Random oneshot that came to me after watching MrMr's Highway, and I couldn't get it out of my mind, so here it is. Though cnblue is my absolute favorite band, and I love all the guys, they are about the only group I don't go around making ships of. Might be because of their lack of fanservice, because Jonghyun and Yonghwa have only just recently started down that the road of no return (and they're being super duper innocent), but it could just be the fact I see them more as four really close friends. So, the romance factor in this is going to be miniscule. 

The only thing about this that might bug you, is that it doesn't go in chronological order. I start at one point, go backwards, bring forwards to a certain point, falshback, continue, flashback, continue, etc. It's weird, but sometimes you need to know the past to understand the present.

Here's the excerpt:

On the second date I pressed him gently against his front door, and kissed him with a passion I never knew I could feel. When he looked up at me, with our eyes only inches apart, I saw something in those brown orbs that had me wanting to run away before things got too serious. I was ready to tell the boss to call everything off, tell him that I just couldn’t do it and suffer the consequences. Yet I knew those consequences would include never seeing Jonghyun again. With running feet and an outstretched hand, I rushed into a third date, and a fourth and a fifth until I lost track of counting how many times I saw that smile or tasted those lips. I soon felt like I was his lover, playing the part of a criminal, rather than the other way around.