I always sat by myself. Ate by myself. Listened to music by myself. Laughed by myself. On rare occasions, even talked to myself. Looking at other people around me, they just seem to annoying to talk to. Not even talk, just to breathe the same air as them. To stand by them. To give them the priveledge to even call me their friend, even when I know they will leave when they get bored of me, just like everyone else does. From first sight I might seem like that usual "alone, antisocial, freak", but I am not unable to talk to people I don't think, I just choose not to. From that statement I may also seem like that person who thinks they are too good or smart for everyone else but that is not the case either, that I am just better and don't need this useless time called high school or in the simplest form, don't find the need to talk to any one else ever. I can change... I really could if I wanted to, I could make people laugh, I could be pleasant, people might want to be around me if I tried hard enough. someone... anyone.