You were sitting in your room near the glass window. Tears were threatening to fall,and they did. It's been always like that since the day he broke your heart and left.

The same position, the same time, and the same song. It never changed and it's been 3 months now, yet you can't forget him. It's insane, you would sometimes hear his voice resonating in your brain, his scent seizing your nose. You still love him even after what he did.

You rested your chin on your knees crying, no sobbing like a little child. It was midnight. That song has been replayed for what it seems like the millionth time to you, but you can't seem to pause it. You looked outside and it was raining so hard. You wished he was by your side right now to hug you, to keep you warm, to kiss your forehead, to make you feel secured. You closed your eyes taking a deep breath and anticipating his hand to touch your head and lead it to his chest. You waited with your eyes closed, but it never came and it'll never come. You opened your eyes again and looked to your side, hoping to see him lying next to you, but all you saw was darkness and emptiness filling your room. You cried your heart out again. Your cry collided with the song, making it hard for you to hear the song, so you clamed down a little. You still love him like crazy, that you don't know what to do with yourself. Looking outside again, sent you a flashback of your hell like memories.

*Flashback*

Banging, shattering of glass, and yelling can be heard from the bedroom. You and Suga were fighting. He was yelling at you, and you were yelling back at him. Chairs broken, glass scattered all around, mirrors cracked, and tables flipped upside down or to the sides. Your  yelling echoed in the house. You were dating for a year and half now, and off course arguments and fights took place in your relationship, but just not like this one. Not this way.All you wanted was a sweet time with your boyfriend and it turned into what seems like a warfare. This is not what you wanted.....

It was afternoon and you missed him, so you just decided to surprise him with a  visit . Since you know he's too lazy to do that or busy. You rang the bell and heard his footsteps coming closer to the door. With every step your heart leaped and your stomach flipped. You looked at the door excitedly, waiting for the moment he opens the door, so you can jump on him and hug him tightly. And after what seems like an hour of waiting, he finally opened the door; revealing his handsom face. "Oppa!" You squealed and hugged him tightly just like the way you wanted. He was shocked, so he just froze for a moment and didn't return your hug. You broke the hug and looked at his face, it was blank yet it did show confusion. "Oppa, what's wrong?" You pouted. "What are you doing here, (Y/N)?" He asked coldly. "Waeyo? Not happy to see me here?" You asked raising an eyebrow. "Ani, but you didn't call. Am just surprised." " Well that's the point, I wanted  it as a surprise visit." You smiled sweetly at him, in which he didn't return and instead he just turned his back and walked back in. But you entered anyway. "Oppa, you don't look happy. Gwenchana?" "Yes"  You frowned a little at his short reply but shook all your thoughts away. You just wanted to spend the day cuddling by his side. You followed him to the bedroom and there he just sat on his bed with the laptop resting at his lap,ignoring your presence. "What are you doing?" You sat by his side. "What does it look like am doing?" He asked with a bored tone, and you frowned at him. "I know you're on the laptop, duh. What I meant is what are you doing on the laptop?" He huffed. " Work." You nodded, and stood up to walk to the living room ,and watch tv while he finishes his work. "Hey, I'll be in the living room. When you finish come join me." "Arasso."                                                                             It's been 3 hours now and Suga still in the bedroom totally ignoring you. You started to think that maybe it was a bad idea, coming and visiting him, but you quickly dispelled the thought away. "Oppa!" You whined. "Am hungry, let's go and eat something, hmm?                                                                          

"Shirroh, am not hungry. If you are , then go and eat something." He said, eyes focused on the screen. You frowned and left.....* Okay,that's it, this need to stop* and you stopped at the doorstep and turned to face him again. "What's wrong with you, huh? You've been acting strange. Did anything happen? Did I do something that bothered you?!" You said with an angry, enraged tone. You were boiling from the inside, he was completely ignoring your presence and you disliked it. Finally his eyes left the screen and traveled to meet with yours.That moment, you don't know why, but your heart ached. His eyes, you've never received that look before, they were cold, empty, scary, intimidating, dark ,and insecure. You grasped the hem of your shirt nervously, thinking maybe you shouldn't have said those words, but you couldn't help it. You were too angry to hold them back. "You know am busy and I don't have the time to play around with you." He said with a dour tone, staring directly into your eyes, and if looks could kill, probably you would be shattered into pieces by now. "Was visiting you a bad idea?" You asked, obviously hurt. "Isn't it obvious?" He scoffed, and it made your heart crack into two pieces. You couldn't help but have teary eyes and a red nose. " I just wanted to spend some time with you, since you're always busy with your college, friends, and researches. You barely have time to see me, and you've been acting cold around me, recently. I'm starting to believe that your feelings for me are starting to fade away." Now you were crying helplessly. Suga placed a hand on his face and it traveled to his hair ruffling it in boredom. "(Y/N), stop crying." He demanded but it only made your crying worse and you started to sob. "(Y/N)!" He yelled angrily. "I said stop crying, it's annoying!" He's eyes were shooting fire and you could see his veins popping from his neck. "Why are you acting like this? What did I do?" You asked still crying. Suddenly he threw the laptop on the bed and strided to you, holding your wrists harshly. " Did I ask you to come and visit?!" He yelled. " Who asked you to be extra nice and come? Don't you know am ing busy and I don't have time for your bull?!" Now he was shaking you. "Am not happy to see you, and YES it was a bad idea, visiting me. Are you happy now?! So just get the hell out of here, before anything else happen. Can you hear me?!" He was angry, and screaming like crazy. You were taken back by his attitude. It shocked you, and you didn't see that coming from him. His words were too harsh for your brain to apprehend. You stared at him with wide eyes, the only things you could feel were your heart and wrists burning. You felt your world crash down, everything in your body crashed down. This was impossible, and you couldn't believe that Suga told you that he doesn't want to see you. This wasn't Suga that you knew one year ago. This wasn't Min Yoongi, the sweet, kind, talkative Min Yoongi that you knew. Suga wasn't even his real name. You gave him that nickname because it resembles his personality. Suga is close to the word "sugar", and that's how you saw him. He was like cubes of sugar filling your life, that you can't get enough of his sweetness and handsomeness. "M-mwo?" You asked in a low, hurt tone. Tears were stacked at the corner of your eyes. " Leave, (Y/N)" He demanded quietly. "B-but what did I do?" You whispered after wiping the stacked tears at the corner of your eyes. "Leave, (Y/N)" He repeated, but a bit louder.Upon hearing that once again, there it hits you. Being the stubborn girl , you decided to disobey him and stay longer. Until he tells you what's wrong or what have you done wrong. You decided to fight the fire with fire, ignoring the consequences of your step. "But I don't want to leave, Yoongi." You tilted your head, challengingly. "What?" "I said I don't want to leave, I wanna stay longer." You closer to him. " I know you're just kidding, and you actually want me to stay longer, right?" You placed a hand on his left cheek. Suga took one step backward removing your hand. " Yah, are you insane? I said get the hell out of my place and you're telling me that am kidding? What makes you think that am kidding?" He scoffed. "You wasted my time, (Y/N) so just leave peacefully." "You know I can't let that happen,babe." You turned your back and headed to the living room, but stopped when something hard grabbed your arm harshly and turned you around to face him. He grabbed both of your arms. " I  have no temper for your childish games, so get out ,NOW !!" He yelled shaking you. " LET ME GO!" You yelled struggling between his firm grip. "I'M NOT LEAVING TILL I KNOW WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU!" Suga, then, pushed you against the wall and let go of your arms to hold your wrists above your head. He pressed your wrists hard against the wall, that you could swear that moment your wrists were blue. "STOP,YOUR HURTTING ME. YOONGI,KUMANHEE!!" You yelled again. "I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU HERE! I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE, WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN? DON'T LET ME MAKE YOU REGRET THIS VISIT (Y/N)!!" He yelled his heart out. His voice scared you. You looked at him with sad eyes; his harsh words hurt you badly from the inside, and you couldn't help but cry.

The fight continued for another 30 minutes , involving the breaking of glass, mirrors, chairs, and the flipped tables. You tried pulling the answer from his mouth, but you failed so  you gave up and decided to end the fight. You leaned against the living room's wall and slithered down. Placing your chin against your knees, your tears streamed down like a faucet. Suga was standing a meter away from you, placing a hand on the side of his forehead. "Go out, (Y/N). Leave. You can't stay here anymore." With that you took your purse and stormed out of the door. The last thing you heard was his angry scream, and he kicked something which you assumed is the trash can. But all the voices inside his house came to halt as you closed the door. Inside the car you played that song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8q9wRP8YHDg , and you cried your heart out as you listened. This song narrated everything, and if anything happens between you and Suga then this song is involved in. You looked at the sky with the blur image, yet it showed its dark color, and dark clouds began to form covering the sun rays. The view before you seemed as if it's night already, although it's still in the afternoon. And rain began to fall strongly as if it were spikes, that for a moment you felt that your car's front glass would crack, but you couldn't careless. You have a bigger problem than your cracked car's glass, and it's your cracked heart. Suga's words came striking in your heart like a harsh rain, just like spikes. You closed your teary,puffy eyes and took a deep breath before exhaling it out again.  "I love you, Pabo."

*End Of Flashback*

You placed your forehead against the cold window, and you didn't realize that tears started to fall again. You breathed in and out unevenly while sobbing, but again you calmed down after a while so you can hear that song. " I still love you, even if your lips curse at me or your heart throws me away. You're still mine and I still love you." With that you closed your eyes hopping to regain some of your happy memories with him.And a smile formed your lips.

SOOOO uhh.....I know I change ma mind a little TOO MUCH , but i have a good explanation. You see I though the story is gonna a bit longer so am gonna make it in two shots. That's better. Okaaaaay so that now I'm done with the first chapter.. tell me what do you think of it? I know i made suga sound as a bad guy although he's the complete opposite and am sure he would never do such things to his gf ,when he have one, sorry Suga hehe~

I'll make sure to update the last chapter as soon as I can...Please leave a comment below i really apprecite it once you do and oh long comments are LOOOOVEEED~ HEHE. Love you guyz, bye bye. oh and one more thing for those who didn't check out my first fanfic....plz check it out here it's featuring Jungkook and an official character. Here's the link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/506937/what-have-you-done-to-me-you-bts-jungook. Thank you soooo muuch BYE BYE *Throwing roses and hot kisses*