I remember when I first woke up, I was alone wondering how it was I could be watching myself sleep, that’s when I saw the newspaper on the bedside table, I won’t ever forget Mr. Ahn… his wife must hate me, I remember him mentioning that she was pregnant before I woke up here… Things only got worse from then on, when my brothers and friends came to visit they couldn’t hear me, see me or even feel me, they just walked through me. I tried touching my body once but I just passed through it, but when other people touch me I can feel it. I feel everything even when those evil nurses stab me with needles and knifes to run tests on me, I eventually learned I might not be able to go back. I had a companion here once, but when he woke up he became just like the rest, he works for the hospital now, I was kind of surprised, but I guess he isn’t used to life outside of this place. If I could have any wish I desired it would be one last day to say goodbye properly but that won’t happen, Jungshin and Jonghyun won’t be able to afford these treatments for long once dad pulls his funding. I guess he doesn’t want me to stay like this anymore. Regardless I don’t want anyone to end up like me; I would never wish this on anyone.