what had happened during ten years of me..its not your business,and don’t force me to remembering or else,ill hate you more than anything”

It feel so cold,so godless,it clear enough to know taemin’s feel toward him right now,he isn’t angry to him,he hate him..taemin doesn’t take a long time to make him fall silent,he pushed him a little and makes his way to jinki without even looking how the state of someone he just left

“what take you so long baby?”asked jinki with arms folded

“sorry..here you go,where should I put this?”asked taemin,showing the two plates in his each hand

“put the vegetable on the table and bring the sausage here,we should grilled it first”command jinki,taemin did what jinki has said and step to him with plate full of sausage and felt a grip around his wrist as jinki pulled him to flying a kiss on his chubby cheek

Taemin touched the place which the kiss fell and avoid jinki’s gaze,but jinki wants more as he lead taemin to face him by pointed his chin,before the kiss happened,minho showed himself

“ou minho,here..take the rice here”jinki fastly turn around and back to concentrate with his meet while taemin back to table and arrange anything to distract himself..nothing word had spoken during a minutes until the meet was ready

They took a sit and ready to have their dinner

“ummm,its delicious!”said taemin excitedly and take another pieace of meat to his bowl

“have a lot,you need it for your skinny body”jinki rubbed his hair happily

“it must be your first time huh?”asked minho suddenly without looking at else except his bowl,”please don’t be too noise,it just a meat,not that exclusive,but maybe little bit expensive”cold atmosphere has created since minho spoke up

“minho don’t talk like that,you made it uncomfortable”jinki said quietly and looked straight to minho with an unpleasant gaze

Taemin put his hand above jinki’s to calm him down,”its ok,im fine..yes minho sshi,its my first time..and iam very greatfull to have such an expenxive dinner,I rarely eat something like this..”replay taemin politely

“you must have a hard time did you?like stealing or else just for food?”

“stop minho!!thats really rude,you shouldn’t talked like that!”

“why not?you wished I could close to him,now iam trying and you stopped me?”taemin just sit there,grabbed jinki’s shirt a little and try to make him sit again

“its ok jinki..let just enjoy the dinner”

“apologize to taemin right now”ignoring taemin’s plea,jinki got angrier as minho stood up and hitted the table

“if not?”

“do you realize what were you talking about,minho?”this time,taemin stood up

“alright,I just want to go home now..”he took back step and bowed before left

“don’t try to sleep before iam back”jinki ran after taemin,left minho alone in the coldness,loneliness and deeply sadness

Minho’s pov

Iam walking to refrigator,maybe soft drink can refresh my mind a bit..iam tired,I have no spirit to do anything right now,I know I was rude,I know I shouldn’t like that,but taemin wants that..he didn’t let me explaining,he didn’t let me talked,he even didn’t let me to looked at him,he didn’t know anything about how hard my past,to be like now,to be acceptable

“he..hello..my name is Choi Minho,nice to meet you..”greeded the nervous boy,tried to distract every cold gaze toward him

“class,be friend with Choi Minho,help him to adaptation so he will feel comfort ok?”the teacher said before left the class,minho walked to his new chair as whispered attacked him

“he is weird”

“he’s not like us,look at his eyes!”

“is he from another planet?i saw a movie and they looks so different”

“I don’t like him”was all he got from the first day,but minho tried hard to not crying or angry

At lunch time,minho just hopped he can joined with the other,but seemed like he hadn’t any space here,everybody avoided him,he rejected on his first day

It had been a weeks since his first day in primary school,but minho never gave up to make a friend,until one day

“aaaaaw!my knee is bleeding!”shouted one boy while holding his knee,everybody trhowed their attention to the sick boy,including minho,he ran from his sit to the middle field and tried to looked

“how now??we cant play,there is nothing substitution”complained one of them,minho gluped,he had waiting for this chance,this is the right time to offering himself and showed them how great his soccer played,with the last deep breath,minho raised his hand straightly

“can…can I play?i like soccer very much”everybody took a glance at him carelessly

“so what?we need usefull not a freak one!”laughed fill the field as minho just stood there unmoving

“get lost!we will stop the game anyway..”and everybody just left,there was only sobbing minho in the middle of field,alone

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an : still,need to improve my english ----.---- ,enjoy yeoreobeun :D