You always made me do things I never thought I would do. You made me smile. You made me laugh. You made me fall in love with you. When rumors about you and DooJoon surfaced, I thought you did not love me.

Baby, how wrong was I to think that way.

I began going out with other girls for the heck of it. You didn't give a damn anyway as I shared hugs and kissed with them in front of you. You just smiled.

Sometimes I want to hate your smile, but I can't.

My phone rang, another text from you. 

“I’m on the roof.”

Like I care. Actually, I do care. But I can't show it. Because... you don't care about me. My phone rang again but I ignored it this time. Stay out of mind if you wanna stay out of my life.

Doo Joon suddenly burst into the room where I lay on the bed. Ever since those rumors my relationship with him has disappeared like oxygen that was breathed in. 

"What." I glared at him.

"Yo Seob."

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I hate hospitals. The floors look so clean but if you look closely it's actually tear stained. Right now, I'm adding my tears stains to it too. You're so cruel, leaving me alone like this. Without even saying goodbye. Without even saying... you love me. I looked at the black Iphone in my hands and I decided to check the last message you sent me that I never read.

I was wrong. You didn't leave without saying goodbye. 

“Goodbye baby, goodbye.”