« Love is like the wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it. » - Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

My best ❛description❜(foreword) is to show you the  f i r s t  k i s s  story of SooNa.

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Yoona was in love. C o m p l e t e l y in love. The lucky winner of her heart was the pretty Sooyoung.
She was sure of her feelings now, but she didn’t know what to do... It was so hard for her to talk about that with Sooyoung. She was definitely too shy and scared.

How to deal with that !?

She didn’t wanted to tell her, she thought she didn’t deserve to be with her or something else... Yes. Yoona was lost, and sad.

All the girls were leaving of the practise room. Yoona wanted to be alone for a while before returning to the dorms. Then, she was seating on the sofa in the SNSD practise room, looking at her mobile phone... and, guess what ? She was sadly looking at a picture of Sooyoung who was smiling on it.

But a few seconds after, the door opened. Yoona was surprised and put quicky her mobile phone on her bag. She raised her head up to see who pushed the door. It was her.

• • gosh, today was very intense.. said an exhausted sooyoung liying down on the sofa, just next to yoona
• • yeah.. i think so too, repplied yoona incapable to say another thing and to react
• • how do you feel ?
• • a-about what !? yoona was still thinking about her freaking feelings towards her unnie..
• • about the day, of course :) you’re right, not too tired ?
• • oh, about that.. ! h-huh, hum, yes, i’m fine, that’s cool
• • lucky you are, if i could, i would sleep here and now for a thousand years

Sooyoung closed her eyes. Yoona stared at her... She was hypnotized by her, and slowly her eyes looked carefully all Soo’s baby face.
Her nose, her cheeks, and finally, her lips... She was flawless...
Yoona couldn’t keep her secret anymore, she needed to talk to her, she needed to say it to her, she needed to say everything about her desire.

• • s-sooyoungie.. ?
• • yes, yoong ? said soo opening her eyes again
• • i-i need to ask you something, unnie
• • yeah, what’s wrong ?

She took a breath... a long breath... and finally asked firstly this question :

• • are you currently dating someone.. ?
• • wh-what ?! exclaimed sooyoung
• • there is a lot of rumors and so on, i’m just curious, you know
• • well, ur-um, no.
• • fore sure ?
• • yes.

Yoona took a breath again, and started revelling some elements.

• • you’re a pretty and clever young lady, i guess many men are interested by you..
• • ahah, maybe but it doesn’t matter, i’m single
• • ok ok..
• • […]

She didn’t know what she could say to really admit everything, but Sooyoung talked before she could :

• • hey yoona ?
• • y-yes ?
• • do you want to go outside with me?
• • you mean.. ?
• • on the roof !
• • oh yeah.. *yoona put her head down, she was a bit disappointed* ok why not, and just you and m-me ?
• • yep’ it could be fun ! let’s go, come with me !

They got up the sofa, came out of the room and took the stairs. Sooyoung involuntarily brushed Yoona’s hand, Yoona could felt her heart jumping faster just with this little attention of her youngie…

They were arrived at the top, Sooyoung opened the door and they were now outside on the building’s roof.

• • wow, i never been here before, said yoona very impressed
• • this is my « secret place » for having a good time, do you like it ?
• • oh yeah, this is a honour, yoona smiled
• • ahah, i can imagine, joking soo

They were looking at « Seoul by night » from the roof, it was wonderful.

After a few moments, Sooyoung decided to talk again :

• • and you, yoong, are you dating a man those days ?
• • o-oh, hum, no.. i mean, no no, no..
• • okay :)
• • […]

Sooyoung was smiling, but she wasn’t very happy... It was great that Yoona didn’t have boyfriend. Simply because she got also feelings for her. But she thought… maybe she wanted to get one ? She didn’t know Yoona felt exactly the same for her. Anyway, it was hard for Sooyoung to see her yoong being sad, especially because she didn’t understood why, she wanted to know…

• • yoona, you ok ?
• • yes yes, this is a pretty view.. yoona was trying to change the subject
• • yoona, you seem weird, tell me what’s the problem
• • i don’t have any problem..
• • please, i can see it !
• • how ? no, you can’t see..

No. To her, she cannot. She’ll probably never love her enough to see it. Never like she loves her, right now…

• • i think you’re in love, sooyoung tries to know if yoona tell the truth
• • efviehorrfejcd sorry ?! yoona feels her heart and her body being very stress
• • i don’t know with who, but you’re different those days..
• • you really don’t notice it..

The time has come to seriously admit it. She will, now, and not after.

• • hm ?
• • i’m different yes.. but with you, she said shyly
• • w-what ? soo was happilly shocked, but needed to be sure because she didn’t want to think something bad
• • nothing

Yoona started leaving, she was so scared of Sooyoung’s reaction… She wanted, but she wasn’t too brave to did it.

• • don’t leave, please !
• • […]
• • tell me what you have in your mind
• • i think you know, now, yoona got tears on her eyes
• • .. how can you be sure of that ?
• • .. please, come closer, unnie..

Sooyoung’s face came very very close to Yoona’s face and she naturally put her hands around her waist.

• • like that ? she whispered
• • yes..
• • maybe you can say it, now.. sooyoung understood at this moment, without any doubt, but she needs to hear it
• • i’ll suffer..
• • wh-why ?
• • because you don’t feel the same..
• • .. look at me
• • […]
• • i’m very close to you for a person who doesn’t care, right ?
• • right.. but you don’t.. because you’re..
• • straight ? is that the issue, yoong !? you like me and you’re scared because you think i like boys ?
• • […]
• • […]
• • […]
• • don’t cry..
• • […]

Sooyoung started hugging very gently Yoona… She could felt Yoona’s tears on her top… It was also the moment for she to tell her. But suddenly, Yoona pushed Sooyoung away.

• • don’t do that, unnie.. i don’t want to be attached
• • yoong, why !?
• • because of you and what you feel !
• • aight, do you really want to know my feelings for you ?
• • […]

Yoona, obviously, didn’t know what to say… Fortunately, she hadn’t have the time to think for an answer. Sooyoung came back very close to Yoona, put her hand on her right cheek and caressed it with a lot of kindness in her movement. She stared at Yoona. She stopped it, put her hand with the other on Yoona’s waist again and placed her nose on Yoona’s one. She teased her Yoona a little, and then, she kissed her. Sooyoung was so gentle with her, their lips were totally complementary and Yoona’s mind was somewhere in heaven. Yoona put her hands around Sooyoung’s neck, under her hair and played with it. Her unnie’s hair down was so soft, particularly tonight. Yoong couldn’t wait anymore, and forced her tongue into the girl’s mouth. Sooyoung smiled and opened automatically her mouth to share a passionate and long kiss with the person she loves the most.

• • […] u-unnie..
• • is it okay ?
• • but you..
• • don’t talk about men, please, or even women or anything, don’t ruin this moment
• • […]
• • i only have you in my mind, yoona..
• • oh but i-..
• • and not just for tonight, it’s been a while, but i needed to be sure if you feel the same before doing anything with you
• • i do ! i really do ! i was so sad those times because of that..
• • your sadly face was for me !?
• • […]
• • but you seem very sad and so on for 2-3 weeks now..
• • i know..
• • and only for..
• • for you, only for you..
• • baby..
• • yes, choi sooyoung.
• • huh?
• • i’m in love
• • […]
• • i’m deeply in love with you
• • […]
• • […]
• • […]
• • kiss me again, unnie..
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「a few minutes later」

• • can we stay together tonight ?
• • oh ?
• • i want to be with you, i need you.. and to feel you next to me
• • i want it too yoona, but it’s too late for tonight, i-..
• • just to sleep, we’ll see later for the rest
• • we agree
• • yes :)
• • yoong ?
• • hum ?
• • i love you
• • […]
• • […]
• • unnie, omg, i was waiting for this moment like.. wow
• • :)
• • i love you too, if you know.. yoona put her head on sooyoung's shoulder
• • then, here we go ! ♡