I couldn't stop thinking about it even that night

I couldn't sleep because of it, and now I might have to face it

++HiddenLove++

this is the day when everything changed between me

and key.........

'ding ding DING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

" uhhhhhh"

"DING!!!!!!!!!!!"

" UHHH THIS SUMB CLOCK!!!!!!!" i shouted

"omo it 7:30!!"

" why didn't key wake me up??..... well that does matter"

I jumped into the shower and got ready for school I didn't get to eat that morning I was in a rush

so I don't be late for class that day, I ran out my room to get to class but when I walked in I say key and amy holding hands walking to there seats

" omo amber!!" key shouted from his seat

he got up and came walking to me

"I'm so sorry I.."

" It's ok key it's a good thing my phone went off" I said to him

"Amber can I talk to you" he asked

I said yes and followed him outside the classroom

" Amber" he said in a clam voice

' ya"

" Amy asked me out " key said with joy

when hearing that i saided to tear up but kept them in and I felt like I lost everything

" so what do think" key asked

" uh-uh well-well whatever your heart tells you" I answerd 

" really Amber your the best" key shoutef then hugged me

" what are yuo guys doing!!!"Mr.Le shouted

" ah notthing sir" key said

" good now you both get in the classroom" he shotued

" Ah sir can I use the restroom" I asked

" ok"

I ran into the bathroom crying then all of a sudden luna, hedra, and Victoria walked in and saw me crying

" OMO WHAT HAPPEN" luna said while running to me and huging me

" amber unnie are you ok" hedra said

" unnie tell us" victoria said

I couldn't tell them anything because I was crying so hard when key told me I flet Like killing myself

" I think I know what happened" luna said with a angry face

" what " Hedra and victoria said

" She asked key out" Luna said in a angry way

My tears kept on flowing out of my eyes I couldn't stop crying

but then sulli and krystal ended up walking in as well when they saw they ran to me

" amber" krystal said

" why is she crying like this" sulli asked

when luna told her what happened sulli and krystal were full of angry but victoria didn't now what was going on so they told her who amy was and that got angry as well

" that that" krysatl said

" unnie don't say a bad word" sulli told her

" sulli's right" victoria said

well they were talking Hedra came and sat beside me and comfort me

" unnie everything will be ok" hedra said

" r-really" I asked with teary eyes

"yes it will" she answerd

then she went in her bag and took out a book and gave it to me

" what 's this" I asked her

" it's diary I want you write in it everyday" she said with a smile

" ok" I answerd her

" let's get you cleaned up" hedra said

then luna, victoria, sulli, and krystal stoped talking and cleaned my face

"ok let's get back to class" krystal said

" unnie~" sulli said

""ya"

" will you be ok in class" sulli asked me

" ya I will" I answerd with a smile

they walked me to class when we got there we said goodbye and I ran into class

" kris I'm so sorry I'm late" I said

" it's ok lets work on the assignment" he said with a smile

"ok" I said with a smile

while working I could hear key laughing with amy I whole time. when class ended i walked out of the I thought that I shouldn't wait for he so I started walking to the lunch room myself, then I saw Luna, and Krystal there talking with Hedra and sulli. when sulli saw me she shouted

" unnie~!" sulli shouted as she came running to me

" ya sulli ah" I answerd

" are you ok" she asked me

" yes just fine"

the we walked over to the lunch table that we sit at everyday

" so how was class" victoria said like a mother

" it was fine really" i answered all of them

" ok ok" luna said

" krystal~"  minho yelled

" ya" krystal answerd in a sweet way

"sooooo" minho said

" sooooooo" we all said

then taemin, onew,  and jounghyun came walking to the table as well

" ya joung~ wheres key oppa?" luna asked

" I don't know amber can you call him" jounghyun asked

" uh-uh ok" i answerd

I didn't want the boy's knowing what happened to me so I just called him

" hello?"

"key?" I asked

" ya"

" where are you? "

" I'm on my date with Amy"

"oh so your date is today"

when I said that victoria, luna, and krystal looked at me with an angey way

" so you won't be back in a while then" I asked

" ya oh I got to go bye"

"bye"

" ah I just want to hurt him so bad" krystal said

" ahh what happened" taemin said

" nothing" I said

" let's just eat" hedra said

after that i was walking back to my drom with hedra

" amber unnie" she asked

" ya"

" are you really ok?"

" yes I am " I said to her

" oh and I will write in this diary that you gave me" I said with a smile

" ok" hedra said with a big smile

" so what did you do to get into SM high" I asked

' I sang" she said

" oh what song??" I asked

" oh um well I sang let's try by you guys" she said

" Oh can I hear" I  asked

' uhh ok" she said

hedra began to sing and her vocie is amazing to she can even hit luna's high notes

when she finished I was very happy

" hedra you have a really special gift" I said

" thank you unnie oh I have to go " hedra said

"ok bye"

Bye unnie" she said

when I walked into my room the ran into the bathroom and took a shower and when I got

out I got ready for bed thats when I took the book hedra gave me and started wirting in it

dear diary,

today wasn't the best day I have ever had  in fact today came out to the worst day I have ever had

today I have cried so hard that I have never thought I could just thinking that she (amy) is with him

now makes be feel like I lost the air and that I lost everything. I wish I have tolded him how I feel and not just that but everything like How i feel around him and how I wish I could be by his side forever but I guess that was all a dream.... that will never come true