Siwon poured whiskey in a glass, then, threw it back and poured another. The internet was rampant with the breaking news of Sooyoung and Jung Kyung Ho dating relationship. Siwon gritted his teeth as he shut his laptop. Looking for a break, he unpaused his stereo.

(Passangers – Let Her Go)

Well you see her when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

'Cause you loved her too much

And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Siwon threw back his head as he yelled in anguish. He threw the stereo remote at the floor, which, pressed the “next” button:

(Bruno Mars-When I Was Your Man)

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now

Our song on the radio but it don’t sound the same

When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down

‘Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers

And held your hand

Should've gave you all my hours

When I had the chance

Take you to every party

'Cause all you wanted to do was dance

Now my baby's dancing

But she's dancing with another man

Siwon rolled his eyes feeling as if hope has left him. He laid back his head reminiscing of how this came to be like this.

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life

Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…

And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

That’s right… it was his entire fault…

(Phone Conversation)

Sooyoung: Oppa…

Siwon: Hey, Sooyoung. What’s up?

Sooyoung: Where are you now?

Siwon: In China.

Sooyoung: Oppa, I’ve been thinking…

Siwon: Sooyoung… (Siwon knew this was coming)

Sooyoung: Please, Oppa don’t make this harder than it already is. (Siwon could hear the pain in her voice) You’re always so busy and I knew that you would be, which, I thought I would always understand. But you’re never here, and it’s gotten to the point that… I don’t wait for your calls anymore, Oppa. (Sooyoung was crying really hard as the words were pushed out of ) I don’t think its right for us to continue to meet. I’ve come to terms and know now that I’m going to always want more from our relationship, but I don’t have the strength to ask you to take away from your life for me… You’re a bird in flight and I’m not going to clip your wings. But I… need more than you can offer right now.

Siwon: I-I love you.

Sooyoung: I love you, too. (Sooyoung hung up the phone)

August 12, 2013 Twitter - understand. respect. I can move on!

It was only two months later that she met Jung Kyung Ho.

Although it hurts

I'll be the first to say that I was wrong

Oh, I know I'm probably much too late

To try and apologize for my mistakes

But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers

I hope he holds your hand

Give you all his hours

When he has the chance

Take you to every party

'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance

Do all the things I should have done

When I was your man

Siwon tried to get her back. On her birthday, to show her that he can be there for her, he went to her concert in Japan. The other member’s informed him that Jung Kyung Ho had also come, so to avoid an awkward situation he left. Since then, whenever they did meet Siwon was always friendly towards her-this was that in hopes of Sooyoung and Jung Kyung Ho’s break-up, she would not hesitate to come back to Siwon.

Siwon (to himself): Sooyoung you probably don’t know how much I miss you-do you miss me, do you even think of me?

The tears that Siwon had been holding in started to roll down his cheeks.

Siwon stood up to go to his room, when he accidentally stepped on the stereo remote. The music began to fast-forward and when he took his foot off:

(Elliott Yamin - Wait for You)

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don't know what else I can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain't true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

Siwon’s lips formed into a slight smile. Having faith that one day Sooyoung would come back to him, he went off to bed.