8 Months Ago

Gayoon POV

-Interview room , Friday May 3^rd 2008 –

“ So, Ms. Jeon , please introduce yourself , we’re not gonna ask you any question, just talk about yourself , just anything that you want to talk “  fean, One of my colleague start to asking the participant

We’re gonna to make a new TV programm, and we need to hire an script writer, Among all of the new applicant , I found this girl interesting, her shining eyes, bright aura,  cheerful smile and confident attitude, in this cold room suddenly I felt so warm , her aura is so optimistic.   I keep staring at her without a blink.  someone nudging me

“yah, are you not going to ask her any question”

“huh?”

“are you day dreaming? We are done with a question, its your turn “

 l clear my troath “ ehem, are you bi? “

“Pardone me? “ she seem so surprised

And also everyone in the room shock with my question and look at me with unbearable look , even me surprised with my own question, DAMN !! why I can’t hold my self to ask such a question and the worst in this situation,  don’t call me gayoon If I can handle the situation.

Still with cool expression , I folded my arm  “ I mean , what do you think about bi (Rain, not Jung Ji hoon , but it’s the real rain) “

Fean mouthed me “ what kind of question is that?”

I ignored him “ so ms. Jeon , what’s your answer?”

“I’m always love rain, smell of the ground  , sound of water on the roof – tik tik tik - , peaceful, it’s always make me feel romantic and loved, rain always give me some idea about everything”

Jiyoon explain the whole things with her sweet expression, This girl is really sure how attract me,

“ oke I think we done with our talk today, we will contact you soon”

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That day its my first meeting with Jiyoon , and of course she’s finally into our team, I was never failed to read people , as expected , she’s such a nice girl, she always managed to made me laugh , I feel comfortable around her, I’m known as introvert and cold person , but with jiyoon I can talk everything with her , even my personal problem and family life.

I’m admit it, I’m biual , my interest to woman same level with my interest to men, The failure of my past relathionsip giving me a deep wound in my heart , I was left without a words

I don’t want to feel that pain alone,  other people must to feel it too. Jiyoon  is right target my target, because she’s so pure and kind. honestly , I pity her but I don’t want to feel this pain alone.

Later, I know  jiyoon isn’t a biual, she’s really straight ,she just broke up with her boyfriend a few months ago, nah it’s the righ time to get close with her. I’m always stick on jiyoon, we always working together, since i’m the producer and she’s the script writer, I’m always found a good reason to made her stay until late at office with me.  Until that night,  its already 03.00AM , jiyoon look extremely exhausted   after long discussed with me, I offer her to stay with me at my apartement ,  beside I drive today and her house so far from office and my apartement just only a few kilometers by here . Jiyoon didn’t have any choice and agreed to stay with me tonight.

When we got in at my apartement, after showered,  we decided to take more round chatting at my room , our conversation is so random and getting crazier , mostly jiyoon talking and I was listening.

To be honest , I’m not focused with her story, my eyes glued to her lips, she’s really tempting me, her toned body, natural red lips, her sweet gesture,  her voice more and more blur and without me knowing I’m already her  rose lips , jiyoon  automaticly jerked with my action, and pulled herself away, I’m hang over,  her lips taste of mint so refresh and addicting , I want to taste her lips more, but I’m not gonna to push her,she looks so scared, totally lost and scared, jiyoon even don’t want me to get close with her. She ran into bathroom and locked herself,  I chase her

Knock knock knock “ jiyoon , open the door please, can we talk, I’m sorry !! let me explain “

-silent-

“Jiyoon I’m really sorry, I’m admit I’m wrong,lets talk as adult"

-Still silent-

Oh great !!! I took the wrong move,  SH*T

- TBC -

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Gayoonie, i will take you to EDENSOR

Lets just go there for a week , no connection no gadget ,

just the two of us, enjoy our moment , because i'm afraid if its our last moment being together

lets just dissapear for a week babe

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