donghae pov 

i get out from my room 

and without i expect i meet with eunhyuk

"eunhyuk.."i call him

"oh you remember me now?"

" actually i hope i forget all about you but unfotunately i still remember you and that ..and how your relatioship with that ?"

suddenly he push me to the wall and hold my collar

"don't say her again or i will punch you!"

"well last time you say you don't want to see me again but now why you see me so close? oh by the way you said that bit.. ah shena leave you right? i wonder why she leave you? maybe because she doesn't need you again or she dosn''t love you anymore or from the beining she not love you? what she is doing now yah? be a in the bar ?or having with many man"

"shut up donghae!! you are the one who make her leave me right ! you know after you leave she leave me too ,she said that she afraid with you !  all because you donghae! you are trouble in my life !!!"

"ou so she leave because me? so if i say she must die she wil die too? " i said to him 

he about want to punch me but he stop his hand in front of my face

"donghae you change..why you like this?"

"you are the one who chage..how can you more trust her than me? when i said she cheat you wasn't believe me but when she said she leave yyou because me you believe her ,are you sure she leave you because me?...how can 18 years lose to 4 months?"

"doghae!" suddenly  kyuhyun shout from far ,and i push eunhyuk 

"like your wish you will not see me again althought we in same hostpital and you can pretend don't kow me right" i say to him and leave him and go with kyuhyun to his room

"so you know him?" kyuhyun asked me

"yeah he is my ex besttfriend "

"oh the one who extrude you for his girlfriend?"

"yah that one"

"why you don't want tell him about your conditicion?"

"it's better he don't know about it, and it's better he hate me so when i die he can live without sad,oh well by the way why ican't remember him when i met him this morning?"

"it's one of symptom of brain cancer ."

"oh i see."