Today is the start of New Year. It means that new life, new opportunity, new me (maybe) or let me say new love? 

Ugh. What Im thinking? New love?

Never. It will never happen to me, no one love a nerd like me. Im not actually a nerd. I didnt wear a glasses nor braces but people in school called me a nerd because I spent my times reading books at the library instead of gossiping or partying. Starting that they called me a nerd, everyone in the school bullying me.

Let me tell you a story. I have a huge crush on the most popular guy in the school, his name is Choi Siwon. On my first year in high school, I feel head over heels on him until now, but he didnt notice my existance cause u know he is popular unlike me only a wallflower. Many girls are crazy over him including me. Everyday I put a letter on his locker, like the other girls do. I didnt know if he reads mine. I even wrote a song and dedicated for him and sing it to our music class 'cause he's my classmate on that class. I always admire him, how handsome he is. If you see him you can say that he is an angel on earth.

But today, December 31, 2 hours before New Year, I confess to him and you know what he say to me, he say that he didnt fall inlove to a boring nerd like me. It hurt so much, its not because he rejected me but because he call me a nerd. I thought he is different from anyone in school but he is like the others judging th