Today seems to be just a normal and typical day for most of people, but for me? The day of sadness and pain  . As the memory that I have been trying hard to erase off of my mind flashed back, drop of tears rolled down both of my eyes, slowly welling up my rosy cheeks. I tried hard holding back my tears, but I just couldn't. Blaming myself for everything that happened. Why? Why? The question that I asked myself everyday. The coldness of the stainless chain, the smell, I felt as I ran my finger over the precious necklace he gave. The red stained that seems like blood could be seen staining a small part of the fake plastic crystal. Feeling the pain of losing the one you love wouldnt be as painful as what he had gone through. 

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''Sehun!! Wake up now !! You are such a pig!!'' Luhan teased .

As usual, everymorning on the weekend , his annoying voice could be heard outside the window, waking me up for morning walk and breakfast. After hearing that I would then jumped out of my bed in anger and rushed down to beat him. But today, my birthday, I woke up before he called. I sprayed my usual favourite perfume for the last time before rushing down to Luhan.  I jumped happily before proceeding to the park with Luhan. On his bike, I hugged him tightly, remembering the moment we enjoyed together forever .Wondering if he would remember what today is.

 

'' Hey, you know what today is?'' I whispered happily in his ear.

 

''Today is Saturday. Duh.'' He laughed , speeding off his bike.

 

Harsh reality. I thought in disappointment. Why?How could he forgot?! I frowned. Throughout the breakfast, I just couldnt bring myself to eat. Little did I know it would be the last meal with him. After the breakfast, we went for the usual walk. As we walk, Luhan's hand slowly reached out for mine. Holding my hand warmly while he turned to smiled at me. Well, that does brighten me up a little, I smiled. Then, suddenly, he kneeled down infront of me. Both his hands touching mine.

''Sehun, today is your birthday, I don't know if you will like this ..but..anyway..'' he said , reaching out for a little pink box with ribbon in his pocket. 

He stood up , taking out the necklace with the word ''Love'' that engraved on a small heart crystal pendant. He walked behind me and slowly putting the necklace around my neck.

 

''Do you like it?'' He asked me as he slowly hugging me from behind.''Yes..'' I giggled softly while blushing. How I hope that moment would last forever.. ''Its time to go home now,'' I told him sadly. He nodded , slowly releasing his grip from me. Smiled at eachother , before we set off. The wind was so strong that day. The necklace flew off my neck to the pavement. ''OH MY GOD!! LUHAN STOP!! THE NECKLACE IS ON THE PAVEMENT!'' I cried. 'Alright alright . Wait for me here'' He said before stopping his bike to  pick up the necklace. 

 

''IT's there!!!'' I pointed my finger to the small tiny hole on the pavement, centre of the road . How I wish I wouldnt have told him to pick it up. How I wish I didn't pointed there. ''BANG!'' The loud sound made by the crashing of the lorry against Luhan's body. Luhan's body flew across the lorry. Landing infront of the bike. I screamed. As I rushed to his death side, he mouthed some words, slowly raising up his hand, handing me the necklace that was in his hand which was filled with pool of blood. I kissed him as he breath in his last breathe.