Tommorow my wedding day everybody happy except me cuz my wedding day same like my birthday and the day that my dad dead...... What im going to do but...... I think i have to tell this to my future husband i think he dint mad about this but im going to always be the best for him FOREVER.but why tomorrow? please some one tell me why why,tears striming down at her white peacy cheeks,i dont know what else to do just sitting on a bench that my dad make it for us 10 years ago i think 10 years fill like 100 years but that just a fate i have to belive it. in this winter day i felt so die without my dady warm hand go to cristmas shoping buy cristmas present,chocolate,lamp,candy,candle and alot of sweter for me and for my broters i really miss that moment much much miss it right now i fell like want to hug him dady i miss you so much i hope you will come to my wedding. Daddy i still remind the last time i see your face cuz while they go to church while that im in hospital cuz you know right i have.lukimia but i always pray for you. Last time i see your face is 9 December 2004 while that you wake me up cuz you make some fries i was so happy for a long time he dint wake me up do some breakfast and while we eating he talk that we will going to holiday tomorrow to paris i say yey we celebrete xmass at paris while that i was so happy so much happy before my dad go to work my mom remind back to home cuz want to celebrete my birthday while at the garage i say to my dad appa baliwa and my dad says ok and he kiss my forhead that last time he kissed me and miss that smooth lips that always kiss my forhead. My mom caling my dad to fast back home while that my dad drive to home and my dad says yes honey wait im ontheway to home ok and a few hours later someone calling my mom phone they said my dad dead cuz got by a car my mom criying a lot when im see my mom crying im fainted and when i woke up i see everybody sad and my mom say daddy is gone i think that was my really bad day better than exam, while that i dont understand until i heard that my friend nanny was gone and i ask what is gone they say gone is dead while that i fell like want to die i was freakout i cant to belive it when i tell this to my future husband he says its ok i just want you to be happy tomorrow cuz tomorrow is a big day in us life and he says i just a bad day not a bad life i just need you to be beside me and i want you to stay strong how can every things be ok he smirking to me i just had to smile and stay strong.​