Night filled with Mix Feelings

-EUN MIN POV-

I swear i`ll murder Cho Kyuhyun as soon as this scary horror movie we`re watching, even the intro song gave me goosebumps then i felt someone was beside me but i dared not to look

'It`s just your imagination eun min' i said to myself then i realize krystal already fled from my side so basically i`m alone at the edge of the carpeted floor which was near the kitchen

"aigoo" i gulp then i swear someone was beside me

"boo" someone said and poke me

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK" i stiffled screamed into my pillow and for a moment i believed my heart stopped for one second and then i realize it was just jonghyun

"yah, why are you screaming? it`s not yet the scary part" he said then i slap him with the pillow that i was hugging multiple times

"Y-yah! stop it" he said as he shielded his self with his muscular arms

"I hate youuuuuu!" i exclaimed

"SHH!" all of them said and look at me

"sorry" i said and they went back to watching the movie

"i freaking hate you, i almost died earlier, wait i did died for one second" i said and slap his arm

"pfft, you`re always a scaredy cat" he said and chuckled

"whatever" i said and focused back to the television

"damn, it is HD!" i cursed as i covered my eyes with my hands as the scary part was going to start

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK~!" all of the girls and a bit of boys screamed when the ghost or whatever popped out

"hey, don`t worry, i`m here" jonghyun said and hug me, since i`m a fraking scaredy cat, i buried myself to his chest, yes, my pride just drained down the sink because of this stinking horror HD movie~!

"don`t be scared" he cooed as he patted my head then i heard some people talking on the tv then i peeked and the ghost was gone

"Yah! why didn`t you tell me the ghost was already gone?" i asked

"because i wanted to hug you longer" he said and smiled as he scratched his head and i swear my heart started beating fast, faster than when i watched the scary part and his smile is just so gorgeous, we could`ve been perfect if only sekyung unnie wasn`t part of our lives so he wouldn`t used me then my heart started to ache which snap me back to reality

"Tch, hug yourself" i said and turn my back on him and tried to focus to the movie

"eh? cold much?" he said but i ignored him then suddenly he gave me a back hug then once again my heart started beating fast as if i were running around our old school`s big oval for about 20 laps

"meet me later at bed time on the roof top and let`s talk" he whispered and buried his face to my shoulder and my heart ached again i still really love him but the fact that he used me hurt me so bad that it felt like i can`t breathe so i gathered all the confidence i could muster

"jonghyun, let go. You have a girlfriend" i said in a shaky voice and i was on the verge of crying

"No, i want to stay like this longer" he said but sekyung unnie`s voice echoed to my head so i grab his arms and slowly untangle them from me but he was stronger so he was still hugging me

"please, even just this time" he said in a tiny voice and i feel something wet on my shoulder then i just stayed silent then after a few seconds, he let go and went outside and i`m sure the others didn`t notice it since they were too focused then someone called me

"Hello?" i asked then a familiar voice send chills down my spine

"how are you eun min? how`s my BOYFRIEND?" she asked and my heart ached, i decided to step outside and talk to her privately

"what do you want?" i asked

"cold much?" she asked then i remembered jonghyun said the same earlier, they really have a connection

"what is it?" i asked

"nothing, just checking if you didn`t swallow up my hubby" she said and giggled in a high tone, eck.

"why would i?" i asked coldly

"well first, you still love him and second, he`s just so irresistable. isn`t he?" she asked then a scoff

"well first, i don`t love him sekyung unnie, i never did" i said trying to cover up my real feelings and i feed her with my lies

"well that`s good and remember, he never ever loved you. so are you sure you don`t love him anymore?" she said and sent daggers to my aching heart

"how many times do i have to tell you unnie? i never loved jonghyun and we were both young back then, you can have him, whole" i said sarcastically then she chuckled evilly at the other end

"well, good, and btw, i`ll be there early tomorrow" she said and i rolled my eyes

"did i ask?" i said

"Watch your tongue eun min, i`m still your unnie and i can do something real bad" she said

"sorry unnie" i said

"good, now bye, i still have beauty rest" she said

"well-" i was cut off when she hang up

"ah seriously!" i screamed in frustration and stomped my feet over and over again, i must go back then i heard the ending song of the movie and i smiled

"it`s good that it ended already" i said and smiled widely as i turned to ninja mode and sneak back in ..

~meanwhile, eun min didn`t notice that jonghyun was just behind a table all the time and heard her conversation~

-JONGHYUN POV-

I was seated behind a table while i cried my eyes out

"why did she even broke up with me? everything was good between us but why`d she suddenly? ARGH!" i screamed in frustration then i saw her went out speaking with someone over the phone so i hid and wiped my tears

"well first, i don`t love him sekyung unnie, i never did" she said in a cold voice and i knew she was referring to me and it hurts so much that i couldn`t keep myself from crying but still i continued listening, hoping this was just a joke or even a dream but the next thing she said was like a bomb that dropped infront of me and it felt like i was slapped, HARD.

"how many times do i have to tell you unnie? i never loved jonghyun and we were both young back then, you can have him, whole" she said, i couldn`t look or listen to her anymore, my heart couldn`t take it anymore

"it hurts so much, she was just playing with me all the time?" i asked myself then i peeked again and i saw her smile as she said these painful words

"it`s good that it ended already" she said as she smiled widely as she went back and my tears flowed non-stop

"so she already planned on breaking up with me because she was tired of me?" i asked myself and as soon as she entered the house, i ran to the beach as fast as i could and without second thought, i jump in and wishing my tears would be erased so swam as i released my anger, frustration and most of all, sadness

"ARRRGH!" i screamed as i splashed the water, i must have lost my mind since i tried to beat the water and after a few minutes, i grew tired and sat on the sand but still tears kept flowing

"i wish i could turn back time when we were still good and i wished i never knew she just used me" i said and buried my head to my arms like a little boy

"but why is that even though i heard the truth, i still love her?" i asked myself and punched the sand multiple times

"why did you leave me?" i asked as i wiped my tears and went back to the house

-EUN MIN POV-

When i sneaked back in, the movie ended and i took my position before leeteuk the lights

"That was awesomeeeee~!" kyuhyun exclaimed and the girls glared at him

"please, next time, don`t ever bring HD horror movies" sunny said

"what? why? it was good!" he exclaimed

"yeah, it was okay" soo young said

"okay? unnie, you screamed the loudest" seohyun said

"yeah, i almost went deaf because of you" tiffany said

"well, it was to add effects and to scare you" soo young defended

"yeah, yeah, whatever" jessica said as she rolled her eyes

"aigoo, look at our leader" yoona said as she face palm her self and we look at taeyeon sleeping soundly on the couch

"she cheated~" sunny whined

"she`s just tired sunny" yuri said

"can anyone be a gentleman and carry our unnie to our room?" seohyun asked

"i`ll do it" leeteuk said

"I smell something fishy" key said

"it`s probably just you hyung" taemin said and we laugh

"aish!" key exclaimed as he slap taemin`s head

"oww" taemin whined as he nursed his head

"thats what you get for being an idiot" key said

"mehrong" taemin said while key rolled his eyes

"okay, you kids go to sleep" onew said

"wait, but where`s jonghyun hyung?" minho asked

"yeah, where is he?" taemin asked

"he probably went out for a walk" key said

"or swim" onew said and look at someone behind us and we turned to see jonghyun soaked wet

"oh hyung~!" taemin called

"i`ll go to bed first. i`m tired" he said and smiled and went upstairs, i was kind of worried though, he seemed angry with a hint of sadness in his eyes

"weird guy" yesung said and i watched jjong went upstairs

"you`re weirder" yoona said and yesung glared at her

"oopsy" yoona said and ran upstairs

"let`s sleep" krystal said as she yawn

"yeah" amber nodded

"then let`s go" shindong said as he climbed the stairs

"will you be okay hyung?" sungmin asked leeteuk who was struggled to lift taeyeon

"of course" he said and carried her bridal style

"i`m sleepy" sulli exclaimed as we climbed the stairs

"yeah, today was a long night and day" victoria umma said

"yeah" we all agreed and went in the room

"wash up before sleeping" victoria umma told sulli who was about to doze off to dream land

"arasso" she said

"i`ll go first" krystal said and she was followed my umma then sulli then amber and then me. i dipped myself into our small tub with a view of the scenery outside which was beautiful

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"i wonder what happened to him" i sigh as i played with the bubbles

"but he seemed like he was crying though with those red puffy eyes or was it because of the sea water?" i asked myself and screamed in frustration

"i shouldn`t care about him, erase him in your head and heart eun min, erase, erase, erase!" i exclaimed and slap myself

"oww" i said and sigh as i step out and rinsed myself and wore my pajamas and when i went out, all of them were sleeping already so i tiptoed and lay down beside sleeping sulli

"aigoo, so cute" i whispered as i saw her face and then after a few minutes i finally doze off to dreamland ..