[ STILL ON FLASHBACK TAEHYUNG'S POV ]

TIME DO FLIES VERY FAST, DOESN'T IT?

WE DECIDED TO SPEND THIS DAY ON THE BEACH...I DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS RIGHT NOW. HER 99TH OR 100TH. I DIDN'T DARE TO COUNT BECAUSE IT WILL JUST HURT ME MORE. I WANT TO LIVE WITH HER LIKE SHE WAS OKAY, WITH NO TIME LIMIT. HER 100 DAYS, HAVE BECAME THE HAPPIEST MOMENT IN OUR LIFE. 
IT'S NEARING THE SUNSET ALREADY AND SHE'S PLAYING WITH KIDS AROUND 5 OR 6. HER SMILE, HER LAUGH, HER GLITTERING OR SHINING EYES, HER NOSE, HER EVERYTHING. IT'S SO PRETTY AND PERFECT IN MY EYES.
"SEUNG MI-AH! LET'S GO!" SHE LOOKED AT ME AS I CALLED HER OUT AND SHE SMILED SHOWING HER PERFECT BEAUTIFUL WHITE TEETH AND SAY GOODBYE TO THE KIDS AND RAN TO ME.
"TAE TAE OPPA," SHE CALLED OUT WITH THE 'OPPA' AND I CHUCKLED
"YOU CALL ME OPPA NOW, HUH?" SHE BLUSHED AND HIT MY ARM PLAYFULLY
"WANT A PIGGY BACK RIDE?" I ASKED AND SMILED AT HER AS I KNEELED DOWN MY BACK FACING HER.
I FELT HER ARMS WRAP AROUND MY NECK AND HER LEGS WRAP AROUND MY WAIST AND I STOOD UP AND STARTED WALKING GOING TO THE REST HOUSE
SHE'S HUMMING A CERTAIN BALLET SONG "HM..OPPA."
"HM?"
"AM I HEAVY?" I CHUCKLED AT HER SUDDEN QUESTION AND NODDED," YES, VERY VERY HEAVY."
SHE POUTED "AISH! PUT ME DOWN THEN. PPALI!" SHE PROTESTED AND STARTED MOVING BUT I HOLD HER TIGHTLY.
SHE BECAME QUIET.
"TAEHYUNG-AH" SHE CALLED OUT AGAIN.
"WAE?"
"WE HAVE TO MAKE SOME ORAL CONTRACT TODAY" SHE BEAMED
"ORAL WHAT?"
SHE HIT ME ON THE BACK LIGHTLY "YOU HEARED ME! ORAL CONTRACT!"
"FOR WHAT?" I ASKED AND RAISE A BROW.
"THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO AFTER MY DEATH." HER VOICE CRACKED. I STOPPED AT MY TRACKS, SURPRISED AT WHAT I JUST HEARD.
"Y-YAH! YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT GOING TO-"
"STOP IT. ACCEPT IT. I HAVE TO LEAVE ANY TIME SOON SO LISTEN TO ME AND REPEAT EVERYTHING I WILL SAY." I SIGHED IN DEFEAT AND NODDED.
SHE CLEARED "PROMISE ME OKAY?"
THERE'S NO SOUND COMING OUT SO I JUST NODDED AT HER AND SHE SMILED
"I, KIM TAEHYUNG.."
"I, KIM TAEHYUNG.."
"PROMISE THAT.."
"PROMISE THAT.."
"AFTER LEE SEUNG MI DIES.."
I STOPPED AND SNIFFED, "YAH! DON'T CRY. I'M STILL ALIVE!" SHE CHUCKLED BUT I KNOW SHE'S CRYING TOO
"AFTER...AFTER LEE..LEE SEUNG MI DIES.."
"WILL NOT CRY AND BE GAY BECAUSE I MISS HER AND I WANT HER WITH ME."
I LOOKED AT HER AND SHE GAVE ME A 'WHAT?' LOOK
"HOW COULD YOU EXPECT ME NOT TO CRY, MRS KIM?" 
"JUST HURRY UP AND SAY IT!" SHE HIT MY BACK PLAYFULLY AGAIN
"WILL NOT CRY AND....BE GAY...BECAUSE I MISS HER AND I WANT HER WITH ME" I REPEATED TOGETHER WITH ANOTHER SNIFF
"I'LL OBEY MY PARENTS."
"I'LL OBEY MY PARENTS."
"I WILL CHERISH BANGTAN BOYS"
"I WILL CHERISH BANGTAN BOYS"
"I WILL MAKE NEW FRIENDS"
"I WILL MAKE NEW FRIENDS"
"I WILL NOT BE A LAZY "
"I...WILL NOT BE A LAZY "
I FELT HER WARM BREATH IN MY NECK AND FEEL HER SMILE.
"AND LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST"
"AND LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST"
"I'LL FORGET LEE SEUNG MI AND EVERYTHING ABOUT US."
"I-I'LL....HOW COULD I?" I FINALLY LET THE TEARS FLOW BUT THE SHE SHUSHED ME
"I KNOW YOU CAN TAEHYUNG, HURRY UP AND SAY IT! PPALI!"
"I-I'LL FORGET LEE SEUNG MI AND EVERYTHING ABOUT US."
I KNOW SHE WAS SMILING WHILE TEARS ARE FLOWING DOWN HER CHEEKS. I KEEPED MYSELF CALM AND STOPPED THE TEARS FROM FLOWING.
THERE WAS SILENCE. A LONG FILLED SILENCE UNTIL I SPOKED.
"YAH! LEE SEUNG MI! WE'RE ABOUT TO GO HOME!"
"I KNOW..." I HEARD HER MUMBLE AND I SIGHED
"SARANGHAE. LEE SEUNG MI, I LOVE YOU TO INFINITY AND BEYOND."
"NADO. NADO SARANGHAE."

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WE'VE BEEN HOME FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE HOURS ALREADY, WE JUST SPEND THE WHOLE TIME TOGETHER IN THIS BED IN EACH OTHER'S ARM.
"TAEHYUNG-AH! YOU KNOW B.A.P RIGHT?" SHE CHIRPED HAPPILY AS IF NOTHING'S WRONG AND I NODDED
"I KNOW YOU CAN'T SING VERY WELL BUT CAN YOU PLEASE SING ME ONE SONG?"
"WHAT SONG?" I ASKED AND SHE BEAMED HAPPILY,
"B.A.P'S WHAT MY HEART TELLS ME TO DO."
"YOUR ALL TIME FAVORITE?" I LOOKED AT HER