It's been 6yrs. now and it's also been 4yrs. since he debuted as a member of infinite we're still friends but many things change through those days, he somehow changed. My bestfriend who was always there for me vanished, well i was still with him always whenever he needs help he'll call me and just like a wind i'll be there for him. But the thing is i never heard a simple thank you and sometimes when i'm late he swears at me. What did i do wrong? When did it go wrong? He always orders me around like i'm some kind of his maid. Sometimes i ask myself if it's right to not feel anger at him inspite of his wrong doings to me. And today is a special day, it's my birthday and i'm not gonna let anything ruin this day for me! I immediately took a bath and eat my breakfast my sister isn't here today she's having a world tour with SNSD. And so i was left all alone. I know Myungsoo is here but i can't get anything from that guy. He doesn't really treat me as a friend nowadays i'm treated more like a maid. Whenever he needs something he'll call me even when he's far, the last time he made me travel from Seoul to Busan just because he forgot his favorite black polo. Whatevs! This is my day....and today i'm 18 yrs. old Yup, I'm born on March 3 1996 and 18 is my KOREAN age i need to add one on 17. And that also means one thing, it'll be 10 days before that bastard's birthday too....Anyway i should be having the time of my life.. I was about to go but my phone rang suddenly....I looked the caller I.D and not expected it says "Myungie ♥♥" i don't have any idea why i saved his number like that...I took a deep breath and answered "Yoboseyo?" I answered "Yah Gaeseki yah! Eodigayo?!" I sighed i'm already use of being called by him he always call me that when he's mad at me. But what did i do this time? And what does he need from me? "Bwoya!! What did i do this time?!" I yelled back at him i knew this would make him more angry but who cares?! He just ruined my morning with his bad mouth! Aish...why did he became a monster? "Speaking of TIME! I need you to be here right now!" He said, this devil didn't even greet me a Happy Birthday before bad mouthing me aish..."Why do you need me this time? The last time i'm there you threw me out like a piece of trash." I calmly said to him "Just get you in here already...The ajumma is on her vacation and no one would clean the dorm while we're gone, i need you to clean this place up." That mother father, son of a biscuit, fudge him! "Bwo! What am i? Some kind of a back-up-maid? Andwae! Siroeyo!" i told him "You talk like you don't know me, do i need to pull your hair over here or you'll just go here as i said so?" I sighed i always lose anyways "Fine i'll be there in 5 minutes." I said and with that he hanged up on me. When i reached their dorm all the members greeted me a Happy Birthday except L. He glared at me in an annoying way "Yah! What took you so long?" He asked me and again annoyingly "It's traffic" I just calmly said "Traffic, traffic whatever! You're still late..aish jinja. Can't you do anything right?!" He yelled at me, in front of the members. He embarrassed me again. "Myungsoo ya, give her a break it's her Birthday today, besides she's not our ajumma nor a back-up-maid she's here to help. A simple thank you wouldn't cost that much" Sungkyu oppa defended me "I don't care if it's her birthday, it's just another day for me and to all the people in the world" Myungsoo sarcastic-ly said, that hits me so bad but i'm just controlling my tears "Ya Myungsoo that's too much" Dongwoo oppa said "Gwenchana, he's right not all people is interested to celebrate one's birthday right? So i suggest you guys go to your schedules before you get late and i will be cleaning this place. Araseo?" With that Dongwoo oppa nodded and they all left. When i sensed that they really LEFT already i seated on the floor and let my tears out, Dongwoo Oppa's right he's too much. I just seated there and cried. Then i cleaned the rest of the dorm and called my Bff Shin Hye for a coffee. We met at the nearest coffee shop and told her everything while crying she patted my back and said "If you already feel like he doesn't care about you anymore, then why should you stay? He's not the only person that you should care about. If you don't like the way he treats you then get out of his grip, Sophia for goodness sake it's your birthday today! And he'll surprise with a displeasing surprise and even if it's not your birthday he doesn't have the rights to treat you like that! Who the hell does he think he is?! You're not even his Girlfriend! Yah! Sophia ssi! Are you even listening to me?!" Shin Hye unnie preached again like a pastor...But she's right why do i still stay? I just shook my head and said "Molla, maybe because i'm stupid, that's why i still stay." She sighed and hit my head "Pabo yah! Aish! Sophia ssi you know i always supported you on any path you took but seriously not anyone on their right mind would tell you that you're right!, Can you please just tell me why you choose to become some kind of dog who follows his master around always?!?!" I came to ask advise not to get yelled at AGAIN "I LOVE HIM! OKAY?!" I shouted "I love him so much that's why, i never told this to anyone until now even my sister doesn't know, The reason why i could never hate him is because i love him. Okay?" I explained to her she's so shocked at my explanation she dropped her jaw. "Sophia ssi, i can't tell how pitiful you look and sound but he has to stop doing this to you." Shin Hye unnie told me. Am i really pitiful? Am i? After that encounter with Shin Hye Unnie i immediately went back to the dorm incase they call and check out if i'm okay. It's already 9pm when they got home and i accidentally fell asleep "Sophia ssi, ireona" I heard someone said when i woke up it was Dongwoo oppa i guess they're here already i was about to go home when someone suddenly knocked on their door when L opened it was Jong In oppa, i guess SunKyu unnie sent him to take me home "Jong In oppa?! Sunny unnie sent you didn't she?" I asked he just smiled and nodded. "Yah! If you're going to have a boyfriend don't brag him to us!" Myungsoo said that's it "Guman haesoyo jasig yah! If you don't have anything good to say, SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" I yelled at him i just can't take it anymore! "IGesaeki-" "Sikeoro! I've had enough of you already! You ruined my birthday! STUPID! What kind of bestfriend are you?!" I said then quickly pulled Jong In oppa's arm out. Kai oppa's still puzzled about what happened earlier but i'm too tired to explain anything. So after Kai oppa took me home i dozed off to bed and sleep. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Second chappie i love, updating thisss follow me on twitter~~~ @L_KIMchi