chapter 1
forget me not.
the sunshine gives my colden heart a warmth feeling.
i knew i shouldnt look at you nor even love you
but it pains me most to know that i can but i wouldnt be able to.
im afraid.
“It's true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed, or worse, being some natural force propelling life on. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when I do? I don't mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine." i blurted out on you once afternoon i let myself drown at the sweetness and pain that your love will bring to us.
we were both lying on your dorm bed.
.
body closer to each other.
your hands on my waist.
securing me tightly afraid that when morning comes i'll be gone on your sight.
it was ironic that i didnt even blurted out what i was thruing to yet you can read my mind as clear as the water stream.
" i love you.!" i blurted all of a sudden making you startled at my word and after the long silence you smile at me.
hug me and telling me a hundreds " i love you too! "
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our love wasnt the perfect as they seem.
you were not the prince that my brother and my parents want me to be.
i lived a life of a queen.
and you where just a fish that caught my curiousity as what my older brother heechul told me.
you were nameless.
and the plate you had is almost empty.
you where all alone .
no family to lean on.
but that didnt stop you for extending your hand on me.
begging for me to grab you.
and i did.
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donghae, i was once knew that happily ever after only exist in fairytales.
yet, i still hold my last thread hope of being with you and experiencing the ma
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