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How could you?..
When i told you that you were my first love..
How could you?..
When you were mine...
How could you?..
When i needed your attention...
In a blink of an eye.. You walked out...
Just like that..
How could you?..
When you said you promised...
How could you?..
When you said you loved me...
How could you?..
When you told there were no other girls...
What was i expecting? Love from him?
I gave him that. But he gave me nothing in return.
I gave you my all..
I gave you what you wanted most..
I gave you what you needed most..
I gave you comfort..
I gave you shelter..
I gave you true happiness..
I wanted you happy..
I wanted you to live luxurious..
I wanted you to have a happy family..
And I wanted to build one with you..
You told me that i was the one you loved most..
You told me that i was the only one for you..
But they were only sweet whispers to me..
They were unreal..
They weren't true..
I cried but i didnt want you to hear..
I cried but i didnt want you to pity me..
I cried but i didnt want you to feel burdened..
See the things that i did to you..
Hear the songs i made for..
Speak the lyrics i made for you..
Everything was for you..
But all was settled..
You never wanted me..
You never needed me..
I was the one desperate for you to love me back..
I was the one desperate for you...
How i sympathy myself..
I have never gave any guys all of this..
I have never dated any guys other than you..
I should have never fell in love..
I should have never easily fell into your trap..
I should have known when you had other motives..
Who am i and who are you?
You are Jeon Jungkook..
The school playboy..
And i am just an ordinary rich girl..
Our status were different..
Just like our hearts were..
To me, it was love..
To you, it was nothing..
You never liked me back so why bother dating me?
It was for my money right?
It was so that you would have a comfortable life right?
Well, you are wrong...
One day, the money will all disappear...
Your love with other girls would turn to hate..
And when that time comes, i won't want you back..
You can kneel infront of me..
You can beg infront of my house..
But too bad..
I'll just look at you through the window with pure disgust..
You had chances..
But you blew it..
You blew everything..
When you came into my life..
You should know there were consequences in breaking my heart..
You should know that once you enter, there is no turning back..
But you did..
Why should i care now?
When i had no reasons to...
Why should i take you back?
When i already told you everything..
From the start of dating me..
To the end..
Was it so that you can fake smiles when you were with me?
I didn't ask for you to..
I never did..
All i wanted was for you to be true..
Whether the i love you's were sincere..
Whether the i miss you's came from heart..
But they weren't and will never be..
I have one last question for you..
Who was i to you when we were together?
And the most fakest answer i have ever had was...
".. my all. You meant everything to me and you still do. The promises i told you, i meant them..
Each word..
Each sentence..
Every line i said..
And now that we broke up, i feel that my life is so empty. It's dull.. And you were the only one that could brighten it..
My lovely girl..
Only you..
Each tear that were shed from your eyes, were pure torture. I hate seeing you cry...
But once you smile, i felt the world stop. It's like we were the only ones on earth. It was so breathtaking.. So beautiful. Like you, my dear.."
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