I wear my jacket, close the door my home hardly and walking to somewhere I can find serenity. Too much screaming what my ears listen today and too much to my heart wanted to scream back but I can’t because I won’t I bet they wouldn’t search me until they realize if I am gone from home and they will call the police again.   I plug in my headset to my iPod and shuffled the songs and I put it on my ears. I walking to somewhere to the place where my brain tell to my feet. It’s almost 1pm but I don’t care. I just need what I need now.   As long I walked, my foot stopped at the park somewhere in this city. And yes, didn’t someone here. Who’s the want out like this time at the park when snow falls slowly? No one, but me. I climb up to the slide for kids to cover my heads from the snow.   I closed my eyes and take a deep breath. This drama life for me is too much for this year. I heard someone was walking wearing boots, and stopped. I open my eyes and I watch someone was sit down at the swinging. He didn’t notice me.   He wears scarf, and hoodie. He was wearing a black earring at his left ear. I try to saw his face but I can’t. His hoodie covered his face. I just can saw his lips. Beautiful lips.   The boy pulled out something from his pocket, cigarette box and the lighter. He smoked his cigarette and puff of smoke. I shrugged and think to go somewhere. if I must wait him finished his cigarette. He pulled down his hoodie, he still hold his cigarette.   “I know someone is here. Come, talk with me. I didn’t bite.” He says and I clearly heard what he said. He didn’t shouting but I can hear his voice. His voice really soft and make me wanted know him more. I stopped breathing and think to walk to him or just run away from him. I don’t know.   I slide down from the slide and I choose to walk to him. I sit down at the swings and he looked to me. “Why are you at there at these hours? You choose bad timing for go out, young lady.” He said and smoked his cigarette again. “Because I want and no one who cares about me.” I said and try to swings my swinging. “Oh. Too much drama, huh?”  He asked back. I just nodded. “So, would you tell it to me? I swear I will keep up this as secret.”   I looked to him, at his eyes. His eyes say if he will keep up all people secret just for him. I can saw it. “Okay.” I said and turn out my head to the ground. “It’s okay if you won’t talk it to me now. But, if you need someone to hear your scream. Just tell to me and I will hear it until my ears was bleeding.” He laughed and smoked his cigarette, again. “Sorry. But I need time to talk about this. I will call you when I ready to tell it to you.” I looked at him, who enjoyed his cigarette.   “Easy girl, I didn’t rushing you.” He winking to me, “By the way, I am Daehyun, Jung Daehyun. Want to exchange number so you can call me and I will run to your place to hear your scream?” “I am Sohye, Woo Sohye. Sure, tell me your number.” I said and let out my phone. He says his number phone and I typed it and make a miscall to his phone.   “Why you trust to me to tell your screaming? We even meet just thirty minutes ago?” He asked and throws his smoke to the ground. “I saw into your eyes. You were listener and I don’t know… I just can felt it.” I said and put back my phone. “Me? Are you kidding me?” He shrugged, I just smiling to him. “Okay. Go back to your home now if you can’t tell it to me now.” He said and laughed. I get up from the swinging, “Okay, Daehyun-ssi. See you tomorrow, I will text you later.” I smiled to him and walking back to home and hope the home was already quiet enough.   I decide to go home because I know maybe my home now was peacefully with no screaming. As I arrived at my home, I open the door and lock it. I saw my dad was sleeping at the couch. I go to the kitchen and take a mineral water from the fridge.   “Where are you the going at this late night?!” I shocked when I heard dad was talk to me. I’m almost spilled up my water. “Somewhere you must didn’t know about it.” I said and ignore him. “I am your father! Talk to me nicely!” He shouts to me. “And I am your daughter! Treat me as I am your daughter, dad! Didn’t you think, this house were really like hell?! You and mom always fighting and shouting each other! My ears are hurt! Not was that too, my heart was really-really hurt! I’m tired for all the of this! Now just leave me al—“ and slap. Dad was slap my face with his hands. It’s…. It’s really hurt. Really hurt when you losing something you loved. More even hurt like that. I can feel it, my face was hot and I know, my face was really red.   Dad didn’t say anything. I started to cry but I hold it, Dad just looked to me, “This is the way you treat your daughter? Thank you, dad, I am really thanked for your slapping my face!” I shout to him, run away to my room, and closed the door hardly.   I throw my body to my bed. I cried hardly. I heard my mom was shouting to my dad down there. I try to ignore them. And I heard someone was knocked my room. My brother who’s knocked to my room. I wiped my tears and walked to the door, unlock the door and let my brother in. “What happen? I already sleep and I hea—“ He stopped. “Why your face was red? What happen? Tell me.” He asked. Woo Jiho, he is my brother. He was a bad boy I ever know. He always sleep with different girls every night and come back to home with lipstick was on his shirt and smelled like alcohols. But he was the best brother I have, because he always covered me and make me stop to worried and cried. He always treats me really like his sister. First, he didn’t like this. He change turns bad when he heard if mom and dad will divorce. But until now, they didn’t, we still together at this little home.   “Dad,” I said and lowered my heads. “H? What the ing he does to you?” He shakes my