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The wedding bells were chiming in the church. Donghae had worn a black tuxedo with a matching black bow tie. He had his russet colored hair styled into a messy yet neat look that falls over his right eyebrow down to his eyes. He looked stunning. But it was only on the outside. On the inside, he was burning. His heart clenched at the mere thought of the break up he had a few hours ago. He broke up with his girlfriend, just for a marriage that was forced. His eyes were red as he pressed his thin lips into a thin line. He glared at Hyukjae, Boring holds into his eyes. Donghae hated the boy in front of him.
At the corner of the garden, hyukjae was standing behind a pillar, listening to their conversation. His face was a mask of pain. Tears silently streaming down his cheeks as his eyebrows were turned down at edges. He clamped his mouth with his hands to deny any sobs that were dying to escape from his mouth. And with that, he ran inside the house.
Lee Hyukjae was in the restroom, desperately trying to muffle his sobs. He had his hand clenching on to the hem of his blazer. Soon he managed to calm his nerves and he got out of the cubicle. Why was he crying this much? Why does it hurt him so much? It was because, hyukjae knew who donghae was way before donghae himself knew it.
And now, he could only hope for the best.
Hyukjae had been trailing behind donghae like a lost puppy. Donghae was walking around so called 'their' house. Donghae seem to like it. But he hated the fact that hyukjae was in the same house as him. He wanted to strangle him there and then. Those innocent eyes, He wanted to taint them so badly. Donghae hated anyone who was innocent. They just, Bring a lot of trouble and they are always the betrayers. He didn't like them one bit.
Hyukjae had been thinking since the moment they stepped in this house. Will donghae hurt him? Will he play around with other girls in this house itself? Will he beat him? Or even worse, Will he even eat together with him? Eating alone is something hyukjae could never do. He tried before, but immediately vomiting it out as he felt as though no one loved him. He felt so, abandoned. He bumped into donghae when the latter had stopped walking. In front of donghae was the master bedroom.
" Son, this is where you both will be staying. You both are married now. A separate room is something that i will never accept." Mrs. Lee said as she narrowed her eyes on donghae, but smiled sweetly at hyukjae. Hyukjae couldn't help but to return the smile only to die down when donghae had glared at him darkly.
" Would you mind leaving me and my husband alone mum? i need to talk to him about something." Donghae said to his mother, his eyes never leaving hyukjae's ones.
" Sure, But if i ever knew that you are hurting him, you are in for trouble lee donghae." Mrs. Lee said and left.
Donghae opened the door and in a swift movement, he had hyukjae trapped between him and the door. A smirk formed it self on those thin lips of donghae's.
" Now now now, This is our love nest hyukjae. The nest, where you and i, will be sleeping on... Or, if you manage to seduce me enough, i would you there. Now that i am close to you, I regret what i said to you a moment ago, about not kissing you.." Donghae said and blew hot air on hyukjae's ears. Hyukjae bit down his lips hard to muffle his moan. But the sudden jerk he felt before he was slammed again the door made a sharp pain on his head.
" ing . I know you would do this. You are nothing but a filthy . Got it? geez. " Donghae spat and stormed out of the room. Hyukjae felt betrayed. His hope that donghae would be kind enough to friend him crashed like a domino block. He sat on the floor, wiping off his furious tears and left the room to find a washroom.
It was already evening by the time Hyukjae came down. He found no one no one in the house, which means he was alone with donghae. He was scared all of a sudden. He went in to the kitchen to get a drink but froze half way there when he saw donghae with no one except the accompany of an bottle of barcadi. He was gulping down the burning liquid. Donghae threw the bottle away in the sink and stumbled towards hyukjae's direction. In reflex, hyukjae hugged his body tightly, Praying for nothing specific to happen.
" You ing man ! Because of you, My ing love life left me! You ing destroyed my whole life !" He said and grabbed a fist full of hyukjae's hair." If only you disappear, if only you never exist, Prehaps, Miyeon will take me back. " He said and smashed Hukjae's head against the kitchen counter. Hyukjae by than had started crying out loud. He was scared, But he felt like killing himself as he heard donghae's misery.
" D-donghae, please. I-it hurts! " Hyukjae pleaded but it all fell on deaf's ears.
" ing . I bet you had all your friends you in your hole in your school huh? Why can't you just leave me alone!" He yelled in hyukjae's face and dragged the poor boy's body up the stairs. Hyukjae was hitting donghae's arms to loosen the death grip the latter had on his hair. He was a crying mess. But as soon as donghae and hyukjae entered the room, Donghae had fainted on the floor. He was drunk. Hyukjae sat up slowly and blinked a few times, before he cried again. He had no idea why donghae had hated him so much.
Standing up slowly, he lifted donghae's unconscious body up and laid him down on the bed. He than came back with a new pair of trousers and tank top for his husband. He changed donghae and went to the bathroom to clean himself up. Hyukjae wanted nothing, but for the man to love him back. He used to stalk donghae everyday after school, as he knew that donghae had always went to this one specific cafe to get his daily coffee. He really did not know that the man that he fell for head over heels was full of violence. Hyukjae walked slowly to the bed and sat beside it. Unknowingly letting his tears fall.
" Donghae ah, You have no idea how sorry i am. I had no intentions of breaking you and miyeon up. I just had to marry you because of my parents. If not, i would have erased myself away from you memory. But when i know that the guy that i was about to marry was you, i felt nothing but happiness and excitement. But, i never knew that you hated me this much." He stopped as his voice was getting hoarse from muffling his tears. " I love you so much donghae. Even though you hate me." He finished and placed a soft lingering kiss on donghae's temples before shifting to the far end corner of the bed. Because he knew that donghae would not like it if he was close to him.
With fresh tears streaming down his face, He went back to bed hugging the teddy bear which was once in donghae's hands.
Hyukjae had begged donghae to let him work at the shop his best friend kyuhyun was working at. After a scoff, donghae had miraculously allowed him to work there. But today morning was like hell for hyukjae. He had big red puffy eyes all because of his crying session last night. He himself knew that he meant nothing to donghae. But he still loved the latter a lot that he wanted to endure all those rude and mean things donghae had done to him, Just like this morning.
Hyukjae woke up and was welcomed by the sudden surge of pain passing through his body, starting from his back. Its was a stinging pain that had woken him up in a second and had him wriggling in pain. And than came a loud deep voice booming in his head which he knew that it belong to donghae.
" ! wake up !" Donghae had once again shouted not before landing another kick on the smaller man's back. Groaning, hyukjae squeezed his hands into a small fist rubbing his eyes before sitting up.
" Go and wash up. You look like . And, make me breakfast or else i will be late for work, and that is because of you. You don't want me to kill you right? yeah exactly! Go hurry up!" Donghae had exclaimed in hyukjae's face before he had abruptly pushed the latter out of the room. Hyukjae walked dreamily to the toilet and processed whatever donghae had just yelled at him. Closing his eyes for a few seconds, he sighed depressingly. He scurried on to do his morning routines before running down to prepare breakfast. He had also decided to place a white button up shirt, with a black blazer and pants. He had also placed a tie beside it. Smiling he went downstairs.
Soon, donghae came down with the clothes hyukjae had laid down for donghae. A swelling feeling emerged in hyukjae's heart. He smiled at donghae's direction, but to only be ignored. But that did not even affect him at all. Becaase donghae had just wore the clothes he had laid down for him. But soon, the happy moment came crushing down as donghae turned towards hyukjae and glared at him.
" Next time, just do what i had asked you to do. Doing more doesn't make me hate you any lesser. It was day ruining enough to have to face you early in the morning, but wearing the ones that you had picked up for me is even worse. Argh,i am only wearing it because i am running late, Don't ever do this next time." With that, Donghae had left the kitchen with a sandwich. No good byes. Nothing.
Thinking about the morning made eunhyuk cringe and smile bitterly. He also reminded himself not to piss donghae off in the mornings. Which means, he will wake up 1 hour earlier to prepare for donghae's breakfast. Mrs. Lee had said to him that donghae had been working with his father for a year. She had also said to him that donghae loved to eat rice in the morning. He had taken note to cook for him in the morning tomorrow.
Hyukjae wrapped his coat around him tighter as seoul was getting colder by day. It was going to be christmas anyways. He had always loved christmas. Seeing couples in love made him dream about himself with a guy who loved him. But he knew that he he had to change it now. He had to face reality.
Sighing once again, he pushed open the glass door in front of him and invited himself inside. He was greeted by a happy cute little boy named henry. Henry had been working here for 3 years. He had a very rough life. He had to take care of his little sister's health as she was fighting for her life. He had stopped studying and was working a total of three jobs. But that made hyukjae pround of henry. Cause he never lets him misery take over his cheerfulness.
" Hyukkie hyung!" Henry squealed and hugged hyukjae tightly, knocking the wind out of him. Chuckling, hyukjae ruffled henry's hair.
" Hey mochi! How are you? I have missed you so much!" hyukjae said and pinched the guys cheeks. pouting, hyukjae held hyukjae's hands.
"i'm sorry i did not attend you wedding hyung. It was the day where my sister had to go for a chemotherapy." He said sadly. Widening his eyes, hyukjae protested.
" No no my mochi! Its alright! It was a small wedding after all. Your sister must always come first dongsaeng ah, She only has you." Hyukjae said before smiling sadly at him. Henry returned the same smile before proceeding on to work. seconds later, kyuhyun came in the cafe and hugged hyukjae tightly. Hyukjae hugged equally tight as well.
"How is your marriage going?" Kyuhyun asked, wriggling his eyebrows teasing but stopped as he felt hyukjae tense. Hyukjae smiled at him before nodding.
" Its all good!" He said but it did not satisfy kyuhyun.
" You would tell me if something was going on right?" Kyuhyun said and patted hyukjae's head.
" Of course i will kyu." He said and hugged kyuhyun once more. The sudden ringing of the entrance bell signalling that someone had entered the cafe caught their attention. And than came in a attractive looking man with dimples. His height is something that most man out there wish for. His sharp jaw line was a add on to his perfect face. His eyes locked themselves with hyukjae's once and it made hyukjae feel high. He entered in the cafe and strided to the counter and stood there looking so charming.
Hyukjae had begged donghae to let him work at the shop his best friend kyuhyun was working at. After a scoff, donghae had miraculously allowed him to work there. But today morning was like hell for hyukjae. He had big red puffy eyes all because of his crying session last night. He himself knew that he meant nothing to donghae. But he still loved the latter a lot that he wanted to endure all those rude and mean things donghae had done to him, Just like this morning.
Hyukjae woke up and was welcomed by the sudden surge of pain passing through his body, starting from his back. Its was a stinging pain that had woken him up in a second and had him wriggling in pain. And than came a loud deep voice booming in his head which he knew that it belong to donghae.
" ! wake up !" Donghae had once again shouted not before landing another kick on the smaller man's back. Groaning, hyukjae squeezed his hands into a small fist rubbing his eyes before sitting up.
" Go and wash up. You look like . And, make me breakfast or else i will be late for work, and that is because of you. You don't want me to kill you right? yeah exactly! Go hurry up!" Donghae had exclaimed in hyukjae's face before he had abruptly pushed the latter out of the room. Hyukjae walked dreamily to the toilet and processed whatever donghae had just yelled at him. Closing his eyes for a few seconds, he sighed depressingly. He scurried on to do his morning routines before running down to prepare breakfast. He had also decided to place a white button up shirt, with a black blazer and pants. He had also placed a tie beside it. Smiling he went downstairs.
Soon, donghae came down with the clothes hyukjae had laid down for donghae. A swelling feeling emerged in hyukjae's heart. He smiled at donghae's direction, but to only be ignored. But that did not even affect him at all. Becaase donghae had just wore the clothes he had laid down for him. But soon, the happy moment came crushing down as donghae turned towards hyukjae and glared at him.
" Next time, just do what i had asked you to do. Doing more doesn't make me hate you any lesser. It was day ruining enough to have to face you early in the morning, but wearing the ones that you had picked up for me is even worse. Argh,i am only wearing it because i am running late, Don't ever do this next time." With that, Donghae had left the kitchen with a sandwich. No good byes. Nothing.
Thinking about the morning made eunhyuk cringe and smile bitterly. He also reminded himself not to piss donghae off in the mornings. Which means, he will wake up 1 hour earlier to prepare for donghae's breakfast. Mrs. Lee had said to him that donghae had been working with his father for a year. She had also said to him that donghae loved to eat rice in the morning. He had taken note to cook for him in the morning tomorrow.
Hyukjae wrapped his coat around him tighter as seoul was getting colder by day. It was going to be christmas anyways. He had always loved christmas. Seeing couples in love made him dream about himself with a guy who loved him. But he knew that he he had to change it now. He had to face reality.
Sighing once again, he pushed open the glass door in front of him and invited himself inside. He was greeted by a happy cute little boy named henry. Henry had been working here for 3 years. He had a very rough life. He had to take care of his little sister's health as she was fighting for her life. He had stopped studying and was working a total of three jobs. But that made hyukjae pround of henry. Cause he never lets him misery take over his cheerfulness.
" Hyukkie hyung!" Henry squealed and hugged hyukjae tightly, knocking the wind out of him. Chuckling, hyukjae ruffled henry's hair.
" Hey mochi! How are you? I have missed you so much!" hyukjae said and pinched the guys cheeks. pouting, hyukjae held hyukjae's hands.
"i'm sorry i did not attend you wedding hyung. It was the day where my sister had to go for a chemotherapy." He said sadly. Widening his eyes, hyukjae protested.
" No no my mochi! Its alright! It was a small wedding after all. Your sister must always come first dongsaeng ah, She only has you." Hyukjae said before smiling sadly at him. Henry returned the same smile before proceeding on to work. seconds later, kyuhyun came in the cafe and hugged hyukjae tightly. Hyukjae hugged equally tight as well.
"How is your marriage going?" Kyuhyun asked, wriggling his eyebrows teasing but stopped as he felt hyukjae tense. Hyukjae smiled at him before nodding.
" Its all good!" He said but it did not satisfy kyuhyun.
" You would tell me if something was going on right?" Kyuhyun said and patted hyukjae's head.
" Of course i will kyu." He said and hugged kyuhyun once more. The sudden ringing of the entrance bell signalling that someone had entered the cafe caught their attention. And than came in a attractive looking man with dimples. His height is something that most man out there wish for. His sharp jaw line was a add on to his perfect face. His eyes locked themselves with hyukjae's once and it made hyukjae feel high. He entered in the cafe and strided to the counter and stood there looking so charming.
Hyukjae was blown away by his looks. But something in him snapped at the thought of looking at another guy when he was already married. Flustered, hyukjae nudged kyuhyun to take that man's order. But kyuhyun being the evil friend, did the exact opposite and left a helpless hyukjae. Many people came to this cafe not only because of their best food, but it was the way they treated the customers. They loved the warm and cosy feeling of the cafe during the winter. They loved how the workers there greet them with a polite and sincere smile even though they were tired from standing so long, Especially hyukjae. That was one of the plus point in this cafe. Taking a deep breath hyukjae nervously walked to the counter and wore a smile on his face.
" Good afternoon sir, what would like to have?" Hyukjae asked as he had locked his eyes with the handsome man. With a smile that defines his dimples, the man started to look above to find the menu. Hyukjae had also noticed the stubble starting from his philtrum down to his chins. Dark circles were also evident under the handsome man's eyes. But despite all this little flaws, he had managed to look dashing.
" I would like to have an americano. More sugar please." He said and handed his credit card over to hyukjae.
" pin number please." Hyukjae said and gestured to the device in front of him. After he had entered the pin number, hyukjae had returned him the card. Soon after that, the said man had a phone call and he had attended the call by introducing himself as 'choi siwon.' hyukjae took note of the man's name mentally and went to find kyuhyun.
" Kyu? Can you make a americano with extra sugar? " Hyukjae said to the latter and still had his eyes fixed to man at the far end corner.
" Wow hyukjae, i did not know that you would ditch your husband for that guy. But damn, he looks fine. Totally beats your husband's looks. Oh, and you can give him the chocolate muffin. You do remember that we just don't serve drinks right? Its on the house." Kyuhyun said with a sly smile and placed the hot steaming americano in front of hyukjae. Narrowing his eyes at kyuhyun, hyukjae took his tray and walked towards siwon.
" Here is your americano sir. The muffin is on the house, We usually give out free muffins to those who only bought a drink. Do enjoy the food and drink!" Hyukjae said politely and was about to walk off when a hand grasped his wrist, making hyukjae halt in his tracks. Hyukjae's heart was racing and he could feel every blood cells in his body circulate in a rapid speed. He slowly turned around and glanced at the man.
" Do you mind if i asked you for your name? i mean, i had been coming here for the whole month but i only saw you today. Are you new here? Would you mind keeping me accompany? Oh well, if you don't want to i can-" Siwon went on blabbering which made hyukjae chuckle. He sat in front of the high class man and had his gummy smile on.
" Well, i would love to keep you accompany. Its not really a peak hour now so there won't be a lot fo customers right now. I had been working here for 2 years already. i took an month's off since it was my wedding a week ago." Hyukjae said with a smile but soon felt a tugging in his heart when he had seen the man's eyes.
" Oh, you are married? Lucky girl huh?"
"Well, It a guy."
" Wow. We do have some similarities huh? "
And with that, the two had been chatting for 2 hours straight. Its quite a wonder that a stranger he had just met had so much similarities with himself. Like how they both loved sweet things. It went on and on till siwon had announced that he had to leave. That made hyukjae a little upset but soon a smile was brought up on his face as siwon had asked for his number. They had promised each other that they will text later on at night. after bidding goodbye to siwon, hyukjae had went up to kyuhyun.
" you guys had exchanged numbers when what, It had been only 3 hours since you both met?'' Kyuhyun said, his voice filled with concern.
" He seems like a very nice guy kyu. I can't say no." Hyukjae desperately said in order to defend himself.
"But you are married. " Kyuhyun said.
Across the street, Donghae was in his ivory white Audi A5. He had been watching hyukjae since the moment siwon had stepped in the cafe. He knew who siwon was. He was his own childhood friend. The friend that used to protect him of all the bullies, is now is own enemy. Right after siwon took over the choi's company, all sort of interactions between the lee's and choi's stopped. And now seeing his in flesh made donghae angry. Because he regarded him as his best friend. But seeing hyukjae talking to him all smiley made him furious.
" He had already ruined my life, What more is he up to?" Donghae said to no one in particular and drove off to his house.
Hyukjae had came home exhausted. The peak hours from 5 to 7 tired him out. The queue was increasing time to time. But that only made him happy. Its also means that his salary will increase and that henry will have more money for his sister. Ever since hyukjae had started to work, he had gave all the money that he worked to henry. Although the later had denied him strongly, Hyukjae could only threaten him and say that of he did not accept the money, he will not talk to him forever. Henry could only accept the money with teary and a smile full of sincerity. Take off his shoes, hyukjae stepped in his house to see donghae sitting in the couch with his hands folded on his chest. Stopping for a minute,hyukjae's imaginations started to run wild for a moment.
'Was he going to beat me?'
' Did i do something wrong?"
"Welcome home. i have been waiting for you for the past 2 hours. Take a sit." Donghae said with a smile on his face. But that smile totally freaked hyukjae off. Donghae never smiled. And just as he thought. That smile didn't last that long as his eyes turned dark and pierced right into hyukjae's soft and gentle ones.
" How the did you know siwon?"
" I. How did you know" Hyukjae said in a small voice to donghae. He was shaking life a leaf.
" I think i had asked you a question lee hyukjae. In case you did not hear it, i will repeat it to you once more. How.the..did.you.know.choi.siwon." Donghae growled as he spat each and every word with force.
" I, he was a customer. A regular customer to our cafe. And he and i were just chatting earlier on. Nothing more than that." Hyukjae squeaked as he already had the burning sensation he always felt when he was about to cry a the back is his eyes.
" The ? Did your parents ever taught you not to talk to strangers? Probably not judging from this situation. " Donghae snapped at hyukjae as he stood up in frustration. " Did you both exchange numbers?"
" I, no we did not." Hyukjae lied but of course donghae did not believe. He snatched hyukjae's phone and swiftly looked through his contacts and found his name saved has 'siwon<3'.
" Oh so you did save his number." Donghae said in a dangerously low voice. In a blink of an eye, he pinned hyukjae on the couch with the phone thrown on the opposite table as he straddled hyukjae in between his legs.
" Listen up you piece of . If you had never appeared in my life, i would have continued living with my ex, she had dumped me in the morning because she did not want to continue this relationship since i am married to you. And that does not mean you can go around youself to some guys. Definitely a no. And that also counts you talking to someone i hate which unfortunately seems to be the guy who you had just met in the cafe you are working at. And, i might change what i had just said to you in the church. You'll never know when i might just you. I'm still a man after all." Donghae harshly whispered into hyukjae's ears and they stayed the for a few seconds. Untill a loud choking whimper escaped from hyukjae's voice.
" I don't like him. He just seem very nice to me. " Hyukjae mumbles as he started into donghae's eyes.
" That just adds on to all the reasons of why you should stop talking to him." Donghae said while gritting his teeth. He stood up and dusted off his pants.
" Just because i told you that i might you one day, that doesn't mean that i'm starting to feel anything for you hyukjae. Oh please, if you have any thoughts like those, Stop dreaming." He said before he climbed up the stairs and to his room. Hyukjae bit his hand to stop himself from sobbing out loud.
Of course he will say that. I'm nothing to him.
A loud vibration was heard as the phone shook violently on the glass coffee table. Hyukjae picked up the phone to see who it was when it turned out to be a message.
From: Siwon<3
Uhm, Hey! I'm siwon. You know the guy from the cafe? Heh, hope you still remember me? Hehehe.
Hyukjae had never thought or hesitated so much about replying someone's message in his whole like before.
Chewing on his bottom lips, Hyukjae was thinking hard. Should he reply to the message or not? Will donghae be furious? Wait,
will he even care? Taking a deep breath, Hyukjae typed in a message.
To: Siwon<3
Hey! Of course i remember you! hehehe! i don't forget people that easily! :)
Hyukjae smiled a little at him text and stood up from the couch. But the sudden ringing of the phone made him gasp and flinch in shock. It was siwon. Panic hit him hard. Why was he calling him? Should he answer? With that he made a dash to the bedroom across the living room and he answered the phone.
" H-hello?" Hyukjae panted in the phone. Anyone would have thought that he was doing something inappropriate by the sound of
his harsh breathings. And that was exactly what was going on in siwon's mind.
" Hey! Sorry for calling. I'm not disturbing you am i?" Siwon said and chuckled on the other line. Hyukjae swore that he felt his whole face heat up.
" N-no! I'm not doing anything a-and you are not disturbing me! I just ran across the living room as my phone was in the bedroom." He squeaked in the phone. Of course, He couldn't say that his husband did not want the latter to talk to him. That would only bring in more problem.
" Cute~ So i was wondering." Siwon started and he was shyly rubbing his nape when the line got cut off. Siwon really liked hyukjae even though he knew that the younger male was married. And who knows that man could be a perfection. Siwon tried to call hyukjae back but it was directly transferred to the voicemail. Frowning, he went back inside his mini bar in his house to take a wine bottle out and sat outside the balcony. Siwon never was interested in girls. He came out of his closet when he was 17. His father was very upset and angry that he kicked him out of the house. They were the most richest family in Korea but siwon did not want any of his money and started to work. He finished his studies and had opened his own company and that company was one of the world's most successful one.
Siwon had actually wanted to ask hyukjae if he was free tomorrow to catch a movie with him but felt dejected when his call was cut off.
"Oh, so you both have now taken a step in your filthy relationship and you were even ing daring to talk with him in the phone IN my ing house huh? How more daring can you get? I am seriously excited to see." Donghae jumped down on hyukjae's throat after he had taken his phone and hung up the call. He was raging every second he have his eyes locked with hyukjae's.
"i- i did not cal-" A peircing slap was echoed through the hall. Hyukjae was lying on the floor with his hands on his cheeks. Donghae had just slapped him hard across the face that it was aching so badly. A very red and ugly bruise of a few finger marks were starting to appear on hyukjae's cheeks.
" I really actually thought about treating you just a little better actually, but to think that you even had the cheek to see someone behind your ing husbands back, Aren't you just a little to daring hyukjae ah? Should i tame you? Tame you down till you will be calling me 'sir' each ing time i enter the house? Stand up." Donghae lashed out on hyukjae and was pulling him up by hyukjae's hands but hyukjae's legs gave up.
" I ING SAID STAND UP." Donghae finally roared in anger making hyukjae flinch and stand up immediately.
" So you do have to be tamed, Right hyukjae?" Donghae said as he gripped hyukjae's jaws harshly in between his thumb and finger making hyukjae let out a painful sob.
" No hae. I-i am so sorry." Hyukjae cried out for mercy and let out a shriek full of terror when donghae was pulling him by his hair and to the bed. Hyukjae was pleading and crying to be freed off but was all fallen in deaf's ears. He was than thrown on to the bed as donghae had climbed on to him, straddling his hips in between his muscular legs.
[Warning, scene ahead. Please do not read this if you are someone who can't handle this scenes. ]
" I told you hyukjae. I will taint you if i had to. Just because you were never ed before, that does not mean you can date another guy. And why does it even have to be siwon? I hate him. I am going to show you the ground where you are standing. Not where you think you are standing." Donghae said and smirked when hyukjae widened his eyes in terror and more tears were falling of his face.
" N-no! Hae please no no no" Hyukjae cried out and placed his hand on his chest to push him off. He was squirming in donghae's hold as he was scared of what donghae was going to do. He did not want him to take his ity, at least not this way. This was not out of love. It was out of his rage.
" No, If i were you, i would never fight against me." Donghae mocking said and pinned his hands down to the sides of his head. Hyukjae was thrashing his head side to side as donghae dived in to hyukjae's neck, and biting on it leaving big purplish marks on his neck. Hyukjae felt used and humiliated. He was in so much of pain. Donghae was practically biting on his skin that it was burning.
" You do look beautiful under me hyukjae ah. But trust me, you are not going to feel any pleasure from this and i garantee you. You are suppose to learn a lesson. A lesson that screams out saying that you will be punished if you were flirting with someone when you are married." Donghae harshly whispered and had his hands roaming around hyukjae's sides. Lifting himself away from hyukjae for a while, donghae took of his shirt and threw it to the side. Hyukjae cried when he had seen donghae's muscular toned body. He was up to no match to his body. The sound of clothes tearing brought hyukjae back to earth again.
" No donghae. Oh god please. Don't do this." Hyukjae tried to plea once more but had his mouth shut again when donghae gave him a chilling glare. His tensed body gave up and had let donghae do what ever he wanted. Donghae had both of hyukjae's twin bud in his hands pinching and pulling it painfully as he and bit on them. Tracing his tongue down to hyukjae's hips, he pulled the pants down in one go. Hyukjae turned hard when the cold air hit his lower region.
" ing . You are hard as hell. And you are asking me to stop? Or are you thinking me as siwon huh?" Donghae said and his eyes turned dark. Donghae was even more angry. Taking a pillow and shoving it below hyukjae's , He undid his pants and had placed his hardening in front of hyukjae's unprepared hole. Hyukjae was violently crying now. He knew that hurt when it was done raw and he sure was afraid now.
" I will make you all mine. You filthy ." Donghae said before ing his entire length in hyukjae's tight and warm hole. A low and deep moan erupted from donghae's lips as hyukjae had his eyes rolled back and arched his back in pain. Hyukjae grabbed a fist full of the bed sheets and let out a scream as it hurt like hell. But that did not stop donghae from going any deeper. He was inhumanly ing into hyukjae's hole, cussing and once in a while. Hyukjae let out a moan in pain as he never had done this before.
Pausing for a while, donghae flipped hyukjae on his fours and plunged his deep inside again. hyukaje hands failed him and had his face buried deep in the pillow. He felt sore all over but the continuous abuse in his hole made him stay wide awake. Pumping off hyukjae's , Donghae came shortly after hyukjae had ed. pushing the latter of on to his back, donghae got dressed and left the poor boy throbbing in pain. Each movement felt like he had been stomped in the by a elephant. But his tears were falling as he heard each and every word donghae said over and over again in his mind.
" Hello? Hyukjae? Please pick the phone up! I am getting worried! Are you there? HYUKJAE!" Hyukjae heard and saw his phone lying on the bed side table with siwon still on the line. Hyukjae started to cry again as he picked up the phone
" Siwon, i will talk to you later. Don't call me." Hyukjae said and switched off his phone. And than he realized , Donghae had re-dialed siwon's number before having with him.
Siwon was staring at his phone. He was too shocked to even utter a word. He was just about to sleep 2 hours when his phone rang and it was hyukjae. He was grinning to himself when he picked up the phone but soon frowned when he heard hyukjae screaming in pain. Ad than he heard the other voice, talking so disgustingly to hyukjae, hurting him on the way. He was disgusted as he heard the guy moan but he knew that it was forced. And he also knew that the guy called him in purpose. It was too obvious. Gripping his phone tightly every time he heard the guy on the other phone spitting vulgar words on siwon, he stayed calm till the whole 'torturing' session was over. He could not help it but feel that he knew the other guy. It was a very familiar voice to him. He snapped out of him thoughts when he had heard the guy that was abusing his hyukjae all along getting out of the bed.
" Hello? Hyukjae? Pick up the phone! I'm getting worried! Are you there? HYUKJAE!" Siwon practically screamed on the line. He heard a sob on the other line and knew that it was hyukjae.
" Siwon i will talk to you later. Don't call me." Hyukjae said in hoarse voice due to the intensive screaming. It broke siwon completely. He was raging like a bull, eyes turning red as his face scrunched up. He called for his assistant, Kim Jung Hoon.
" Do you need my help siwon? " Jung Hoon said as he stood beside siwon.
" yes hyung, Can you do a background check on Lee Hyukjae? And find out who was his husband? Use the system that the company often uses for tracking people's identity." Siwon said to jung hoon.
" Definitely."
Groaning as he stood up, Donghae wore a smile on his face. He never felt so happy in his live before. He had finally crushed donghae both mentally and physically. He knew that against someone's will is a terrible thing to do. But he felt that hyukjae was someone that deserves this. He never felt this good and satisfied before. But on the second thought, how the hell did siwon even knew who hyukjae was? Was he following him all the time? To get back on him? Couldn't be right? He knew that siwon liked his wife. He was someone who liked this type of guys. Those innocent looking ones. But he, Of course thinks that hyukjae was not innocent on the inside. Frowning, he left the room and walked to the kitchen.
Humming a soft tune to himself, he entered the kitchen and was shocked to see an old looking woman cooking something on the stove, and a buffer looking man sitting on the chair as he smirked at donghae slightly.
" Who the are you guys? What the are you doing in MY ing house?" Donghae snarled at the both of them and felt apologetic towards the woman as she flinched.
" Oh, good morning sir, You father appointed me to be the cook for the house as he knew that you could not cook and he did not want hyukjae to wake up early in the morning to cook for you. He had also appointed a body guard for hyukjae as he told me that something was happening. He also asked you to call him. By the way, My name is kim misun." She said and bowed down as donghae bowed down as well, automatically. That action brought a smile upon Mrs. kim.
He is not that cold hearted as i thought.
" And how about you?" Donghae snorted as the guy smirked again.
" My name is jung yunho. I am very pleased to be your wife's bodyguard. You are certainly one lucky man." Yunho said and his smirk only got wider when donghae shot daggers at him.
" I will be outside at the balcony." Donghae said and left but not before glaring at yunho one more time.
" Hello? Appa? whats with with bodyguard? I can understand the if you had only appointed the lady but the body guard is a little too much." Donghae snarled at his father and rolled his eyes when he heard his father sigh.
" Its for a reason, My son. i have received a information from our company that someone was tracking down your house address and was asked to do a full background check on hyukjae. I believe that it was all the choi's doings. Remember donghae ah, Never flatter when you see a enemy. Regardless of how they were related to you or not. " Mr.lee said and hung the phone up. Donghae was to astonished to even utter a word. He knew that siwon was going to do that. It was the siwon. Closing his eyes for a second, he marched towards hyukjae's room. He turned the door knob and found his curled up in the bed. He widened his eyes when he saw the amount of blood there were on the bed sheet. But that did not make donghae's heart any softer. He pulled the blanket away and smirked when he found hyukjae underneath it. Hyukjae flinched and covered his privates with his hands as he dropped on the floor. A loud scream erupted from his mouth as he was still sore down there.
" You knew that i was going to come into your room right hyukjae? One round was not enough for you huh? " Donghae spat as he walked towards hyukjae. Hyukjae was shaking in fear as he felt donghae's hand roaming around in his hair, slightly pulling the locks.
" Look at me when i talk to you you ing ." Donghae said and pulled on those soft brown locks as he made eye contact with those single lidded eyes. Hyukjae's lips were trembling. Donghae carried the boy in one swift movement and brought him to to bathroom. Placing him on the tub, he turned the water into lukewarm sat at the edge of the tub.
" I am having a 'all around the world' get together with my company, And its a must for the CEO's wife to appear. Everyone is anticipating to see you. " Donghae said as he was staring at the boy's head, sighing again, he passed the shampoo to hyukjae.
" Look at me hyukjae."
Finally hyukjae lifted up his head as he gazed at donghae. He felt a sudden rush of giddiness surge through his entire body. Why did donghae even carry him inside here?
" I want you to be at the best behavior of yours. Every single one who are rich and successful will be present there. I will want you to be beside me the whole time. And, there are people who you would like to meet downstairs. They will be with us till we die, or prehaps if we are fortunate, divorce."Donghae said and did not fail to catch the slight sadness in hyukjae's eyes.
" You have to be respecting Mrs.kim. She will be the once cooking for now on. And there is a body guard for you as well. Bring him to the cafe from next week onwards. He will surely shoo away all the guys you talk to except your friends." Donghae said and paused for a while to study his face. Donghae started to assume that he was thinking about siwon as the latter was biting his lips.
" You know hyukjae, If you are nice to me and do what ever i ask you to do, maybe i will treat you slightly better than a dog. But, if you dare to do something that ticks me off so badly that i might kill you, You better watch out." Donghae said in a stern voice as he left the bathroom with a stoned hyukjae inside the tub. He felt his heart did a flip as his lips broke out into a small smile. But soon his mind was spacing out to the party that donghae had mentioned. All the success full people will be present. His eyes widen as a a name popped out in his head.
That means, Siwon will be there as well....
"Siwon, you have to attend a party at 6 in the evening today." Jung hoon annouced as he was looking up a file on his hands.
" Will donghae be there?"
" Of course, This party is for the CEO's."
" Please lay out a nice suit for me hyung."
" Definitely siwon."
Donghae drove down to the local cafe around his company. He was dozing off when dealers were talking about stock marketing and was glad that lunch was an hour and a half. He really needed that coffee. Swinging open the glass door, donghae stepped in the cafe but was shocked to see kyuhyun in the line.
Just his luck.
He was about to turn and leave but the latter had seen him already. Donghae brushed his hair back in frustration has he stood behind kyuhyun in the queue.
" Donghae, What are you doing here?"
" Its hyung for you, Kyuhyun ssi. I just wanted to buy a drink. Who is this guy? Didn't knew you swing in that way. " Donghae said and smirked but felt bad when he saw the smaller guy biting his lips as he hung his head low. Kyuhyun noticed it and brought guy closer to his chest.
" Well, i only call someone 'hyung' when that person matters a lot to me like hyukjae hyung does. Judging by our conversation now, We are far from being in the friends zone. So why is it a must for me to call you in a respectful way? And does it even matter if i prefer a guy? Aren't you one yourself? At least i don't hate the person who loves me to death. And i totally don't do anything that my partner isn't happy with." Kyuhyun retorted as he pulled the guy out of the cafe. Donghae stood there, processing what had just happened. Donghae clearly knew that the brunette was taunting him.
At least i don't hate the person i love.
Love? Rubbish. Hyukjae was even seeing a man behind him. He will always bear that in mind. Because that man was no other than siwon. But what did he mean by not doing anything that his partner was not happy with? Did hyukjae tell him about the other night?
Kyuhyun was dragging sungmin together with him as he walked furiously into the park. He hated donghae. He felt his anger raise up to his head as the conversations he had with siwon and hyukjae replayed in his mind again.
Kyuhyun was standing by the counter, staring at hyukjae and siwon chatting happily. he had also noticed the sad expression on hyukjae's face once the handsome man had left. Hyukjae was to naive to even know that the man was hitting on him.
" Sungmin, take care of the counter, i will be back." With that, he ran out and chased after siwon. That man noticed that someone had been calling him and stopped.
" Are you kyuhyun? hyukjae's friend? He told me about you just a moment ago." Siwon said and smiled. Kyuhyun was sure that this guy was a gentlemen. But he never liked to beat around the bush.
" Look, Hyukjae is married. Don't you ever think of making him yours." Kyuhyun said and felt bad for speaking so frankly to him. Siwon smiled sadly as he nodded his head.
" Yeah i know, But loving him isn't a bad thing am i right? He doesn't have to know it."
" You are a very good man..."
" Choi Siwon."
" Ahh choi siwon. Do treat him with care if you were ever going to meet with him. But please try to forget him. Feeling grow and in the end, You end up being greedy for the attention. So please. Would you mind giving me your number?" Kyuhyun said and they both exchanged their phone numbers.
" I know my limits, I will never try to snatch him away. If that was the case, I will try to forget him." Siwon said and bid good bye.
Kyuhyun was already dozing off into dreamland when his phone rang. He groaned in annoyance as he picked the phone up. What was so urgent that they had to call him now?
" Hello!" Kyuhyun said rather harshly but soon was wide awake when he heard siwon's calm yet stern voice
" Do you know who is hyukjae's husband?"
" Why are you asking me this?"
" i was talking to hyukjae a few hours back and he hung my phone up when i was talking. I tried to redial his number but it transferred me to the voice mail. I just assumed that his battery was flat when he called me back. But no one was talking. And than i heard hyukjae pleading someone to stop but i couldn't catch the guy's name as he was wailing. So please kyuhyun." Kyuhyun froze. Was donghae abusing hyukjae all this while? He couldn't help but feel angry towards both hyukjae and donghae. Donghae because of obvious reasons. Hyukjae? How could he not even tell him that donghae was mistreating him the whole time?
" His name is donghae."
The other line was silent. He could hear siwon's harsh exhales but he glanced at his phone just to make sure.
" Lee donghae? "
" Yeah. Do you know him?"
" More than anyone else."
What? ho-" And the phone went dead.
The first thing kyuhyun did when he woke up was to call hyukjae. The latter spoke with a hoarse voice.
" Kyuhyun?"
" I will ask your parents to get you a lawyer. Get a divorce with him."
" What? why?"
" I know what he did to you yesterday Lee hyukjae. Trust me, that is called abuse. He ually abused you. Why do you still want to stay with him!?"
" I love him kyuhyun ah."
" But clearly he doesn't! You could divorce him and just go with siwon!"
"You clearly haven't been in love before. And siwon is just another friend that i have." Hyukjae said and hung up. Kyuhyun was masaging his temples in frustration. He never knew that donghae was a abusive husband.
He was sitting on the bench when sungmin came with two cans drinks. He immediately placed the cans on the bench beside kyuhyun and hugged him when he saw the brunette's tears. his back in comfort, He cupped kyuhyun's face.
" I can't see hyukjae hyung in pain, Sungmin ah. What can i do?" Kyuhyun croaked out as he snuggled back in to sungmin's chest.
" We can't do anything. He is married. Its all up to him now, Kyuhyun. He is a fighter. Remember that." Sungmin whispered.
donghae was standing in front of hyukjae, eyeing him from head to toe. He had asked hyukjae to change into the suit that his father had sent to him in the morning. He couldn't help but glare at hyukjae. He called for mrs. kim and she camein with a wide smile.
" Did you call for me sir? "
" Please don't call me sir Mrs. Kim, just call me donghae. Would you mind sparing some of your time and do something to his hair? I heard that your past job was a hair stylist?" Donghae said while smiling. Hyukjae felt his stomach fluttering as he saw donghae's smile.
He never smiled before.
Guess he was just kind to elder people. He will never smile at him anyway.
Without even sparing another glance at hyukjae, Donghae went out of the room. Hyukjae sighed as he sat down on the stool in front of the mirror. He smiled at her as she started to do his hair.
Soon hyukjae came down with his hair spiked up in the front. Hyukjae was gaping at donghae. The latter had heavy eyeliner drown on his eyes as his hair was styled in a messy yet neat look. He was nothing compared to him.
" Remember, You are not allowed to touch anyone. No drinking as well. I bet you have very low tolerance of alcohol. Last but not least, You are to stay by my side at all times." Donghae said once they enter his car. Hyukjae nodded as he stared at his hands. He could only wish not to run into siwon.
Everyone over there were either rich or were from a royal family. Hyukjae had his arms linked with donghae and he felt his heart swell in happiness. Little interactions like this with donghae really made him happy. Hyukjae was in his own world until he heard someone speak.
" Good evening Mr. Lee. This way please" The man said and led them to a large door. Hyukjae was surprised to see that the room was filled with people and they were all busy talking. He had never been to a party that was so, formal.
" Stay here okay. I will be back." Donghae said and left hyukjae at the drink counter. Nodding hyukjae took a seat on one of the stools. Everyone looked as though they never had a happy time n their life. They all looked scary to him. Sighing to himself, he flinched when the bartender knocked on the table twice.
" Anything to drink sir?"
" No thanks." Hyukjae muttered but a bright green liquid in a glass was passed to him.
" That guy over there sent in a drink for you in his credit." The bartender said and pointed to a guy who was in his 40's. Hyukjae scrunched his nose as took the glass in his hands. It will be impolite of him not to drink it and he was here as donghae's husband. He placed the glass on his lips but a hand stopped him from going any further.
" Siwon..." Hyukjae said as he stared at the man in front of him. Siwon had a silky shirt black underneath his white and black suit.
" Tell him that the drink his for him, On my credit." Siwon said and pulled hyukjae with him down to the garden. But Hyukjae didn't notice donghae searching for him among the crowd.
They both settled in the bench as siwon was smiling down at hyukjae. He was nervous. Will siwon ask him about the other night? As if he had read his thoughts. Siwon sighed and placed a hand on his thighs.
" I won't ask you anything since its a very sensitive thing to you. i understand. But promise me, What ever he do in future, You will tell me or your friend and don't bottle it up in your heart?" Siwon said. Hyukjae nodded as he hugged siwon in reflex. Siown knew that he will never be forgiven for what he will be doing next. Lifting hyukjae's chin up, he kissed him as he hold his waist to support. Hyukjae widened his eyes and was pushing siwon away by his chest but the man was stronger than him. Siwon knew that hyukjae was giving in when he leaned his body to the front as held onto his shirt tightly. Slowly siwon moved his lips against hyukjae's and he brought his hands up to his face.
" You ing . I knew that you will do this. I ing knew it." Donghae's voice boomed behind siwon as the both separated themself away from each other.
"I knew it. Why? Am i not enough for you? Why the are you with him?" Donghae yelled as he had his hands fisted. His face was red and the tears that were streaming down his face went unknown by the two. Hyukjae had his head hung low as he kneeled in front of donghae with siwon by his side, Pulling him up.
" Donghae, Listen. He wasn't the one who kissed me! I did it!" Siwon was desperately trying to cover the boy up. It was his fault for kissing him after all.
" You did kiss him. But he kissed you back. Do you want everything from me? He is mine siwon. Mine." Donghae shouted as he pushed siwon away from hyukjae and dragged him to his car. Siwon fell on the ground as he watched the two go away bit by bit. He was mentally scolding himself. Why did he even let himself give in to the beautiful full lips of hyukjae's? If he didn't, This would not have happened. And that it hit him. What will donghae do to hyukjae today? Will he him like the other time? Or beat him up until his body turns green from the lack of blood circulation?
Donghae was driving down the road to their house. Hyukjae had his hands holding tightly onto the seat as he sunk into the seat. Hyukjae knew that he did a grave mistake that can never be forgiven by donghae. He felt tears burning his eyes at the thought of donghae beating him up.
" If i hear another ing sound from you, i swear i will kick you out of the ing door and let you roll down the ing highway." Donghae said as he gritted his teeth in anger. Hyukjae brought a hand up to his mouth and bit down on it in order to muffle down his sobs. Hyukjae felt so right when he was in siwon's warm and cosy arms. It had a safe feeling to it and he wished that he could be in his arms everyday. When siwon had kissed him, donghae's images flashed across his eyes. The one that he was smiling as he picked up a kitten he saw on the road. The sweet innocent smile the older man had on his face as he patted the kitten's head. It was so vivid in his mind that he knew that it was wrong. But when siwon tightened the hug and kissed him with emotion and not lust, He felt so right. Because, Donghae kissed him in with lust, Not love.
His thoughts were abruptly stopped when he was yanked out from the car seat and on to the pavement. He groaned in pain as he hit the cold cement floor harshly. His body bounced slightly as his head was protected by his sore arms. He thought that it was over but was wrong when a large hand interlocked itself in his locks and was pulled into the house. Hyukjae had his eyes wide opened as a silent scream came out from his mouth. His hands were desperately trying to loosen up the dead grip donghae had on his hair. He felt as though his hair was falling off. Donghae wasn't pulling his hair all the way, But he added some force in them by pulling it time to time.
Donghae scoffed as he felt the latter trying to pry his hands off. with his free hand, he twisted both of hyukjae's arms and pulled him into the door. Mrs. Kim came rushing down the stairs as she saw donghae dragging hyukjae into the living room. She kneeled down in front of donghae as she clamped her hands together in a pleading way.
" Donghae please. Let him go. If you respect me. Let him go." Mrs. Kim said as she held onto hyukjae's arms and pulled him into a hug. She wasn't surprised to feel the boy's hands cold as ice but his neck and forehead was burning hot. He was running a very high fever. Donghae stopped as he loosen his grip on hyukjae's hair.
He glared at misun as he spat his words angrily." You have no idea what he has done! He betrayed me. He ing betrayed me. Just like everyone else. "
" No he didn't. With the way you are treating him, Receiving love from someone else makes him feel secure. Not in love." Misun said calmly as she removed the strands away from hyukjae's face.
" Take him to his room donghae. i won't be in your whole life to guide you. And i don't know you well enough to judge you, But i can tell that, You have a very warm heart donghae ah. Misun said as she took hold of donghae's hands in her palm.
Hyukjae stirred in his sleep and rubbed his eyes with his fist. He groaned as he felt the throbbing pain in the back of his head and shrieked when a cloth on his eyes. He placed the cloth on the side table and laid back down on the bed. He wondered what happened to siwon. Was donghae angry at him? It was his fault anyways. if he had pushed siwon a few seconds earlier, All of this wouldn't have happened. The sudden opening of door made hyukjae flinch in the bed and he hugged his legs in reflex. Yunho came in with a tray and he placed them on the bed.
" How are you feeling? Better?" Yunho asked as he opened a packet of fever patch and motioned hyukjae to come closer. Hyukjae winced as the cold object came in contact with his forehead and it felt as though it froze his brain. Nodding, hyukjae touched the patch on his head and his hands were swatted off by yunho.
" Don't touch it. Just leave it alone." Yunho said and brought the bowl of porridge to his hands. Hyukjae muttered a silent thank you to him and started to dig in to the food.
" Wait!" Hyukjae said and his hands were in the air in a 'stop' motion. Yunho turned his head to let the boy know that he was listening.
" Where is donghae?" Hyukjae asked while biting his lips. He felt like killing himself. Donghae had told him before that he was opening up to him and he just had to ruin the whole thing.
" In his room." Yunho answered and left him alone in the room.
The ringing of his cell phone quickened his heartbeat. Hyukjae frantically searched for the phone and smiled in victory once he found the device on the bed.
" Hello?"
" Hyukjae! Did donghae do anything to you? Did he hurt you? Where is he? Where are you staying? let me settle everything." Siwon said and hyukjae could picture a worried siwon walking back and forth. He knew that siwon and him only knew each other for only a few weeks but he knew how much the latter was worried for him after that day. He knew that siwon will always be there for him.
" i'm perfectly fine siwon. Donghae didn't do anything. He is in his room and nope. You don't have to come here to settle anything. I don't want you to get in to any trouble." Hyukjae said and smiled when he heard siwon sigh in relief.
" Hyukjae. I am so sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I just couldn't control my feelings and so i did it. Will you forgive me? hmmm?" Siwon said and hyukjae smiled in amuse how fast his heart rate was going when he heard siwon say that he couldn't control his feelings.
" No no. Its alright. I am in the wrong too." Hyukjae said and he chuckled nervously.
" Uh, Yeah. Okay hyukjae. I know we have only known each other for like what, 3 weeks? But i also have to tell you that, Love is something that happens at any time and anywhere. And it happened to me when i saw you in the cafe 3 weeks ago. Your gummy smile, The way you greet customers, Everything about you is something that attracts me to you like a bee finding the sweet nector from a flower. I know that you are married and you have a husband. But are you even happy with him? I can show you what real happiness means. But this is your choice. I am not forcing you to like me, If you don't even have the slightest feeling for me its alright and i can continue being th friend who is always there for you." Siwon said and hyukjae could feel the sincerity in his voice. It was a very tempting thing to do. He himself know that he was attracted to siwon. But he also know the the one he loves is someone who doesn't love him.
" Siwon, do give me sometime to clear my thoughts." Hyukjae said and felt really bad when he heard siwon's strangled voice. " I'm not rejecting you. Just sometime for me to wind out." hyukjae immeidately added.
" Take your time sweet heart. You don't have to say it back but, I really do love you hyukjae ah. Good night." Siwon said and hung up in a rush. Hyukjae held his phone to his chest as a cheeky grin broke on his face.
i think i like you too, Siwon.
Donghae was in the room facing the pool. He had his phone clutched tightly on his palm as angry tears were running down his face endlessly. He heard every single thing both siwon and hyukjae had been talking. He was not a fool. Siwon was taking hyukjae away from him. And he wasn't going to let that happen.
Because he realize that, The student that always had followed him last time, Was no other than his wife Lee Hyukjae.
Donghae knew that a certain school boy had been following him around for weeks. He wanted to approach the boy, but his pride wasn't allowing him to. He himself knew that he had the looks and of course, he will attract not only girls, But boys as well. Donghae didn't really get to see the boy's face. Only certain parts. And after studying hyukjae's features for a long time, Donghae knew that it was him. But that did not move donghae's heart at all. He was fully enraged now. How dare he have the courage to ogle him and go on with siwon behind his back? Donghae wanted to destroy hyukjae. He felt that the innocent face hyukjae had was a satanic thing. With that, he marched out through the hallways and into the room that hyukjae was in. Slamming the door open, He glared at hyukjae with dark eyes.
" Well hello lee hyukjae. Seems like you are a very happy person tonight huh?" Donghae said with a mocking tone. Hyukjae in the other hand had his eyes opened wide in fear. His body was stiff as he was predicting what was going to happen next. He didn't want it to happen. No, That was just wrong for him.
Donghae was right in front of hyukjae, His eyes blood shot red. Hyukjae could see how donghae was shaking as he tried to control his anger. Hyukjae cringed in fear when a had landed on his waist, pinching it while pulling him closer to the man's body.
" Oh, So are you going to accept his confession? Huh?" Donghae spat as he tightened his grip on the boy's waist. Hyukjae let out a painful whimper as his hands flew to his waist, In a desperate attempt to pry those hurtful fingers off.
" D-Donghae" Hyukjae started but soon came in contact with the cold hard floor as donghae threw a piercing slap across hyukjae's jaw. The boy had his hands over the stinging pain as his mouth hang wide open, His tears streaming down his face. Hyukjae let out a cry when his head was jerked back by a strong and big hand. he came face to face with donghae's smirk and couldn't help but cry out loud. It hurts so much. Both physically and mentally. Why was donghae so mean to him? Honestly, he don't know it at all.
" Looks like his request was somehow tempting to you huh? People who are innocent looking as you always drives me nuts. In the end, All of them are ing heart breakers. They leave you and that's it. You have to die in sorrow." Donghae gritted his teeth as his tears fell on hyukjae's cheeks. Donghae raised his fist in the air and another punch landed on hyukjae's jaw. By now, Hyukjae slowly started to lose his consciousness. Its was too hurting. All of this was unbearable.
" ing die ." Donghae shouted and kicked hyukjae's stomach mercilessly. Hyukjae's body bounced off and plopped down on the floor like a lifeless doll. His body was lying there lifelessly. Donghae knew that he had exceeded his limit. He wanted all of this to end, But his memories are not letting him to. The memories of the one and only best friend he had in high school days other than siwon. His name was jeno.
Jeno was a transferred student half way through the important year for the students. He was quiet and shy most of the time that the big bullies in school couldn't help but pick on him. It was a day where donghae happen to pass by the cubical when he heard muffled pleas in the toilet. Pushing the door open with a kick, and saw a big buffed up guy straddling him and was kissing him forcefully. Donghae couldn't stand it and beat the guy up into a pulp and carried jeno to the school's sick bay.
And that was the start of their friendship. Jeno was shy at first, but he started to open up to donghae and was introduced to siwon by donghae. They were in separable. If donghae was there, You can bet that jeno was close around or was right beside donghae. But all of this were crushed when little jeno got to know that the thing he had for donghae was not a brotherly love but he wanted donghae ot be his.
Of course, Jeno couldn't tell donghae. Not after he heard donghae cursing gay people were disgusting to him. Each day his feelings were growing for donghae. When donghae kisses jeno's cheeks, He will blush and he can feel his stomach do a flip but for donghae, It was the exact same thing his kissing a small brother. Siwon understood the situation crystal clear. He was great in reading people but he decided to keep his wonders to himself.
One day, Jeno came to siwon, In a crying mess. Snot was all over his nose as his eyes were blood shot red. He had his fists wiping off the angry tears, Only to find fresh ones streaming down his cheeks again and again. The news of miyeon and donghae dating made him like this. Jeno was heart broken. All siwon could do was comfort jeno. The next week, Jeno had transferred out and flew to Singapore and settled there. Donghae was left hanging there, without a clue or a explanation. He felt, Betrayed. His best friend, The boy that he saved, Left without saying anything.
Donghae glanced at hyukjae as he sighed. hyukjae resembled jeno a lot. Those eyes, Mouth and hair. Almost everything. Even his tiny hands. Hyukjae had them. And that made donghae feel even more betrayed.
What if,
Hyukjae left him too?
" Donghae! Mrs. kim!" Hyukjae yelled for Misun as he held donghae in his arms. tears were streaming down as he held the unconscious man in his embrace. Donghae was burning hot. He was running a fever. Misun barged in the room and panicked immediately when she saw the scene.
" please bring the first aid!" Hyukjae choked out before planting a soft kiss on the man's forehead. Misun ran down to the kitchen and came back with the first aid kid.
" Son, would you mind carrying him on the bed?" Misun asked and hyukjae replied with a nod. With the help of misun, They both laid donghae on the bed. Hyukjae by now had a major headache and runny nose. Misun sat on the bed as she dressed donghae's wounds. They seemed to be harmless but they were deep.
" Hyukjae, Please bring a bowl of water with a cloth. " Misun ordered hyukjae and again, He replied with a nod he went in the bathroom and took a wash bowl, With a small face towel.
" Here, Mrs. Kim." Hyukjae handed her the bowl as he sat at the foot of donghae's. He softly held donghae's hands as he cupped them in his. Hyukjae didn't know why he reacted like this for donghae. The man on the bed abused him. He beat him up in the most violent way possible. He him. Tore him apart. But yet, Hyukjae couldn't deny it. he still do love donghae. But than siwon appeared in his messed up life. He loved and cherished him. He treated him like a human being, Showering him with love, Which was the exact opposite of what donghae had been doing to him.
Misun left the room as she ordered yunho to contact the family doctor. Sighing, Hyukjae went around the bed and laid down beside donghae. He snuggled himself close to donghae's chest, Hearing his heartbeat thumping against his ribcage. Donghae reeked of alcohol but his manly scent was attached to his shirt. Hyukjae draped a hand across the man's waist as he held him tight. He challenged himself not to sleep one whole day because he knew that he will earn himself a beating if donghae saw this.
Everyday he lived in both anticipation and fear. He anticipated the day donghae will accept him, Love him and kiss him. He even dreamt of donghae and him going on a date to lotte world, Holding hands and pecking each other's lips lovingly. Donghae would have this longing eyes that he once saw. But it wasn't for him, It was for his ex, Miyeon. Hyukjae bit his hands to muffle his sobs. And there were times, Mostly everyday where he lived in fear. The slightest mistake he make angers donghae a lot. Like the time where he was munching on strawberries. Donghae had given him a piercing slap across the cheeks and was cussed at badly. Hyukjae cringed as he got reminded of that day. Strawberries were his favorite, But because of donghae hyukjae started to blame them for making donghae angry.
Hyukjae pushed himself up and ran out of the door when he felt donghae move. Hyukjae closed the door as he ran down the stairs and hid himself behind the kitchen counter. He felt how his stomach was churning and he was breaking out in cold sweat. He had fallen asleep while trying to keep himself up. He thought that he was going to die. he waited for the time where donghae will barge in the kitchen, Pull him up by his hair and just slam him against the kitchen counter. Minutes felt like hours as he waited, But the moment never came. Hyukjae stood up with shaky legs as he held his hands together. He walked towards the living room and sat down on the couch. His eyes were b in tears as he tried to calm himself down. This always happens when he is nervous. He fumbled with his phone as he pressed the contact in his phone. The caller picked up the call in a few rings and he seems to be sleeping before this.
" Hello?"
" Siwon? Sorry. Were you sleeping? I will hang up now." Hyukjae said and felt guilty for waking siwon up. He was a busy man and of course his call was disturbing him.
" No no no hyukjae. Just, give me a minute." Siwon said, Suddenly awake as he searched blindly for his night light. Bugsy, His french bulldog had woken up and laid himself on the pillow, Right beside his shoulders.
"Yes hyukjae. What happened that you had to call me in this hour?" Siwon asked as he patted his dog's head.
" No, i just, Wanted to hear your voice wonnie." Hyukjae answered as he laid down on his back, Playing with the hem of his shirt. Siwon smiled as he brushed his hair back.
" Why is that so?"
" I don't know. But, I miss you." Hyukjae said and blushed.
" Well, Tell me your address than. i will come there."
" No no no. Lets just meet at the han river. Please siwon, I don't want any trouble."
" Will donghae let you out?"
" No. he is sick and he's sleeping soundly in his room. i will just sneak out."
" becareful hyuk. I don't want you to get injured."
Now it was hyukjae's turn to smile. Grabbing his coat that as on the table, He walked out of the house. " I will siwon. You too! see you in a bit!" Hyukjae said and placed his handphone in his pocket. The han river was just a few minutes away from his house and reached there earlier that siwon.
He sat himself down on one of the benches and closed is eyes for a moment. His mother and father's faces flashed by his mind. He can never divorce hae. Nor does he want to. He loves donghae, And he must not fall in love with siwon. Its just, No. He always believed that, Donghae took out his frustrations on him and it was a good thing. But he seems to eb getting out of hand. Donghae despised him. That was what hurt him the most. Not being loved by someone who you love dearly. He was lost deep in his thoughts when a pair of hands wrapped themselves around his shoulder. hyukjae stiffened for a second but soon relaxed as he took in the familiar scent.
" What were you thinking?" Siwon asked as he sat down beside hyukjae. Hyukjae was swooned by the man's looks. he had his hair in messy bed hair look but it still looked neat. He wore a V neck shirt with a black pants and coat. He had a faint stuble but he still looked amazing.
" Nothing actually."
" Don't hide things away from me hyukjae ah. I know that we only met recently, But i can read you like a open book" Siwon asked as he looked at hyukjae.
" I'm just, Confused. Why does donghae hate me so much? " Hyukjae asked absently mindedly and didn't fail to catch the fidgety siwon.
" Siwon? Donghae once told me that he knows you." Hyukjae asked as he now had his full attention on siwon. He just wanted answers.
" Well, i know him."
" How?"
" He was my best friend in high school." Siwon said as he shifted his gaze to the river in front. Hyukjae was stunned.
" Best friends? But he told me that he hated you."
" That was because, We were the heirs of our father. And that also means we have to take over our father's position. Donghae was a lee, I am a choi. Both of the lee's and Choi's never got along. That was how we both lost contact. Donghae and i are both enemies now. Just because of our father's company. I still do treat him as a friend, But he doesn't seem to like it. Not after i started talking to you." Siwon said as he smiled sadly. Hyukjae started to feel guilty. He was adding fuel to the fire. But he was also curious. Maybe siwon might know why donghae hated him.
" Prehaps, Do you know why donghae hates me? Please siwon, Tell me more about him. I have to understand him." Hyukjae said as he held siwon's hands.
" I told you. Donghae and i were best friends back in high school. We were both very close till a transferred student came in the school. He was innocent and gullible looking boy. Once, He was almost abused disgustingly by a bunch of homophobic guys till donghae barged in a saved his life. And that was the start for their friendship. Soon donghae introduced him to me and we were spotted together every where we go. " Siwon said as he took a break from his memories.
" What was his name?"
" Jeno. And soon after that, Jeno started to develop feelings for donghae, More than a brotherly love. He started to love him with all his heart. Jeno thought that donghae was a gay as well, But once donghae was talking to me about how he hated gays and broke all the expectations jeno had in his heart. That was when miyeon came in the story. Donghae and miyeon were dating each other and it broke jeno so much that he flew t Singapore to further his studies. Without telling donghae a thing. Donghae was furious of course. He was someone who takes things seriously and losing someone he loved dearly as a friend turned him into a man like he is now." Siwon finished as he caressed hyukjae's cheeks.
" What does all of this got to do with him hating me?"
" You look the exact same guy like jeno, hyukjae ah. Those nose, eyes and gummy smile. Everything." Siwon said as he engulfed the crying boy in his arms. Hyukjae felt sympathetic for donghae. He would have been hurt so much to see someone who left him without a word. Siwon lifted hyukjae's chins up and placed a kiss on his cheek bones.
" i don't know about you hyukjae ah, But each time i hear or see you, I fall deep in love with you. I will fight for you." Siwon said as he kissed hyukjae on his lips fully. Hyukjae didn't protest, But instead, he clutched on to the man's shirt as he deepened the kiss. Hyukjae earned for love.
Across the river at the end, Leeteuk was out there with kang in. He knew that something was wrong with both donghae and hyukjae. He sensed it at the wedding. He also knew that the kiss wasn't real. At all. Kang in knew who siwon was. he was a great man. A man that showers someone he loves with affection. But he also know that hyukjae kissed him not because he loved him, But he wanted to be loved. So they both decided to visit them tomorrow. Leeteuk as donghae's friend and kang in as hyukjae's friend
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