I step out of the bathroom and I see Kyuhyun by my bed. He looked at with eyes filled with anger. I walked towards him and placed my wet towel on the chair. We just stared at each other and there was no movement between us.  

"You met up with her?" he held my shoulders

"How did you know?" 

"Hee Young told me"  he held my shoulders tighter 

I flinched, "Kyu . . . stop" I said

"Why did you do that?!" he was angry

"Kyu . . . stop" I said

He let go of my shoulders and looked at me, "What's wrong with you?"

I shake my head, "Kyu . . . she loves you" I say

"I don't care! I love you!" he said

I looked at him, "What if I break up with you?" I asked

He looks at me and he kneels in front of me with my hands in his, "Don't do this to me" he begged

It breaks my heart to see Kyuhyun like this. I've never wanted to do break his heart because it breaks mine. One way or another, we have to end this.

"I have to" I whisper and sink to the floor, kneeling in front of him as well

"You won't" he says, crying and holding my hand against his cheek

"Don't make this hard for me, Kyu" I whisper and tear rolled down my cheek

"This won't be hard for you if you don't do this" he says

"I . . . your job is on the line, Kyu" I say

"I don't care! I can find another one! Please . . . don't leave me" he beggs again

I run my fingers along his jaw and look at him, "Kyu . . . I need to. Think about my future. If the head master found out . . . I could get expelled and my parents, if they found out that you're really my teacher . . . even if my father approves of you . . . he won't allow this" I kissed his forehead

"What did she tell you?" he asked

"That . . . she still loves you, Kyu and she's more than willing to ruin my life just to have you back" I say 

"You're . . . willing to lose me?" he asked 

"I'm willing to see with another woman than to never see you again" I spoke and stood up, turning my back against him 

He wrapped his arms around me from behind, "Let's run away" he spoke, "Let's . . . I want to be with you" he whispers, "I need you in my life, Min Ri and I know you need me too" he says 

I turn to face him and look in his eyes that speak a thousand words, "I need you and you know that, Kyu . . . I know you can do miracles but . . . we're talking about my future here. I could get expelled" I say 

He leans his face to kiss me and for the first time, I avoided his lips, "Please . . . " I beg 

"I can talk to the head master and tell him that there's nothing between us! I can do that! I can quit my job and even make my brothers quit theirs if that's what you need . . . Please . . . " he hugs me 

I shake my head, "I'm sorry . . . I was selfish. This relationship that we have . . . this is wrong . . . I love and you and you love me but that doesn't change the fact that you're my teacher and I'm your student" I pull away 

He looks down at me, "What else did she tell you?! Why are you doing this?! Min Ri . . . make me understand . . . I beg you" he says to me 

"Kyu . . . please . . . step out of my room. Now" I say 

He breathes in deeply and runs his fingers through his hair, "Think about this . . . I'm not agreeing with this" he says 

I didn't say anything and I watch him leave through the window. I sigh and sink to the floor and cry. Breaking up with Kyuhyun is the most painful thing I've never even imagined I'd be doing. But This is how it should go. There were so many things I need to fix, especially my relationship with Minho . . . if you would still consider that as a relationship.

My phone rings, "Hello?"

"Min Ri . . . are you alright?"

"Min Hee, it's so nice to hear your voice" I smile with a sniff

"Are you crying?" she asked

"If it's not too obvious . . . yes, I am" I say

"What did Kyuhyun do?" she asked 

"It's not Kyuhyun, it's what I did" I said

"Well, what did you do?" 

"I broke up with him" 

"What!? Why the hell did you do that!? Are you crazy!? You told me you love him!" he scolded over the phone 

"I know . . . but trust me . . . it would be the best thing to do" I said 

I hear her sigh, "Want to get that out tonight?" she asked 

"Please"

"I'll be there, okay? Don't do anything reckless" she says and disconnects the phone 

I laid on my bed and I cried. That was all I could do right now. I was selfish, stupid, self-centered, irrational, unreasonable and worst of all, I took everyone around me for granted. It was the worst time of my life and I've never felt this way before. It felt so heavy and so damn hard. I wanted to run and scream at the world and blame it for being so cruel. For one thing, it was greatly my fault. I hurt Minho and now, I've hurt Kyuhyun and worst, I hurt myself. I was the one to blame. Maybe this is the sign that I should just accept the offer my parents gave me a few years back. Maybe . . . I should just leave for Washington and study there. I think their offer is still open. I will apologize to Minho and tell him everything he needs to hear and then I'll jump in a plane headed for Washington. I will finish my studies there and I will do my best to forget everything that happened.

Maybe . . . that would be the best thing . . . Maybe . . . 

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