November 16th 2013

 

 

 

Dear diary, its me, Ara. Guess who got bullied again today in school? Me. 

If you wonder why, its because apparently some got jealous when i got a perfect score for my mid year dance 

practical. I went along with the rhythm and freestyled to the song and got a perfect score causing today's 

incident to happened. Ugh, i got back to my old habits again. I skipped lunch and went to the washroom just 

hurt myself by self-harming. I'm pretty depressed for a girl who's rich huh? I might be rich but i stopped 

depending on my parent's for money eversince i was 15. I worked for money in cafes as baristas or as a 

waitress. It was my fault anyways. I told mom and dad i wanted to be independent so now i'm all alone. 

Eversince i became independent, i started hurting myself by self-harming. It all started when i enrolled in 

Hallyu High. 

 

 

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"Hey, look at the girl."

"Ew, why is she even in our school?"

"Omg, let's all stay away from her!" 

"A poor kid just entered our school! What's happening to Hallyu High."

"Oh my god, Hallyu High just downgraded themselves by enrolling this poor kid here" 

"Is she here for a scholarship? Oh look, we have a new kid to bully."

 

 

I looked around and all i'm getting is dirty remarks. Sigh. 

For all of your bloody information, im not poor. I'm just trying to be independent. Ugh teens these days.

They should try being independent like me, no credit cards, no money. If you want money, you have to work 

for it. O i forgot, apparently they are rich kids. LOL. I bet im richer though. Hah. 

 

--Dance class--

 

 

"Okay class, we have a new scholar student today who's going to be in our class." Ms Lee informed my class 

as i waited outside. She then called me in and asked me to introduce myself to the class. 

 

"Hi, i'm Jung Ara, 18. Please take care of me" i bowed 90 degrees as i introduced myself. I was then asked to 

perform a short dance routine or something that will help the class more about knowing me. I took a deep 

breath and danced to some steps that i had choreographed myself. By the end of the "performance" i had at 

least half of the class who stood up and clapped for me. It was nice feeling somewhat accepted here especially

them knowing im here on a scholar. But i saw a group of 3 girls at the back rolling their eyes at me and 

a guy who was seating down at his seat not minding about his surroundings but the people beside him which i

supposed are his friends were all standing up and cheering for me. 

 

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"Hey.... you were great back there.. Im Hyemi... Can you teach me some of the steps...? O and most importantly, can we be friends?" a girl asked. 

"Sure, that wouldnt be a problem! And i'd love to be friends with you!" I replied as i gave her a warm smile.

 

 

I made like around 6 friends in that class. But i guess i found a true friend named Hyemi, Kim Hyemi. 

 

 

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I guess its my time to sleep since i have school tomorrow. Thanks diary for hearing me out for like at least 'till 

here! I'd share more problems in the future.. which i know will come any time soon. 

 

 

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A/n; Hi guys! How's the chapter? :-D i'd love to continue more with Nov 16 2013 of the diary but i guess this is alright for the first chapter! Oh yeah, i was inspired by AdriKimchi's Diary of a Wimpy Wife: ExoK Baekhyun Edition & too-kii's Diary of a Broken Wife! Thanks guys for giving me inspiration and interest in writing back. I thought i'd have give up on writing. Ha ha ha. I'd update chapter 2 soon! I promise...... I guess....