Every day for me seems a dream ..

sometiimes its a nightmare..

sometimes its a summer's dream...

in those days you always face problems ..

sometimes its a difficult one sometimes you just need to use your common sense.

There's one particular day (a dream for me ) i was happy wandering around my favorite place.

There i spend my most happiest moment, my most painful and my most plain days.

A very beautiful butterfly caught my eye.

The first time i saw it i was mesmerized.

Is this love at first sight? If it were so i hope it feels the same as i am. 

It start's to fly away and i cant help myself so i followed it .

I entered a huge maze focusing my innocent eyes on its beautiful wings.

Neverminding if i could get trapped forever, all i want to see and to have is that butterfly.

When it lands on a flower i tried to catch it but it just flew away.

Im not giving up i thought to myself.

Then there my friends start to came.

They start catching the fragile butterfly.

One of them succesfully catch the beautiful creature.

Then, they gave me the defenseless one.

I refuse to have it.

Then they start to leave me.

Leaving me alone in this huge maze with my dieying butterfly

You shouldn't have done it. i thought

Now , the most beautiful butterfly that caught my eye starts to die.

Slowly it lay down on my warm palms.

I tried my best to be careful as i can but, i didn't do anything about my friends that used force to make it mine.

now , im full of guilt ..

Wishing i should have never followed it at the first place

and just let my butterfly grow more until it will come back to me

as i wait for it patiently.

I bury the beautiful butterfly .

together with my feelings with it.

Its hard to move on when you thought it was IT but then it was not.

Now one thing is left to be decided.

Whether to take the Old path or to Explore the new one and start to learn from the past dream and do well on the future one.

*authors note*

hello .. I tried my best to cover up my whole true life story but im pretty sure someone will figure out what i have gone tru. i hope everyone is satisfied!