12 January 2013

Jongin opened the door slowly and tried to made no sound. His eyes tried to adjust to the darkness before he searched another right door to open. But even if he had closed his eyes he would still be able to find the right door.

He was familiar with this apartment,every corner of it,the scent, and of course the owner.

He crept up to Kyungsoo's room. The room was had the same amount of darkness as the living room. Jongin could hear the sound of Kyungsoo's breathing. His breathe was slow and steady. The first time Jongin slept over there, he wondered why Kyungsoo always slept with light switched off. Why he could stand sleeping in the dark, alone.

The reason was pretty simple, because he was lonely.

Kyungsoo’s parent divorced a years ago. His mother remarried, his father was always busy with work, and his little sister went overseas to escape from reality.

Kyungsoo couldn't stand living alone and lonely in a big house so he moved to this apartment, but still he felt lonely, the same old lonely.

"When this room is bright, all i could see is just myself in this wide room but when this room is dark, maybe, just maybe there's still a little hope that someone here with me. sounds creepy?"

Jongin felt bitter everytime he remembered what kyungsoo said when he asked that question. But in that day he vowed that no matter how long it will take,Jongin won't let Kyungsoo feel lonely again

Jongin approached the edge of the bed. He couldn't see Kyungsoo very clearly but he knew exactly every centimeter of Kyungsoo's body.

His large eyes.

His perfect heart shaped lips.

His gorgeous side profile.

His beautiful collarbone.

His narrow shoulders that made Jongin wrap him so easily.

And his hand that made Jongin crave for his touch.

And what made it better was that Jongin knew Kyungsoo's body was his to keep. Not in ual way of course. They hadn't gone that far. Their relationship is something that neither Jongin nor Kyungsoo could describe.

Friendship?

Brothership?

Or lovers?

It’s much more than that. Much more complicated. But Jongin knew that just from their conversations and their interactions were more passionate than any lover.

Jongin crawled into kyungsoo's bed. He caressed Kyungsoo's hair, then down to his cheek, and then he touched Kyungsoo's lips with his hand.

Kyungsoo slowly woke up aware that there was a body beside him, but it didn't surprise him. Jongin often come late at night with unknown reasons, just to crawl into his bed. And somehow it made him happy not having to spend a night sleeping alone.

"What are you doing here?" Kyungsoo asked in a husky tone.

Jongin hugged him from the back and whispered

"It's your birthday hyung"

Kyungsoo’s smile widened. Jongin's breath on his neck gave him that kind of sensation, that kind of electricity that rushed in his blood.

"I have something for you. Now get up" he added. Jongin r