I had to talk with Hara about us. I think it won't end up well if we are going to be together with Nicole heartbroken. Hara was a little mad but she agreed with me about it. We didn't want to see Nicole crying and leaving the group for a stupid reason. We told everything to Nicole and she was happy because she thinks that i will now be with her. But i still love Hara to death and i will do anything to be with her again. If Nicole found out she would kill me for it but i will go on a date with her to see how it goes. If it goes good i maybe ask her to be with me. If it doesn't go well i'll want to kill myself.