Where are you, Beautiful?

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Heart flutters...

As soon as I see him across the corridor.

The way he talks, the way he walks, the way he cares, the way he shares;

Everything is just perfect.

Key...

Even to the mention of his name made my heart skipped two beats.

Yes. Two. Beats.

That is how he made my heart yearned for him.

But...

To be in a special relationship with him was impossible.

So impossible that I can't even imagined it in my tiny head.

He is SHINee.

I am nobody.

I know him.

He doesn't know me.

We were...

Of the same age, only just a few months apart.

I would always glance at him, about two tables away.

Yes. Two. Tables.

Keeping this feeling to myself.

Nobody knew except me.

One day...

I decided to take the courage to just go up to him.

To say that one precious sentence.

He was talking to the other SHINee members;

Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho.

I quickly sneaked up behind him,

And whisper this to his ear...

"You are so handsome"

With that...

I quickened up my pace, leaving a small chuckle for him.

But of course, I gave a quick turn to see his reaction.

And it was a most gentlest smile I had ever seen on him.

A genuine, gentle smile that I will never ever forget.

A smile that warms up my heart.

After a few days...

I transferred out of school so that I won't be bumping into him if he were to find me.