***Updated 4/26/12: I changed the title from "Cries in the Night" to Mingled Fatum - Fatum is the Latin word for fate. The English word fate seemed too simple, so I wanted to use a more fancy word fyi.
What is it that we should believe? To what extent do we believe in something? Is what you believe in true? Do we fall into doubt after we believe? Or does believing mean that we also doubt? Or does it mean to believe is to doubt?
Just because you don't believe doesn't mean that you're safe from it.
This is the statement: To believe is to doubt and through that is to believe.
***This is confusing, I'm aware, but my cousin was talking about beliefs after watching the movie The Rite (it's about exorcisms and beliefs, I guess). And he was saying these kind of stuff to me, so I quietly jotted them down to write down on here. I might just possibly use these for my story. I'm not taking these ideas, they're inspirations.
Yes, I'm still working on Their Kingdom Panorama and am currently updating the rest of Give Me 120 More Years, but I've been lacking as an author. With problems of coming up with new ideas, I started a new story and this time it's starring: Key & Nicole! I've loved this couple since way back! But have never had time to write one about them and now I finally have time!
I'm planning to make this into a horror story as well ever since reading Forever Chingu I've had an urge to write another type of mystery and I think I'd like to tackle horror again. But it's not for sure yet, and nothing is yet confirmed for this story except my two main leads and Taemin, who's finally considered an adult now :DDD
***And please bear in mind that as always I have no hidden intention toward these idols! Names and images are only borrowed, but characters belong to me.
11.7.17
I’ve been told that starting a journal and writing in it daily is supposed to be a form of therapy for the heart, mind, and soul. I’ve been doing it for a while now, but it feels I’m going no where. I feel the same as always: awful.
Even after 5 years being a journalist isn’t as easy as I’ve often imagined it to be. You always have to be up and about, ready on your feet at all times. I never thought that I’d have to be traveling around so much, but today we drove pass that place. Another cemetery.
It’s not that I was scared or that I saw something, but I thought I heard a baby crying back there. The thought of a baby makes me uncomfortable… And along the way back home with the crew Min Sung picked up a newspaper.
He made it big, I never thought he’d make it this big.
I’ve never mentioned him to anyone nor have I told anyone that we used to be friends. It’s always been a secret, he’s always been a secret, that night has always been a secret. Because we were friends…well…we thought we were friends.
Now that I’m reminiscing about him I can only think about how horrid my life has become. I’ve committed a crime, a sin, I’ve done something that can never be forgiven. All because I lost sight of him before it could be told. Who to blame? Me or him?
This is the secret I’ve never told anyone. No one knows this. It’s the secret that I’ll keep with me until I die. This is what haunts me.
I aborted my baby.
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Characters:
Key - business owner who has suddenly risen to power and fame upon his return to Korea after his father's death
Nicole - journalist who is just passing each and every day with a loss of hope
Taemin - Key's dongsaeng and best friend
Kyun Soon (Fictional) - a small time actress who is to marry Key
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Synopsis:
5 years after friends Nicole and Key slept together they make their way back to each other again through Key's fiance, Kyun Soon, a small time actress who makes Nicole her friend through an interview they had a month back. Now that Key is back Nicole is suddenly having freak-out moments where she suddenly starts panicking on her own, as well as seeing things that aren't really there. This mystery is suddenly called to light when after some events Kyun Soon pushes Nicole to stay with her and Key at a resort. This secret Nicole promised herself never to talk about will be the one factor which will decide the fate of her and Key.
***I will have a cover up soon!
***Honestly the cover freaks me out, it must be one of the best ones I've created so far. Proud of myself, yet scared *shivers* Even my younger sister won't look at it
***The scaryone (I don't know where she is from) but I stole her pic from one of my friends who had her up as her dp
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