It's already my 19th birthday! I'm in my house celebrating my 19th birthday with my parents, Daniel, Krystal,

Sulli, Luna, Amber, Victoria, Jeongmin, Taemin, Key, Jonghyun, Onew and Minho. We were

eating, watching television, dancing, singing. Key was having a good time with Luna.

Onew with Victoria. Jonghyun and Amber were sharing jokes with each other. While Sulli

is with Jeongmin and Taemin. I can see in their faces that they're having fun.

"Happy 19th Birthday" Minho whispered in my ears while we were sitting at the living room

"Gomawo" I smiled at him

"One more birthday to come and you'll be mine"

I blushed knowing that he's really waiting for my 20th birthday to be his girlfriend.

He handed me a box.

"Is this a gift for me?" I asked looking at him

He nodded 

My eyes went huge when I saw what's inside. It was a ring with a ribbon on it! I really love ribbons!

"Kamsahamnida, Minho" I hugged him

I don't call him oppa because I feel awkward calling oppa to my love of my life.

"Jeisy! Where's Daniel?" my mom asked 

"He's outside with Krystal" I replied

"Call him" 

I nodded

"Wait for me here, okay?" I was referring to Minho

He nodded and kissed my forehead. I gave him a smile. When I went outside,

Daniel was at the other road. I need to go to him  because he was talking to Krystal

and I know he can't hear me. When I was crossing the road, I did not recognized that there was a car

riding so fast. I was covering my face with my arms. I don't know what to do because I can't see well the car

because of the light. I was getting ready to be hit by the car. If it's already my time,

it's my time. Until, someone pushed me away. I rolled going to the other road. Krystal

saw me and got me away from the road. I heard Daniel shouted Jeongmin's name.

I was closing my eyes. I can't see what happened to Jeongmin. Maybe Jeongmin is the one

who saved me from the accident. No!!! Don't. Not Jeongmin. I cried while closing my eyes. 

When I woke up, I was at the hospital. Daniel and Krystal was at my side

"Noona, are you okay?" Daniel asked

I nodded "Where's Jeongmin?" I asked both of them

They looked at each other

"Where is he? Is he okay?"

Daniel took a deep breath "He's in the other room and the doctor said he's not in the good condition right now"

My eyes went huge "Where is he now?"

"He's at the other room" Krystal said

I stood up directly and went to the other room. I opened the door and went in. I saw

Jeongmin sleeping in the bed. I went closer to him. Tears started to fall from my eyes.

He's the one who saved me from the accident. If he was not there, I'm the

one who's lying in the bed right now. It's better if he was not there to save me. I looked

at him with teary eyes.

"Jeongmin, are you okay now? I hope you are. Why are you there to save me, huh? If you

were not there, this is not going to happen to you. I must be the one to lie down there.

Jeongmin, please be strong. Noona loves you" I said while holding

his hand.

He slowly opened his eyes and smiled at me

"Jeongmin, are you okay now?"

He gave me a smile "Noona, I saved you and I'm happy about it. Noona, thank you for

all the memories we shared with each other. You were there to help me in my studies.

I'll never forget you, noona. You'll be always my noona forever and always.

Noona, take care always if I'm not be there by your side anymore. No ones' going to

take you home if Minho hyung can't take you home" I cut Jeongmin's sentence off

"Yah! Don't say that! You think you're going to die? Please, not Jeongmin. Stay strong" I said  

"Noona, I saved you because... I love you" he smiled and he slowly closed his eyes

His line pulse in ECG machine went straight. My eyes went huge. Jeongmin's dead.

I shaked Jeongmin "Jeongmin-ah! Jeongmin-ah! Uisa! Uisa!" I went out and called the doctor quickly.

The doctor and the nurse went inside. Daniel, Krystal and I were waiting outside the room.

I was crying knowing that Jeongmin's line pulse in the ECG machine went straight.

The doctor went out and said

"I'm sorry, we did everything that we can do but he already gave up"

Daniel, Krystal and I were shocked about what the doctor said. Lee Jeongmin died

after my birthday. And the reason was all because of me. I punched the wall beside me.

I sat down and cried. I don't know what to do. I can't accept the truth! Lee Jeongmin, you'll always

have a space here in my heart.