a/n: aka. where i repay a certain someone for their playlist and i think about everything and come back to this. so, where do i start? well, someone is leaving the roleplay soon and i guess as a goodbye gift, i wanted to write this. i remember everything from like four months ago, where these two started, they were cirus freaks and animus&anima, aristotle would say that they were friends because they both had each other's soul. but, yeah, the person who is in charge of hanyoung is leaving soon, and i wanted to write this. 

i'm gonna miss you a lot, okay? okay. gah. i know you're only a text away, but still, i'll be drinking nostalgia for awhile, and then smiling all over again because this person has really meant a lot to me in my roleplay days. so, i'm confessing my love in an author's note. oh dear goodness, i have gone insane. i need some tea. 

but this is also a gift for one of the judges at the sky is the limit, miss leila, i'm talking to you. and i wanted to thank you for this contest, i remember back in the day when it was the first round and it was a real contest, i remember so clearly that i never finished that jongdae fic and ugh. it's gonna haunt me for not trying harder. but, you said you liked crackships, right? so here's my crackship to you, a double win. 

i wanted a bittersweet ENDING, BUT NO, I COULDN'T BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY LIKE THIS SHIP IN THE ROLEPLAY. but, i really do have to thank you for taking the time out of your life to be one of the judges, you're probably the only judge that i actually talk to, le sobs, but thank you, truly, it has been a blessing to participate in all the rounds i have and see who has the most beautiful writing i have ever read. so thank you, i'll cry the pacific ocean for you, don't worry. 

to all those who will be reading this. thank you. thank you for reading, thank you for reading this story even if you have no idea who these people are. thank you, truly. it means the world to me. so thank you. a writer is not a writer without having someone to thank. so thank you.